Password

note to self,
if you ever want to change your password,
make sure u write it down..
somewhere..

sangat menguji kesabaran diri...

because one of my friends
that make a new account told me that he's been hacked..
punyala nak security,
to protect my whatever in the net,
i' have decided to changed all my password,
for everything,
including my facebook...
and punyala genius saye,
in that short moment,
i have completely forgotten my password~

in that short moment..

forgetful!

in that short time!

oh god!

i feel bad for myself...
i have a very bad memory...
and i'm ashamed of myself..

mental note,
remember!


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Syukran

27 Feb 2013,
i walk out of the office a bit late..
around 6.15 - 6.20pm.. 
as i arrived at the LRT Station,
my leg begin to feel tired..
so i thought to myself,
"today i want to sit. i will make sure i sit!"
i don't get to sit usually,
there are so many people in the train,
and when there are seats available,
i almost reach my stops..

so i don't get to sits,
 normally..

but not yesterday...
for the 1st time ever,
since i start working,
and walk out of the office around 6 - 6.30 pm,
i get to sit!

alhamdulillah!

and better yet!
i get to sits not so long after i got in..
before the train stops for it's 1st station!
i get to sit for a long time before reaching home!
alhamdulillah...

i'm so happy!

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Syukran Jazilan

sometimes we forgot to say it..
but 
Allah never forget us...

many things happen around us..
so many things have happen at us...
things that make us sick...
things that made us happy...
or
things that leave a deep wounds in us,
that we wish we were dead..

instead of wishing to be dead,
we should say 
Alhamdulillah
because during this test,
they will remind us of Allah
and help us to rely on Him

all of this occurrence happen for a reason,
what the reason is,
we may not know it..
but 
Allah knows best..
Allah has prepared everything for us..
we must believe in Allah judgement...


alhamdulillah di atas segala nikmat yang diberikan...
alhamdulillah...
terima kasih Ya ALLAH SWT...

i am thankful for everything that happen to me..
it doesn't come as surprise,
but still i am thankful..
though i may be sad and upset,
but still Allah is with me..
hearing all my claims and problems,

and yet, 
Allah doesn't leave me..
always by my side...

Allahmdulillah
Allahmdulillah 
Allahmdulillah


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until when...

the clock is ticking
tik tok tik tok

time please stop...
i'm running out of time..
i have to run..

i have to be there...
i can't be late...

but...

am i running?
when all i see is me standing?

run
run 
run

am i running?
when i feel like walking?
am i running?
when everything look slow?
am i running?
why am i still here?
am i running?
where is my destination?
am i running?
where the HELL am i going?
am i running?
until when should i run?
am i running?
can i STOP?

am i running?
am i running?
am i running?

the clock is ticking
tik tok tik tok

until when do i keep on running...

a question,

that have no answer...

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devil in human's body

7.2.2013
14.2.2013

it gives me pain in the ass when i remember you..
i should have go with my guts..
and stay away from you...

you are a devil send from hell...
trying to destroy everything in this world...

you know what...
the hell with you...
and the hell with this shit..

hoping you are happy would be too difficult for me..
i won't be praying for anything from you or for you..

please,
 just leave me alone...

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the DriVE

the DRIVE!!~
this entry is specially for my TWIN!!
*claps claps*

yes,
yesterday 13/2/2013
i received a sms,
'i thought today i'm going to try to pick you up.'
-seriously you don't know how big my smile is-

omg omg omg!!
for the 1st time ever!!
my twin picked me up from work!!
and zuss zussz!!
we drive into JEM!!~
muahahahaha~

-her 2nd lollipop, and i'm sitting there smiling XD-

gomene Twin-san,
you have drive into JEM without butter and bread..

-her face, she's going to eat all the JEMS!-

but i am so happy yesterday,
i couldn't put it into words..
but i am grateful!!

one of the good things that happen yesterday!

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ありがとう ねえちゃん!!!

本当に ありがとう!
Hontōni arigatō! !

ねえ、
nee,
どうもありがとうございました。
Dōmo arigatōgozaimashita.
あなたは私に起こる最高のものです。
Anata wa watashi ni okoru saikō no monodesu.
私の側であなたを持っているために、私は感謝しています。
Watashi no soba de anata o motte iru tame ni, watashi wa kansha shite imasu.

ここから、
Koko kara,
わたしのことおねがいします
Watashi no koto onegai shimasu

将来のために、私たちは一緒になります、
Shōrai no tame ni, watashitachiha issho ni narimasu
ずっと
Zutto。


ねえちゃん、今まで本当に有難う
Nē-chan, Ima made hontōni arigatou



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mirrors

mirrors...
it was my first time doing em',
someone asked me to make mirrors,
i never did it before,

what's more,
 and they mention my name in the post too!!
it was cool!



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for my beloved friend, ayuni

will you read this entry?
i never actually know if you read my blog but still,

Happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
otaunjobi omedetou!!
ayuni another year has passed,
and now a start to something new!!
i've been a terrible friends...
completely forgotten your birthday...
though i remember the dates,
it just slip my mind...

sorry ayu...
hontouni gomene...

anyway,
this year we can't celebrate your birthday
like we used to...
i do miss our time in usm..
you are my one of a kind friends,
that are hard to find...
and 
special to the heart...
to found you is a gift i treasure,
and it's an honored to called you my friend...

and what's more,
your enthusiasm...
yg nak mengikut and participate 
in any kind of activities held in usm..

not many of my friends interested to join all of them!!
some of them like kebudayaan,
while others like sports,
or this one like islamic things,
and that one like fun things only...
but not you...
ayu is really one-of-a-kind friends,
that won't hesitated to join anything...
and you also don't hide your expression..
if you want to cry,
you cry...
if you want to laugh,
you laugh...
if you are angry,
you get mad...
regarding anything!
that makes u SPECIAL...

we both match each other really well!
for instance there's this annual competition held in usm 
by A's club,
and when i asked ayu,
do you want to go and watch she will say 'OK',
or ayu saw a WUS's student bazaar,
and asked me, 
do i want to go and jalan-jalan?
and i say 'OK'...
or to join certain club just for the fun of it...
to join that 
just to know what are they...
to make use of our schedules...
it was the day that i miss...
i wish i can have that time again...

anyway,
i hope you have the best year ever in your life...
and may you be the best of you this year too!
and all the best..
don't forget about being the best!
and be happy and stay genki all the time!!

for your FYP,
i wish that you will get a flying colours for them!
be calm and charge super speed...
just like SPARTA!!!

and may ALLAH SWT bless you my dear...
take care,
and until i meet you again,
you will always be in my prayer...
take care...

my special way of saying 
Happy birthday Ayuni~

this entry is late,
but still have a nice birthday!

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being a little sis has its best~

truth being told...
i love being a little sister!~
and i love having an older one!!~
it's the greatest gift of all time!!
my twin is older than me,
that means i'm younger than her...
hehehehe...

the best damn thing!!
-avril lavigne..

thank you my twin,
for giving me something i can't have..
thank you for being there,
to support,
to hold,
and to push me forward....
thank you for the gift,
thank you for the attention...
thank you for existing...

the love you you share,
the love you care,
the love you show,
makes me feel special and alive...

though we have our ups and downs,
cats and dogs fight,
wrestle until katil patah,
silence treatment...
glaring eyes,
unstoppable arguments,
unfinished business,
but the fact that 
i love you
won't change,
not now,
not tomorrow,
not ever,
insyaAllah.... 

it takes two person to play manzai...
i'll be the tsukkomi and you be the boke~ XD
there's a reason for me to live...
one of them is you....
shuuu, it's a secret....

p.s - i still remember in Ikea 
when you suddenly starts singing in front of the handle...
and without saying a word,
i join in and that makes us both laugh....
priceless..

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