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Muhyo to Rouji no Mahouritsu Soudan Jimusho Finished!!

[spoiler]

That is one hell of a title...


This manga is about banishing evil and spirits.
Yeah like shaman, bomoh, and pawang.
This one though, we don't have that people.
What we have is Judge and Executor. 
They do the same things like shaman and all,
but differently.

The title 
Muhyo to Rouji no Mahouritsu Soudan Jimusho,
(Muhyo and Roji's Bureau of Supernatural Investigation)

Muhyo is the executor, a genius.
The youngest executor ever!

A second class clerk but through-out the manga,
Rouji began to evolve and start to show the skills  
fit to assist Muhyo.

This manga starts so light and scary.
That doesn't fit together right.
Light and scary. 
Hahahah!
But it is true.
The introduction is light with humour
and you get to know the character and learn about them.
Then there are also the ghost and demon.
I hate that part since it makes me scared to sleep. 
Huhuhu.
I sleep with my light turn on. 
I know I know, I'm such a baby.
But the ghost scares me yoh~!

The book that Muhyo is holding is I believe is a connector
between him and the demon world.
So to every spirtis and demon that 'kacau' the human world
Executor will banished them to the demon world.
Or whatever punishment they see fit,
to heaven or to hell.

I love this manga so much.
I haven't read the last 3 books but for the 15 books I have read,
it is definitely one of the BEST!
The storyline is good and easy to follow.
The characters is interesting and 
makes you fall in love with every one of them.
I'm really sad to see it ends but I have lots of fun reading them.

The best part about this manga is Muhyo.
Hahahaha!!
Anyway,
just finished reading this and I decided,

Muhyo is my all time favourite character!!

He is super duper cool!!
Muhyo is super genius and people look at Muhyo as snobbish.
But deep down he still cares.

The fight starts because Rouji brings back an old chair.

Muhyo just execute a ghost/soul and therfor is very tired.

See how Muhyo reacted to Rouji!!
He's so kakooiii!!

Now you understand why Muhyo asked Rouji
to return it?
Muhyo always have a reason for everything.
Rouji never learn. Huhuhu~

Muhyo is tired~~ T__T

Yes, good assistant!!

He cares a lot. A lot more than he show.
He's cool right. Ngehehe~
He is so cool!!

After he sentenced them to their crimes,
Muhyo need to sleep because the contact with demon
drains his energy.
He usually sleeps 3 days.

Even though he cares
he still believes those who commit crimes
must received punishment.

Enchuu,
one of Muhyo best friend
turn outlaw because of jealousy towards Muhyo.
They both are the candidate to be Executor.
and only one will be choosen.

It is Muhyo.

Enchuu feels with lost, jealous, hatred 
and also in a grieving state
because his mother died on the same
put the blame on Muhyo.
Thus he began to practices forbidden magic to destroy Muhyo.

But,
Muhyo still believes in him
and he do everything in his power
to bring Enchuu back.

There a lots of fighting,
talking, convincing and tracking involve.
Please read them yourself.

Anyway, 
after all hard work and totally awesome Muhyo reciting spells
evil sarcasm, cold jokes, very cool eyes and hand gestures,
 Enchuu finally realizes that all hatred
and jealousy towards Muhyo is just his way 
to drown his grief.
He finally agree to return home.

Muhyo and his group agreed
even thought Enchuu already repented for his sin, 
punishment is a must.
Enchuu received a very severe punishment for his crime.


And still Muhyo will wait for him.
The kizuna between them is heartwarming.
I love this kind of relationship.
You hardly see this everyday.

Muhyo is a very strict teacher I believe.
He doesn't show and teach them like teacher used to.
He has like tough-love kind of method.
You have to understand and look closely 
because everything that Muhyo asked you to do
must have a meaning behind it.

This manga makes me a very happy girl!!
Feels with lots of emotion too.
Light.
Sad.
Terror.
Laugh like maniac.
It gives me so much emotion and yes,
 I love them all.
I can't wait for the final 3 but for the mean time,
please read it and enjoy!

Apparently,
there is no anime for this manga.
Bummer (_ _')
I really hope to see it on tv as anime series,
well at least the manga is nice.

The crew.
You guys will be missed!!
Especially you, Muhyo!!

edit I give 5* \ (★ ∀ <) / * ゚

This is something that happen around mid April.

I got an email from QSR Brands for interview.

Wow.

I was over the moon.

Since QSR a is a big company.

What with KFC and Pizza Hut I was super delighted.

Well I went to the QSR building and tell them

that I am here for the interview.

but wait!!

"There is not interview for KFC today."- Women A

What is this? Some kind of prank?

With a smile I said okay. 

Thank you and went back.

Around 5 minutes later.

"Hello Amira. Are you still here? Can you come back to the office?"- Women A

What? What is this? Some kind of test?

Again with a smile I asked daddy dearie to make a u-turn.

"Sorry. When you said interview, KFC don't have any interview.

Apparently yours is with Pizza Hut"- Women A

"Why don't you called my number? It was listed below the email."- Man B

I looked at my printed mail. Okay I was dumb. 

hahaha.

Baby sis already said to call that number but since the name is

not usual I thought maybe that belongs to Jobstreet.

Well,

the interview went well. 

But I miss certain part.

Forget about the .png for transparent background.

I said .tiff.

This is a very dumb mistakes.

Since I used .png all the time with my work.

Today, October.

Still no news from Pizza Hut.

I consider it was no luck but very good experience.

Also it makes me good.

Pizza Hut called me and gives good feedback with my artwork.

I'm confident with my work

also confident that I can do a good job.

Eventhough I am confident,

 I have yet get a happy phone call

from the company that I undergo interview with.

People says,

give it times.

Good things come late.

I hope so.

Bakuman Finish!!

[spoiler]

Totally worth it!!

This is the boom!!

Bakuman really really makes me so happy.

The beginning, the storyline and of course a good ending.

I recommend this to people 100%

Please read them and enjoy!

Bakuman also teach me alot about mangaka and their lives.

How a manga being produces and what is the process involves.

It was a lot!

With editor, name(something like manga draft)

and  finally the manuskrip.

makes me want to write manga too.

I know it's a hard work but this is like a wake up call.

something like behind the scene of a manga.

Furthermore the manga they draw is being series in Weekly Jump,

yes so they have to draw a new episodes for every week!

and there's the ranking for every series!!!

If the manga always stays below 10++(I think)

they will end it!!

What a cruel live right!

I totally enjoy it!!

The rivalry between 

Ashirogi Muto and Eiji Niizuma and other mangaka.

Fuh!

It was a good rivalry.

They both are very talented people.

They supports each other and 

they also don't want to lose to each other.

Also the love story between Mashiro and Azuki Miho.

You know the kind of love story but not into love story,

is just perfect for me.

They are totally pure and makes me jealous of Miho.

Mashiro and Miho waits for each and

will never see each other until they achieves their dreams.

Can you imagined?

Making that promise  at 14!!!

Setia sangat setia. hehehe

so cute this people.

Anyway,

the journey of Ashirogi Muto is good

and they takes you into the story for every episodes.

Every episodes is interesting and gives you a chill.

Now my favourite characters!

Niizuma Eiji!!!

He's cool and genius when it comes to manga.

He's the number 1 at JUMP and Ashirogi Muto consider him as rival.

Eiji also states that Ashirogi sensei is a genius and he is also an avid fans of them.

Still he don't like to lose to them.

Eiji has a strong instinct.

He can guess who will win the contest between Fukuda, Nakai and Ashirogi

and know who exactly draw the manga by looking at them.

still,

Eiji can be weird and cute at the same time.

He likes a spoiled boy with a high passion for manga.

He called everyone that debut -sensei despite their age.

How sweet of him, kan! hehehe

I don't know if this is true or not.

But they said that Eiji resembles Oda Eiichiro (One Piece)

Eiji is speculated to be based on Eiichiro Oda, the creator of One Piece. 

Oda is known to be a genius mangaka

who won the 2nd Prize of the Tezuka Award at the age of 17, 

similar to Eiji's achievement at 15. 

Oda also mentioned in an interview that his characters move on their own, 

and Eiji made a similar remark at chapter 19. 

Oda also seems to be in the habit of wearing sandals everywhere,

even to supposedly formal events like award giving ceremonies and parties. 

This is not unlike Eiji's own habit of wearing his usual pair of sweats everywhere he goes.

Eiji's odd behaviour and talent are possibly taken from L, a character Takeshi Obata and Tsugumi Ohba previous work Death Note, who is equally skilled and of odd behaviour. 

- source http://bakuman.wikia.com/wiki/Eiji_Nizuma

Another character that I likes is,

Yoshida-san or Yoshida-shi as Hiramaru (mangaka he's incharge with).

He likes super cool in the editor section.

Also gives good remarks and others will listen to him.

But when it comes to Hiramaru,

he can be total manipulatives and cruel.

The gag between them is so hilarious and makes me loves them so much.

It was said that Yoshida exist in the real Editor Department.

The real-life Yoshida has edited or is editing 

Hunter x Hunter (by Yoshihiro Togashi), 

Hikaru no Go (by Takeshi Obata, Yumi Hotta), 

Death Note (by Tsugumi Ohba, Takeshi Obata), 

Reborn! (by Akira Amano)

- source http://bakuman.wikia.com/wiki/Koji_Yoshida

All in all,

this manga deserves 5 *out of 5!!!

Now go and read them!!

Hitman Reborn Finish!!
[spoiler]


It was a good manga.
I enjoyed the beginning but near the end or to be specific,
starts from
Sena and guys are brought to the future and so forth.

After the guys went back to the past,
I expect something funny or light 
but
the story straightaway went into next battle.
It is to be expected since it already turn into a battle manga.
I really enjoy the humour and the lightness of this manga at the beginning.
It was funny and easy to read.

The battle is a nice touch, I don't deny.
The fighting and the character development with the weapon upgrade
is really nice and exciting.
I really enjoy the fighting too.

but...
maybe because I read this everyday,
so I become tired of the fighting scenes.
If there are some lightness/humour in between would be nice.
Like a rest stop.

Still,
it is worth reading them.
The story is unique and have a weird turn around that makes me go
EEEHHHH?!!
hahahaah

The one part that I really enjoy and loves,
is the familia!!!
The mafia family. 
That is to be expected since this is a mafia manga.
I loves how they portrays the bonds between the family members!!
Kyaaaa~~~


I give 3.5*
the tiredness really blew things away.


Introducing Vongolo Primo(1) Giotto 
I especially loves this character eventhough he's not the main.

Primo and Guardians
The 1st generation of Vongola family.
They're dead and not the main character but they are so cool.
hehehe~


Vongolo Decipmo(10) Tsunayoshi Sawada
Tsuna in battle mode.
He looks exactly like Primo because he is his descendant.

Overall,
I enjoy them.

The Devil Inside Me

Inside Five :   I'm not strong

I'm not strong


I'm not strong as everyone thinks I am.
The more I smiles the more I hide.
No one knows anything and no one try to find out.

Everyday just pass by
and I'm lock inside depression.
My mind keep on playing the same sentences over and over again.
"Do it."
Do what exactly.
Aren't I doing it? Is it not enough?
Is it not enough for you?
Is it hard for you to understand how hard this is for me?
Why am I here? Why do I have to go through this?
Why not you?
No one sees the problem I'm facing.
To people this is leisure.
This is happiness.
This is heaven.

Just so you people know.
This is not leisure.
This is not happiness,
and this is certainly not heaven for me.

This is hell.
This is hell.
This is hell.

I'm living in depression.
It's suffocated.
It's disturbing.
It's killing me.

I do not wish to be here.
Nor I wish to stay.

Sometimes,
what we hope for will never be granted.
Sometime,
the more we try the more we fail.
and sometimes
the more we live, the more we die.

I'm not strong.
I never was.
I put up a face and pretend I was okay.
I'm not strong.
I will never be.

I will fight.
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I lie.

I guess so.

Now my heart is pounding like mad.

On the verge of tears.

Still I try to remain compose.

The result.

Writing here with poker face.

The art I have done being critics.

It was for my own good.

Still it hurts me much more than I prepared myself.

I know this is good.

I will evolve.

but,

Truth hurts.

I'm not going to lie.

Even if its for my own good.

It's still hurts.

The pain will be here for awhile.

Maybe after a good night sleeps,

I will wake up and this will all be a dream.

Keep fighting and stay strong I guess.

sigh~

1st Interview in October  2015

with

Saraya Zahret

It's been a long time since my last one.

I'm thankful.

After that scam,

I kinda reluctant to answer any unknown numbers.

So I didn't answer this one.

Fortunately they send me an email,

which is good.

I applied for the Graphic Designer post.

Obviously, duh~

Well,

they are looking for a junior post.

and they can't afford to pay me my expected salary.

So I don't know what will happen though.

The question I learned from this interview is

1. If you work who will take care of you mum.

(I said currently I'm taking care of my mom)

2. Are you interested in fashion

(I answer truthfully but have to think again how I delivered them)

3. Are you okay with over-time.

(I doubt any human being is okay with over-time hahaha)

4. If the pay is low will you be interested?

(I don't know how to answer this. I'm interested in working but I don't know...)

5. Is this laser printing?

(She asked me about my portfolio. 

I am seriously can't differentiate a laser printing and what not.

Have to study this.)

That's all that I can remember.

Well it's not a long interview.

I waited almost 2 hours but the interview is like 10 minutes I think.

If you are wondering what is Saraya Zahret

here is their istagram.

https://instagram.com/sarayazahret/?hl=en

No,

I'm not promoting them.

I just want to introduce to you guys the company 

that I went for interview.

I have yet to get an answer.

I'm not desperate or totally indifferent.

I just let Allah do His thing.

I did my best for the interview,

the rest is up to HIM.

It's exciting and scary at the same time.
It's exciting because I expect a lot for 2016.
It's scary because what I want to achieve this year is yet to be successful.

Well,
we have 2 months and a half because we reach the end.
I have to push myself more.
So I won't embarassed myself when I look back.

To people that are struggling with their life right now.
"Gambate!"
Keep strong and have faith.
There will definetly be light at the end of the road.
You just have to push yourself.
The light ain't going to show up itself.

Look for it.

Gash Bell Finish!!
[spoiler]

I overwhelmed both by the story and also because it is the End.

The feelings I get by reading this is beyond words.

Every scene that are sad end up with me bawling.

Every funny ones makes me laughing.

Every aww moments makes me go aww.

It was spot on and the ending is beautiful.

I really enjoyed reading this manga.

It is truly an amazing journey with you.

Thank you Gash.

Thank you Raiku Makoto.

Thank you everyone.

I give this 5* out of 5

Now maybe I should look for the anime.

p.s I ship these two.

***edit
I finished 2 more manga and I noticed 
that I put my favourite characters in it.
So it will not be fair if I didn't put it here.

[spoiler alert]

My favourite characters is Laila!!

Laila is 1000 years demon.
She was put to fight for Zofis and Koko because if she won't
she will be turn back into stones.

For me Laila is tough and knows very well what to do.
Eventhough the 1000 demons can't communicate with their book bearer
(they are under the spell),
still Laila always talk with Albert (her book bearer)
always make sure Albert save and will help Gash
to defeat Zofis so Albert can be save.

It is so heartwarming to watch these two at the end.
Albert actions shows me that he can hear Laila
and at the end he said 
This time I will save you.
That just makes me cry!!

Another character that I like it
ZEON!!

Of course the reason I like him is because he's strong. Hahahaha
But Zeon is not just strong.
There are lots of demons that are strong you know.
Zeon is strong and smart.
He knows well, what to do, when to do and how to do.
He's calm...... well not that calm when Gash is involve though. hehehe.
What makes I totally love him is,
at the end of the fight between him and Gash,
he realized that Gash is not at fault.
Calmly he admits his fault and begs for Gash to forgive him.

He's totally have a leader quality.
He admits his mistakes and when he know that they both are twins
he change totally into Gash brother.
Leaving notes on how to use their caps,
,about their background etc.

I enjoy the ending too and really looking forward
to the anime version.
\ (★ ∀ < ) / * ゚