For a while I think it's going to be all about me..
but how wrong can I be...
no matter how hard I try,
I will fall.
every time I pull myself back up,
you will drag me down..
Now,
I lost it.
I can't even pull myself to stand.

You win.
I lose.
I can't even describe my feelings now.
hope you are happy,
and may you all be very merry!