Hard Work in the middle of the night...
Now my twin is officially a subber!!
Congratulations dear and I wish you the best..
If anyone is interested in downloading subtitles for this movie,
in place of my sister,
yoroshiku~~~
Yesterday...
24/11/2014
I have another super emotional sensitive moment.
It's bad since I cried all the way to bed...
This is not working for me..
Jobless I mean..
Everyone said,
if you don't like it then find a job.
I tried my best finding one.
Still no luck.
I am waiting but my emotional state
is really in the midst of collapsing.
Or maybe it already did..
I really hate this part of me..
The weak part of me..
and the negative part of me..
I pray that Allah give me strength..
and please give me good news..
I can't live like this..
I really cant..
Tawakal
It was nerve-wrecking to wait.
I can't stand the nerve.
but it already end.
It was one of the moment,
yang buat saya rasa,
WHY AM I SO STUPID!!!
WHY?!!!
seriously.
after the interview,
I had that moment
until my twin (she drive me there, thank you twin!)
got really angry and said
"I don't have mood so don't talk to me"
she also said
"don't put your negative energy into me"
well before she got that angry she was like totally nice
she said
"they will like you. you are being honest."
"it's not wrong just tawakal je"
and everyone else too,
my dad, my mom, my little sis, and maklong was telling me
if ade rezeki adela.
don't think too much.
insyaAllah.
takde cuba lagi.
but just so I will remember,
the question for tonight is
1-working experienced
why do you quit your job
if I send you to Johor how?
2-why do you want to work as a Penguasa Kastam
3-do you interested with Kastam
4-jika gst dikuatkuasakan tahun depan apakah harga barang akan naik
4-what is the mission for us
5-siapakah pengarah kastam
then they asked me if I have any question for them..
I asked them the GST question back.
I don't want to put my stupidity in here.
but I know it will linger in me..
oh well,
better be honest than a total liar.
rite rite?!
Kerja Jatuh Dari Langit
I always said that I want a job,
straight from the sky..
'rezeki jatuh dari langit'
as I like to call it..
but I meant it as a joke..
not serious and hopeful like that, no.
but yesterday
I got a text and email,
and today
or more precise tonite,
I have one job interview..
super quick right!
like what?!
what do I feel..
what do you think..
okay,
forgot that,
let's eat!
yeah yeah yeah!!~
alhamdulillah..
can't say I can nail this interview,
but let's make it worthwhile.
Dr. Sakinah
Alhamdulillah.
For five years you have struggle
with almost everything.
haahaha,
and today
you have finally reach one of your destination.
Alhamdulillah
my little sister,
is now a DENSTIST!
I pray for your success little sis.
may Allah guide you, help you and ease your journey.
and may you have happiness all the way.
-We are so proud of you!-
p.s - she start working on 29 September 2014
To Kelantan She Go
There She Go
Baby sister
she's off to Kelantan for her err...
what do you called it..
what do you called it..
Housemanship?
Internship?
Okay, I really should learn the dr. term for this.
she's in Kelantan for her practical with the hospital
for 3 whole years!!
No! My baby sis is in Kelantan for 3 whole years!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RELAX!
okay, I'm cool.
she's already in Kelantan by now.
hahaha..
anyway,
I wish you the best with your housemanship? Internship?
with your study!
that's it!!
good luck baby sis!!
may Allah bless you.
End of Chapter Three
End of Chapter 3
Well, its a bit too fast right.
hahaha..
hmm...
it's not in my plan to resign in this short time.
I know about the extended probation in Thursday 25/9/14,
and after a quick talk with the family members,
I decided to let go of this position for a brighter future
so,
on Friday,
actually I decided to quit my job in Friday after lunch I think.
it's a fast plan but a very reasonable one...
so in Friday I send in my resign letter,
to the director and we have a chat and she accepted my decision.
so Saturday (27/9) is my last day.
like I said, it was fast.
I know Allah have a very good plan for me in the future.
I have my trust in Him,
and to Him and Him only
I pray for the success and happiness
I pray for the success and happiness
of my life.
insyaAllah.
Sad... I can't even describe it..
For a while I think it's going to be all about me..
but how wrong can I be...
no matter how hard I try,
I will fall.
every time I pull myself back up,
you will drag me down..
Now,
I lost it.
I can't even pull myself to stand.
You win.
I lose.
I can't even describe my feelings now.
hope you are happy,
and may you all be very merry!
Tarday Is Not My Nature
Today, 27 August 2014
I was LATE.
Okay maybe it's not me
because technically it was the bus.
Oh well,
I was never late for my office
because of something like this.
I overslept before but I just took MC or half day.
This time I was here early but the bus is late.
Technically I am not late.
but for the record,
I am late.
The End
Chapter 3
Chapter 3
Alhamdulillah,
I've began my chapter 3 on 1st of July...
it's an expo company,
they manage events,
and this month is their biggest event(annually)
I hope the best for everything..
although it is hard since the distance is quite far..
I took 2 1/2 hour from my house,
but for now
the office and the mates are nice..
so I'm hoping for the best for my future..
friends,
please pray for me...
thank you..
The End to Chapter 2
The End to Chapter 2
the end of chapter 2
and a beginning of chapter 3.
this chapter has so many characters and story
and I am glad I get to read it.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart,
for each and every valuable lesson I get to read..
it was an exciting journey,
and I thank you.
I just hope chapter 3 will be even better.
edit* last day 27 June 2014
Arafes' 13
It's finally here!!
I waited and waited for it to come..
but no news whatsoever..
I was going to write an email but decide to wait for a week..
and finally on Monday 9th June 2014,
it arrived!!
Yes it's not my picture..
I haven't take any picture of the DVD
and I haven't watch them too..
I'm too busy both on weekdays and weekend..
I haven't got the time to watch them yet..
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but I do noticed that the
cover design is almost the same as last year..
just minor changes.
baby sister is the one who received this package..
received?
um... they just put them into the mail box.
sot not received then...
still they are cute but I think I like last year design more..
it have an exclusive feelings to it,
this year design looks fun and free..
maybe they are going with that theme..
anyway,this year design looks fun and free..
maybe they are going with that theme..
baby sister is the one who received this package..
received?
um... they just put them into the mail box.
sot not received then...
but still,
yeah, it's finally here!!
***
edited 27.6.2014
finish watching Arafes!!
yeah!!
I enjoy this year Arafes as much as I enjoy the last year..
but I think last year is more exciting,
since they really didn't have any
backup dancer or so..
only arashi and arashi alone..
but this gave a new kind of freshness to mee..
let me share my photos of Arafes 13' DVD
different between 12 and 13
my twin love 13' version more..
inside
booklet? pamplet?
a book then..
I choose this one because it was colorful..
I enjoy Arafes and can't wait for other DVD!!
okay,
maybe I can wait..
until my pocket become full again..
hehehehe~
A Sister is a Gift
A sister is a gift to the heart,
a friend to the spirit,
a golden thread to the meaning of life.
~ Isadora James.
I am lucky to have you guys and lucky enough
to say I am one of these awesome people..
and lucky enough to called to be sisters.
I know if I fall down,
there will be you guys to bring me up...
and always we have each other back.
If you don't understand how a woman could both love her sister dearly
and want to wring her neck at the same time,
then you were probably an only child.
~ Linda Sunshine.
pretty much sums all of my feelings to you guys~
how we makes each other crazy...
how we discover our true self when we are together...
crazy is understatement for us..
we are plain nuts and weird and just original~
we are us no matter what..
always happy to be with each on the inside..
but on the outside
we play it cool
always there to pull each other up,
of course laughing 1st is a must~
and main acah-acah just to get on each other nerve..
always watch each other's back,
spying on every single one,
just to make sure they are safe
having enough drama to explode ourself
and still can be cool bout it..
idolize each other,
because we are just too awesome!!~
having siblings rivalry and never want to give in..
hahaha! no one wins this one I guess..
we all looks stupid!!
we are sisters,
and we look stupid together,
and no one is to left behind...
I love this crazy bunch...
they always made my day~
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