LiFe is HarD, so KeeP oN MovIng: March 2012

Movies [Hunger Games]

11:20 PM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~ movies, movies, the knights

Hunger Games

another movies day with my dear ayuni...

today criminal will be Hunger Games~

hunger games,

is a competition held every year...

etc etc etc...

you can google them and read all about them yourself...

my opinion on this movies is GREAT!!

finally a movie that i enjoy!!

i really like the concept of kill and die..

so kill all people and the best man lives..

nice concept just like Battle of Royal...

except this time,

they know they are going to fight each other..

and they are learning how...

and they are not students...

but they are young...

i notice that this movies are mocking certain aspects in lives..

like you have to make people to like you to get something...

or you have to lie to live..

and the fashion in this movies,

from my point of view,

are mocking the fashion in the world..

of course that's only from my eyes...

but i like it..

it's unique and it makes you think...

and the technology in this movies is like super duper wow!!

they can create anything!!

like anything!!

i don't know about you guys,

but if we have all that technologies in the real world...

fuh!
thank goodness we don't!

of course there are some bad points...

for examples,

i don't like the shaky-angle-camera...

i gives me a headache when i'm watching em'...

i also feel that whenever there are a fighting scenes,

the camera will become blurry or like super fast...

maybe they try to make the movement looks faster by doing that...

but i can't enjoy the fighting much because of that...

and sometimes i notice the transition between scenes are done roughly,

because i cannot notice the flow from one scenes to another...

and i notice a black scenes...

but for the story,

it's good!!

for the character awesome!!

for the emotion development, character development ALL GOOD!!

and i think they should do HUNGER GAMES 2!!

there are some sad scenes that really touches my heart...

i become teary doesn't reach the sobbing level...

but someone in the cinema was crying like mad...

i can't stand it...

so i was half laughing and half teary...

and that alone makes me laugh~
hihhihi~

all and all 4*!!!

i like her character a lot!!

makes me think,

of me knights ~

will they change places for me?

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struggle to live...

12:08 PM | Labels: it still hurts...., its have a reason~~, moments

to live is very easy...

to make a living you struggle...

i am struggling with my daily lives..

as i walk up and down the same road...

i experience different things...

each things give me different emotion...

some are good,

that i enjoy the walk...

while some are bad...

and its hard to continue walking..

i am struggling...

struggle to live...

but,

although the road seems hard,

it is actually as easy as you see it...

if you see your a straight's road,

then it is a straight one...

but if you see a difficult's one,

well,

you just have to walk and make it through...

my road was never straight...

it have so many path and obstacle,

that i always stumbles and fall...

but,

as long as i'm alive...

i'll continue this journey of lives..

because that's the reason i'm alive...

to walk the road,

and get to the other side...

hopefully i'll make it....

and while i am walking,
i am going to enjoy every single moments of it...

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don't act like you understand...

1:40 PM | Labels: it happen again..., it still hurts...., times

if you don't understand,

it's okay...

but don't pretend like you do...

i can't easily understand...

or atleast i try..

why do you have to be so hard on me...

why?

am i some-kind-of-a-joke?

do you see me wearing a clown mask,

waiting someone to throw me a pie?

so everyone can laugh?

even in this kind of state,

you still choose to be funny?

can't you choose your words carefully...

you know because of words ,

my hearts is hurt,

yet you choose to ignore this...

and now,

you are making it worse..

thank you...

thanks a lot...

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every turn, mistakes

8:35 AM | Labels: it happen again..., it still hurts...., times

everytime....

everytime...

every single times....

it's always me that's wrong...

it was never you...

you and of course you...

no...
it always

me me me...

okay then...

i am wrong...

i do this,

it's my mistakes...

i do that,

it's also my mistakes!

fine then...

put the blame on me...

i am the black sheep...

so why hold yourself...

just blame me like you used to...

put it all on my shoulder...

the same all of you...

if i did this,

pandai terase...

but when you guys did it too,

don't you think i would feel the same...

don't,

don't apologize..

it's my fault...

so i apologize...

i am sorry...

sorry for being here...

sorry for ramble about this..

and

sorry...

sory for being me...

thank you so much...

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what doesn't kill me, are killing me slowly...

6:55 PM | Labels: it happen again..., it still hurts...., moments

the truth is,

i can handle a thousand bullet...

but never this kind of 'shit'

thank you to you for giving me this pain...

because of this pain,

i know the real you...

i understand that you never understand me...

to that,

i say thank you...

the pain is beautiful...

it doesn't kill me...

but it's killing me slowly...

for that i thank you...

thank you for killing me...

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Doa ku untukMu, ya Allah ya Tuhanku~

2:26 AM | Labels: its have a reason~~, letter

Maksudnya:

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMu,

anak kepada hambaMu, anak kepada hamba perempuanMu,

ubun-ubunku di tanganMu, terlaksana ke atasku hukumanMu dan adil kehakimanMu terhadapku,

aku memohon kepadaMu dengan setiap nama yang Engkau namakan dengannya diriMu,

atau Engkau turunkan di dalam kitabMu,

atau Engkau telah mengajarnya kepada seseorang daripada makhlukMu

atau yang tersembunyi pada ilmu ghaib di sisiMu,

jadikanlah Al-Quran penenang hatiku, cahaya di dadaku,

penghapus kedukaanku dan penghilang kesusahanku.

source

saat diriku sibuk dengan urusan dunia...

aku mula lupa akan yang Maha Esa...

ya Allah ya tuhanku...

ampuni diri hambamu ini...

kerna aku lupa akan tuhanku...

ya Allah,

aku bersyukur kepadaMu ya Allah...

kerana dugaan yang Kau berikan padaku,

buatku kembali kepadaMu...

ya Allah,

berikanla aku kemaafan...

berikanla aku kekuatan...

berikanla aku pedoman...

berikanla aku ketenangan...

berikanla aku keredhaan...

ya Allah,

sesungguhnya susah untuk aku menerima,

susahnya untuk aku percaya

dengan apa yang dikatakan orang tentang diriku...

tapi aku percaya ya Allah,

Kau maha mengetahui...

hanya Kau saja yang tahu tentang perasaan hati ku ini...

ya Allah,

berikanla aku keredhaan..

redha dengan segala kejadian yang menimpa diriku...

berikanla aku kesabaran...

agar aku sabar dalam menempuh dugaan dariMu...

ya Allah,

lindungila aku...

dari segala hasutan dan gangguan syaitan...

sesungguhnya aku hanyala manusia biasa...

ya Allah lindungila aku...

ya Allah,

aku tahu sesungguhnya Dikau selalu di sisiku...

walaupun tika aku keseorangan,

Kau tidak pernah meninggalkanku...

ya Allah ya Tuhanku,

hanya Kau yang memahami hati ini,

hanya Kau yang mengetahui kesakitan ini...

ya Allah,

berikanla aku petunjuk agar hati ini kembali ceria....

ya Allah,

berikala aku kekuatan,

saat ini aku amat memerlukannya...

ya Allah,

berikanla aku keredhaan,

saat ini aku takut akan kegagalan...

ya Allah,

berikanla aku cahaya keimanan,

saat ini aku takut iman aku goyah dengan dugaan...

ya Allah,

lindungilah hati ini dari hasutan syaitan,

saat ini aku lemah dan perlukan lindungan...

ya Allah tuhan seluruh alam,

hanya padaMu aku berdoa,

hanya padaMu aku memohon...

Ya Allah,

bukakanlah ke atas kami hikmatMu
dan limpahilah ke atas kami khazanah rahmatMu,
wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.

Wahai Tuhanku, tambahkanlah ilmuku dan luaskanlah kefahamanku.

Wahai Tuhanku, lapangkanlah dadaku dan mudahkanlah urusanku

Ya Allah,

Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.

perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini...

amin amin ya rabbal alamin

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expectation wise

2:32 PM | Labels: its have a reason~~, moments

expectation...

i have high expectation on everything..

things to eat, movies to watch, clothes to buy....

friends that i love,

family that i adores...

so many...

sometimes it didn't fail me...

but most of the times,

it did....

seems like a laughing matters...

but i hate it when things didn't reach my expectation...

my mood decreased rapidly...

then i came across this words....

well said i think...

credit to you who make them!~

from today,

i will try...

i will try to expect less...

to avoid disappointments...

i don't know if i can do it...

people like me always have high expectation even towards myself...

hopefully,

i can avoid anymore disappointments ~

may all ends well...

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financial is a heartbreaking news

3:09 AM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~, monster in cash

it's hard being me...

asking money from people...

and when people respond i felt to sad and bad...

i wish i can ease their suffering...

but the money is for your own project...

so though you can't paid them,

you still have too...

therefore i am so sorry...

but i have to take you money....

i'm not a thief....

i am just treasurer....

help me to help you....

and it can make both our work easier...

thank you~

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Dear Precious Heart,

i know how much it hurts...
i understand how much you suffer...
i know your pain...
i understand your condition...

i know you mean well....
i know you did nothing wrong...
i know what you said come from the bottom of your heart...
i know you didn't mean it that way...

i know how much you suffer...
how the tears won't come out,
though you want to cry your heart out...

but trust me,
as times goes by
the pain will ease...

bit by bit...

i can't promise you it won't happen again...
but i'll make sure,

"I'll be there"

human is fragile and i know you know that...
and human misunderstood everything they don't understand...
they like to misinterpreted things based on their preference...
and that is why human tends to hurt themself...

"more than they hurt you..."

you are stronger than them...
don't let them drag you down...
to be hurt or not to be hurt,
it's your choice...

"choose well..."

don't worry about them,
as they are fool blinded by the heart...
blinded by everything that they can never sees the truth...
though they are wrong,
they said you are...

"fools only know others fault and never theirs..."

this people will always be blind,
never to see again...
until they open their heart...
and admits they're wrong....

precious heart...
you are my precious heart...
that i love and adore...

the heart is the core to my body,
without it,
i can no longer exist...

"I need you..."

lovely yours,
your soul & mind

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1st and Last~

9:25 PM | Labels: monster in cash

1st and last

this is like the best title ever!

well, for me...

the 1st time i paid my university's fees is when i register...

and the last time is today...

my final semester..

which makes it the last...

insyaAllah...

i am grateful that i got my scholarship money this week...

or i don't know what might happen to me..

i really jimat...

but it seems to me my jimat is still high~

but consider jimat if you compare my weekly expenses...

i got lost of plan for my money this semester...

but the most important 1 is to let my tree grow...

big and strong...

and then i can think about other stuff...

the important one is to save enough money for my future corporation...

hopefully all ends well...

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Dear Weirdo

8:21 PM | Labels: letter, little sis, the knights

Dear Weirdo...
i am so happy today....
because i've finally can get you full tank!!
yeah!!
even though baru tinggal 3 bar but i'm still want to give you full tank!!
i've promised you rite...
and i keep my promise!!

yeah!!
full tank RM40!!
for me berbaloi!!~
i hope you like it...
because you have helped much more...

next i will try to wash you...
hopefully i know where...

sincerly,
your owner's sister....
kaklang....

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Attention My Dearest

2:38 PM | Labels: kazoku, kizuna, letter

Dear beloved family and friends...

i hope you will be more cautions on your email...

i just receive an email from a girl name ahisha..

the email quote;

"How are you, I am sorry for invading your privacy, yes you did!!
i browsed through your profile what profile?
and i felt like contacting you, you have contacted me...
cos my dad is from Malaysia and that makes it my home country lol.. does it? my dad from Perlis but my hometown is in Japan... lol XDDD
i think i like u for a new friend/relationship.
i'm looking for a husband though... pity we can't be friends..
My name is Ahisha,i am presently in the UK but will be coming to Malaysia very soon..
how soon is soon?
Write back so we can get to know more about ourselves my email id is (ahishaabdulrazak@hotmail.com)

have a nice day...Can i get to know more about you?
sure... you can look at my profile...

Pls Keep in touch...Awaiting your reply.Salam"
wasalam... i don't think i reply. sorry..

at 1st i was going to reply because

i was a member at a pen-pal site..

~~i know many of you don't know this...~~

so i thought that she might be someone from the site...

but then it hit me!

"ah, better do some google-check 1st"

then i know...

so damn penipu this girl...

and maybe she send the email to me

because my email address sound like a man's name...

so guys,

please be careful...

you can write back to her if you want..

but be careful...

lots of love~

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Dear Little Sis~

1:50 AM | Labels: letter, little sis

Dear Little...
you know who you are...
i've been thinking...
and thinking...
and i reach my decision...

i've decided on this.....

nice??
it is so nice!!
it got the best quality!!~
well not the best~
but the quality is superb!

i like this camera...
a lot and a lot!!
the videos and picture both are stunning!!
can't say anything against it!!

so what do you think?~

sincerly,
your sister....

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study

6:33 PM | Labels: dear me, letter

Dear Me Present 13/3/2012,

today class got us both right..
the class makes we regret for not going to kuliah last week...
so what do we have to do?
yes...
that's right...
we have to make sure we get our ass to class this week...
we can't ask our friends for help...
like it is our fault.. duh!~
so we must help ourself...
and don't forget..
you need to buy dough for our project..
if can let make it today...
i hope we can show them to our superduperloveablesor our project this week...
hopefully she likes it..
and about the animation..
the angle part...
i think the drawing is so ugly..
maybe we should stick to close up, medium and wide...
the creative angles is far from my expertise...
better that than having a character that looks like monster...
anyway,
i hope we both can go to class...
since it will helps us both next week..

take care...
sincerly,
Me yesterday,today and future

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Sweet~

11:25 PM | Labels: magic, moments

sgt sweet...

eaty,

thanks sbb puji...

dengan ini sy printscreen...

sbb sy sgt suke statement anda!!!

saya sayang awak!!!

yeah!

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Driving

10:39 PM | Labels: letter

Dear Skills...
You are getting better at your driving...
I am what you may called, proud...
I am also impress...
but I know that Confidence a, abit lack...
sometimes when a person glare at you,
Confidence lose her focus...
and then Angry will start yelling...
or cursing....
because Angry love Confidence and hates when people bully her...
nice....
but i think Patience should always accompany you all...
why you don't invite her with you?
She is very matured...
and easy to talk to...
she understand you better than you think...
if people glare or stare,
Patience knows how to react best...
i think you all better learn abit from her...
anyway,
Skills...
i know you are getting better at many things...
your animation...
your drawing...
computer stuffs...
internet and many many more...
but remember....
remember you place...
never let Mr. Snobs drags you into his world...
you are way better than him...
so remember my words...
and drive carefully....
you are always and forever will be....
the best!!!

p.s - please find Mr. Hardworking...

i think we lost him...

and at the very peak time of our life...

you can try contacting him via Mr. Persistent...
find him, FAST!

with that,

i wish you all the best Mr. Skills

love forever love,

Miss Alang

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worst cinema-week

12:45 AM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~ movies, movies

*sigh...

really bad movies...

that's all i can say...

as some people already know..

i am qualified to be a movies-addict

so this week i went and watch 2 movies...

sadly...

both are bad...

the 1st one....

i was 'OH!' mcam best when i saw the trailer...

so like yeah!!

let's go and see JC~

but then....

=-=''

why Disney!!

why!!!

ceritenye lembap...

if only based on CGI = good,

but overall mmg x boleh la kan...

ceritenye menarik but lembap!!!

sgt!!

and the romance tu x perlu kot...

why!!!

like seriously,

i was anticipated to watch JC~

but not!!!!

so this only mean,

2*!

but i don't enjoy them...

~~almost fall asleep...~~

plus, time tu plak ader lak makhluk atau pun haiwan..

sbb kalau de manusia mesti reti nak hormat orang lain..

ni x main tendang2 kerusi lakk...

then bile alang pandang belakang de stop a minute..

then lagi galak plak de tendang kerusi..

gelak2 lagi!!

some people are born as idiot..

i hope kaki de patah kena gelek lori..

x de budi bahasa lgsg!!

2nd movies

like WTF!!!

apekah...

if JC only based on CGI...

this one only based on fighting...

like the only good thing!!

but fight pun repetition...

dok ulang2...

and everything than happen in the movies

seem unlological...

tetibe je ader ramai orang datang...

tauke x untung siap ader hutang ngan along lakk!!!
tapi boleh gaji pekerja sampai 3 orang....
what?!

dari Malaysia ke China then balik ke Malaysia,
scene kat China ader 1 scene de gado sbb org tu nak gado ngan ayah de...
tp sebab ape?
story terus xde....
penceritaan de when dekat china like a waste...
suppose to kembangkan jalan cerita...
why the hero knows kungfu..
ape pasal pakcik de di Malaysia berhutang...
& what's with the jed?
everything like mess....
tup tup, ader di Malaysia,
LAWAN!
what?!

some scene exist tanpa sebab...

ader orang datang semata2 nak bagitahu agenda tersembunyi,

yang kebetulan ader hero+ kat situ...

like WHAT?!!

pastu orang jahat buat dadah...
dadah tu then nk buat ujikaji kat semua orang kg...
tup tup masyarakat terus bersatu...
in one day?
like really?

and cerite tu semuanya berlaku dlm

SEMINGGU!!

oh!

cepatnye mase berlalu kan...

=-=''

i give

1*!!!

why!!

this week is really,

worst movies week!!!

WMW!!

i really loves watching movies...

but only the good one...

oh!!

~~i forgot,~~

last weeks,

i went and watch

producer,
i will announce a war
if these kind of things keep on happening!!
this means war...
yeh hear!!!

yare yare...

it suppose to be romantic-comedy...

but i got a lot of romantic...

but only a bit of comedy..

comedy die like...

hahahha................hahahaha...................hahahaha

not like

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

punya comedy...

know the difference?

=-=''

a bit dissapointed movies...

ending so cliche...

pilihan perempuan tu,

so obvious...

come onla Hollywood...

stop playing this kind of stories...

wasting the A-list actors/actress je...

and they suppose to be spy...

hmm...

i think the spy bit is okay...

but just OKAY!!

it's not PERFECT!!!

so all and all,

2.5*~

hopefully,

next week will be a

GOOD MOVIES DAY!~

p.s - to some people my ideas and opinions might be bullshit....
in that case, please watch them yourself...
because everyone have their own opinion..
i respect yours and i hope you will respect mine...
thank you....

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Movies [Hunger Games]

struggle to live...

don't act like you understand...

every turn, mistakes

what doesn't kill me, are killing me slowly...

Doa ku untukMu, ya Allah ya Tuhanku~

expectation wise

financial is a heartbreaking news

Dear Precious Heart

1st and Last~

Dear Weirdo

Attention My Dearest

Dear Little Sis~

study

Sweet~

Driving

worst cinema-week