Fantastic Beast and Where to Find Them

I watch the new series....
a new series??
No,  not series but a story part of Harry Potter's world.
A world even before Harry Potter.
Even before Voldemort.

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Fantastic Beast and  Where to Find Them
I went with my twin last Saturday (19/11/16)

it was the BOMB!!
It tops every movies that I loved!
This is my new favorite movie!!

The story line is fantastic and makes 
me excited every minute I was in the theater.
The character development also nicely done.
I am so into every single one of the character.
The humour in this movies is not forcefully push 
but it was perfectly put in the story 
which makes the story even more beautiful.

The CGI!
Wow!! Just WOW!!
When I was watching this,
I feel like I just graduated from Hogwarts and
as adult this is the way we lived.
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There are a lot of scenes where they used wands and magic.
It is perfect for me to see the realness of the magical world.
The kind of surrounding that I kinda fail to see in HP.
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It was fantastic!!
Everything we learn from HP is a preparation for this movie.
Thank god I don't skip any lesson in Hogwarts.

Happiness not even cut it.
I feel so alive after watching this.
like everything I kinda hope for HP.
The fighting scene, the magic scene,
the background,
the people the adults of magic people,
it is real!!

Okay I don't think my review kinda makes sense,
since I am on drugs right now. XDD
Drugs of Fantastic Beast
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I literally screamed when he said his name!!
Newt Scamander he said 
and I was like
"Oh my GOD!! It's him!!" 
with my squeeky voice of course.

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I love this two!!
I hope for the next movie they will pair them up again.
Jacob Kowalski & Newt Scamander pair!!
Jacob's character is loveable!!
He's funny, charming and I want to see them again.

The fantastic beast is fantastic you know!!
I kinda want to travel with Newt to learn everything about them.
My sister is crazy about the beast.
I envy them.

I also love the unexpected character at the end.
Looking forward to him!!

Okay, I must stop this.
I want to watch this again.


5* out of 5*
It's been awhile since I review a movie.

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Update: before the end of 2016!!

Can you guys believe it?!!
We are near the end!!
A lot has happened to me this year.
Bitter sweet memories,
gathering, traveling,
birthday, events,
outing, dining,
lepaking, fighting,
family, friends
you name it.

another month and couple of days and
we will greet the new year.

So a little recaps I think.
(Not of the year but the time I'm MIA XP)

First and foremost.
Congrats to my mom!!
after the operation on the spine,
alhamdulillah she can move her hand!!
a bit more of physiotherapy and insyaAllah
she can walk again.

that's awesome!!

Date: 17 August 2016 (operation)
15 August - 21 August 2015 (period in hospital)

My first holiday overseas with my bestfriend, Ayuni!
It was super fun!!
and exciting, tiring and scary?
It was fun experience and I can't wait for another adventure!
Let's decide where to go next, ye Ayuni!!

Date: 12 August 2016 - 15 August
Yes. I landed and straight away went to the hospital.
This month was the hectic one for me.

I went to Melaka with ma twin!!
It was not an adventure-tiring-kind of holiday.
It was a relaxation trip to recharge out system
so we can work and live happily for the next month.
It was fun and I love it!
Let's plan for another trip with the knights!!

Date: 4th November 2016 - 6th November 2016

The time have come!!
Thank you my daddy for paying off my PTPTN!!
I've been paying them myself and suddenly me daddy said
that he wants to pay off all the balance for my PTPTN's loan.

Date: 10th November 2016
I am so thankful and a little embarrassed too.
But most of all thankful!!
May Allah repays your kindness daddy!!

There's today event
Date: 22th November 2016
I got my first ever (not first ever but for a veryyyyyyyyy loooooooong time)
full body massaged!!
and I sprained my ankle.

I sprained them maybe last week but
it escalated when I went out with ma twin.
Yeah I know.
I jog and walk without knowing my limit.
Shame on me..
Anyway I don't think it is cure but I've been better.

Dear Little Sister moved!!
She moved to the back of her house.
Hahaha sound a bit funny right.
Well she moved from her house to the big house behind her.
How to put it into words.
It's kinda a little house in a big house.
So after the person live in the big house moved,
the big house is given to her.
So she moved.
We did a lot of shopping for her house.
A lot I tell you!!
and it was fun!!!!
We did a lot of shopping and went to a lot of shopping mall!!

I can't think of anything else.
Maybe I will edit this post if I remember them someday.
or maybe just make a new post altogether. 
That will be easier.

I got a lot of things on my head.
Kinda make it impossible to think them altogether
but I have to before the end of 2017.
I hope.

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The Revealing...

I trust Allah.
I believe in  Allah.
Everything that happen to me,
to my family,
have a meaning.
The good thing and the bad.

In Allah I trust.


We found out what happen to my mom.
What makes her unable to moves.
To hug,
to embrace,
to love like she used to.

The doctors
two of them said the only way to cure her is
for her to undergo an operation.
It must be be done quickly too.
Or her condition will deteriorate even more.
One of the surgeon said that she is almost paralyzed now,
so it is better to operate her fast
before things get worse.

My mom is not young.
She does not have a fit body.
I'm scares of the operation.
I am afraid of the outcome and everything.
But I also want her to be better.
To have the freedom to walk
to be healthy.

I am putting my faith in Allah.
Allah knows what best.
I'm praying for Allah to show me the way.
For mak to be better.
In Allah I trust.
That whatever happen,
will be the best.
I hope Mak have the freedom to
be this playful again.


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Eid still an Eid, and Mak is still a Mother, regardless

It's still Eid so
Selamat Hari Raya!!
Happy Eidul-fitri to everyone!!
one of my poscard design ^__^

Well, to start the Eid is kinda sad and unexpected.
First my mom fall sick. 
Really sick.
She's walk with walker before but 3 days before Eid her legs completely gone weak.
Even in the house she has to move using wheelchair.
She can't even lift her hands.
She's been spoon-feed evensince.

So raya this year,
we are busy both with raya's prep and mak.
It's sad when I see my mom looking at her grandchildren
but she can't hold them anymore.
No more nenek's hug...
She can feel but she can't move.

Then, my little sis is on-call for the first and second's raya.
My dad's first Eid is with his second's family.
My cousin Ifah and Ika is with Ifah's family in Johor.
We wait until the 3rd day to visit all the families

but minus ablong's family.
he's going back to Kedah on the 2nd raya.
when we have gather everyone.
but not Ifah and Ika.
I have to wait for the 6th Eid to finally see them.
Mak really push herself to visit the families.
I can see that she's tired and it hurts her to moves,
but I kinda forced her to go.
raya is no raya if we don't visit the families.
Yeah... I force her..
but on my defends she has tons of fun!!
We meet a lot of my mom's cousin,
Of course I have my share of fun too.

Of course not to mention my cousin!!

who I only get to meet only on special occasion.
I get to meet my aunt and cousin who lives overseas

They come back to celebrate raya in Malaysia.
Aunty, uncle and my cousin at our toksu's house.
It was a full house!!
Totally a blast!!

Mak and abah's selfie
Two of my favourite people!!

The only family's photo that I have.
Woo-hoo, lucky me~

The Rain's Troop abit short this year.
Hahaha still, a happy Eid it is!!~
We are all one crazy-happy bunch!!

Then after we got home
we schedule mak to visit the hospital
The doctors set up a date for the MRI's scan to figure out,
what exactly happen to mak.

I hope she can be cure.
Maybe not as healthy but I sincerely pray
that she can lift her arms and legs again.
To be able to hug again.

Well even with a lot of my family missing on Eid's day
raya is still a raya,
and even without mak's hug,
a mother is still a mother.
Love you mak!
I love you all!!

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The Devil Inside Me : I'm sorry that I trust you

The Devil Inside Me

Inside Seven :   I'm sorry that I trust you

The trust I build.
The trust I have.

The intention was not clear.
The answer remain a mystery.
The only thing I know
that you choose to betray me.

That's all it takes, for me to walk away.
To leave you together with the memories.

I never imagine how painful it is to be this way.
How a human being can be cruel.
How a human heart can stand the emotion.
How I...
How I can be strong and still wish for you to be happy...

I will not point finger.
Or say it was your fault.

The fault will remain a puzzle.
Either it was yours or it was mine.
Maybe it was mine.

Looking back I know,
I trust myself,
how good I have been.
How devoted I have been to you.
Yet, it was not enough.

I'm still confused as why this happen.
My knights however told me not to.
The truth can be gray but myself have been clear.
I have been good.
I have been awesome.
and if that is not enough for you.
walk away.


I'll go.

I'll go, my friends.

This is where we part and I sincerely wish
that our path will never cross again.

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