Job Related Program: Zzzz

yesterday i sleep at 3 am...
so guess what happen today!
yes!
damn sleepy!!
i blame Mr. Brain...
supposedly we both went to sleep at 12 am,
but Mr. Brain wants to watch videos,
and when it's 2 am Mr. Brain want to predict the future..
why brain?! why!!
i learn from this mistakes,
that
lesson will never learn...

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actually i wasn't going to post any birthday wish to Sho...
but being influenced by baby-sis,
i decided to post this..
Happy birthday SHo-kun!

may this year brings you lots of love!~
people gets inspired by you,
seeing how you keep on climbing,
though sometimes you fall down,
you keep on climbing..
because believe it or not,
i too have been influenced by you..

to be patience and keep on climbing is a hard work...
when you reach the top,
the view itself is a treasure...
but the thing you remember most,
is the climb..

they(fans) post a lot of things,
 regarding arashi and Sho's schedule..
they are pack...
i only have 1 thing to say,
be genki!~
be happy with what you have and be merry...
to live is a subjective things..
differ to people...
but i kind of believe in this saying,
love what you do, and do what you love...


one can be happy even when he don't have anything..
one can be sad even when he has everything...

live and be happy...
be happy to be alive,
be happy to be born,
be happy to know your family,


be happy for your mom,
be happy for your dad,

be happy for your friends,

be happy for your enemies,

be happy to know that person,
be happy for your work,
be happy for your school,
be happy for your hair,

be happy for you internet,
be happy for the morning breeze,
be happy for that milk you get to drink everyday,
be happy for that phone called from grandma,

be happy for that garden you saw on your way to work,
be happy for to the old man that say 'Hi'
be happy as you do the house chores,
be happy as you fight your way through,

be happy as you see the stars,
be happy as you understand yesterday 
be happy as you question tomorrow,
be happy as you puzzles on the future

be happy as you walk on this journey call life.. 

this is my twin dream guy,
the guy that can put up with her cat-addicts-obsession~
hehehehehe

be happy stay happy and have a happy happy day...

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Job Related: 1st PayCheck

money does not grow on trees,
money does not come like the rain,
money are hard to get,
but fast to disappears,
money makes my head hurt,
but my hear smiles,
money can be bad,
moneycan be good,
money taste like nothing,
but it can buy something,
to love money is a sin,
to hate money is a question...
we need money to live...
but we don't live for money...
23rd January,
i got my 1st paycheck!~
the feelings?
wonderful!~
super ureshi!
it's my 1st ever paycheck,
and at least i can contribute something to my family...
it's not much,
but it's a start...
maybe there are lots of things
that i have to put on hold,
but i'm glad...
though it's not much,
everyone can have a little taste of it...

i hope i can continue to be this helpful,
and never lets the 'issues'
get the best of me..

anyway,
i'm aiming for saving...
it will be for my
1- Mekah Haji/Umrah
2 - Studies
3 - Travel/Holidays
4- Future

i will try my best to fulfill my dreams...
aiming high and never low...
and may ALLAH SWT bless me in this journey of life...


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Arafes:The Journey is Nearer


Arafes is a festival
by arashi,
for the arashi fans...


when they said by arashi,
they really meant it...
the concert is an arashi-concert-only..
no
no 
no!
i don't mean they play the instrument while dancing,
or setting the light while singing...
not that kind of arashi-only...
the still have the concert's staff to help them prepared...

what i mean is,
this time,
arashi performed by themselves,
the only people that will be performing is arashi,
and ARASHI ONLY..
with no juniors on stage with them...
so fans can see more arashi,
and so much ai-member between the members..
the best part of it!! XDDD

you can see arashi's members dance for arashi's solo...
the funny one yet is MatsuJun!~
okay, i won't tell you the spoiler,
better watch them yourself...

this post is dedicated to Arafes DVD,
the i've bought.....

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okay okay...
it's not me who bought the DVD,
okay, i admit it..
it's Sir Aki de Weird...
but Sir Alina de Cute said that she will pay her back,
thus making this my birthday present...
complicated isn't it,
but who cares about that!

the best thing is,
we (me, and aki) went through a lot to order this DVD!
i went online and google arashi and somehow i got across this blog,
arashi daisuki
she helps to buy arashi's goods..
and she (yes she's a she) has an extra 1st press DVD for Arafes!!
sugoi i said!
this is my chance...
like oh my god!!
oh my god!!
oh my god kind of moment~ 
XDDD

to me,
1st press is precious because
they come with 90 pages booklet!
while the normal one come with 16 pages...
so i was like,
i've got to have this!
furthermore,
it's their first Arashi Festival by Arashi for Fans!
i can't go to their concert,
i might as well have this!
rite?
okay, i know some of you might not agree,
but still i bought it...

and Rei-chan flew it all the way from JAPAN!
and it reached me!
fortunately Sir-Aki was home that day,
or me and Alina will have to pick it up from the mail office on weekend...

and Sir Aki called me,
when i was in the lift going for lunch
(8th Jan 2013, almost 12 noon)
"kaklang" she said.
"dah sampai~"
and i almost screamed in the lift~
but i control myself...
but i am so happy you can't imagine!


and when we opened the packages,
every layer of it came with
"AH!!!"
"AH!!!"
"AH!!!!!!!!"
i know i know,
like gedik rite!~
but it's was our first original DVD from JAPAN itself!
we don't buy pirates DVD
but i don't think our concert's DVD is original~
HAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHA
uhukk uhukkk!!
ermm....
alrite...
moving on...

so i was so happy!
super duper HAPPY!!
you see!
the cover,
the DVD itself is beautiful!!

this is the cover~


the inside

and at the back full of the list for the concert~

and the booklet!
you've got to see it!!
here it is!!

the cover of the book is simple,
i agree, but inside!

it's like a totally different world!!


look how thick the booklet is~ ^^
only 1st press get this limited booklet~ 
90 pages full with arashi!!
and words i can't read!!
XDDD


YOKOSO!!!
Arashi KINGDOM!!

i won't be uploading any more pictures from this book..
too much work!~
and i am too lazy!!~
(>_<)> hehehehe

and of course my favourite part of this
will be....

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CHANG CHANG!!!

OHNO SATOSHI DESU!!!
kakoii na Oh-Chan!! super kakoii!

it's totally worth it!!
the price is expensive though,
i can't deny the facts,
but i am happy and it's not like i bought a DVD everyday...

and when we bought the DVD,
i senses a little hope inside of me...
like,
yes the journey is near...
i might reach my dreams...
a little bit more
before i reach my goal...
there's hope!

arashi gives me hope,

that day,
that one day,
i might be there...
you might get the wrong idea here...
but i won't tell you what it is...
i just tell you that,
 with arashi DVD reach home,
there is still hope for me...

thus i pray,
that if Allah allows it,
it will come true...
insyaAllah....


p.s edit (29/1/13) - i've paid both Sir Aki and Sir Alina 
the DVD with my 1st pay-check!
alhamdulillah... so this mean only 1 thing,
Sir Alina, you have to get me my birthday present~ XDDD

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Bored

total boredom!!
time please be quick quick quick!!
i want to go home....



to many things to do,
and yet nothing to do...
i wanna go home...

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food for thoughts


the things that happen,
still happens...
you think about it...
dread about it...
speak about it..
but can it change anything?
no rite...
so just get over it...


nice isn't it?
makes me think hard and through...
is this the choice that i want choose?
can i choose again?

if i really don't like my choice,
then i better make a new one...
and i can move on too...
I am not a TREE!~


i fear of it every single moments..
every time i breath i think...
will this be the end for me?
will i ever make a change?
how do i want to live my life??
i know you are suppose to enjoy...
enjoy your life then you can enjoy your life...
but is it possible?
to enjoy one life but not really live??
how do you know you are living your life??
and why??

i guess this is part of the circle then...

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Job Related Program: Message

i know i have been updating more on jobs lately,
but the situation happen often when i'm working...
today,
i got a phone called,
when my boss is not in the office...
the 2nd phone called,
is okay,
since it was a very clear message..

but the 1st one,
gives me headaches...
he wants to speak to my boss, 
and insisted on the phone number...
you know we can't reveal our boss phone's number without consulting 
the boss rite...
so i said, i can't give you the phone number,
because i don't have the permission...

but he reply me,
in a way, that i consider rude....
his tone from the start is not pleasant to hear...
and the way he talked,
like he's all high and mighty 
makes me laugh....
and he told me stories...
how they both are close and all...
but,
who can verify their close relationship??
the person that know is the caller and my boss,
since my boss is not in the office
who can proves it rite?
it's an unsure situation..

and it's consider a very high confidentiality,
phone number...
even i don't like people to share my phone number,
without my knowledge...

i hate the way he talked..
and i hate the way i talked too..
not so professional both of us...

i just hope the next caller can be a bit nicer...


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Job Related Prgoram: Jokes

it happen on the 1st day,
and for me it was super funny!!
hysterical!

Dato A: Dato!
Dato B: how are you Dato?!
Dato A: I'm fine, Dato?
Dato B: You know me, Dato! hehehehe!

*the dialouque is fictional,
 i just made it up so you guys can get it! XDDD

it's the funny one yet!~

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Job Related Program: Terase

how do you translate terase in english?
i felt? i feel?
don't bother....

anyway,
today like usual,
its become my job to make the morning's drink for my boss,
and like usual i went to our pantry to make them...
and because i'm such a klutz,
the drink spilled all around the water dispenser...
but not all of them...
only splashed here and there...
and it's only plain water~
some was spilled into the box...
below the water container area,
i spilled a few drops of the drinks,
but i dropped into the container not on the carpet or on the wall!!

and when that happen i said;
"aaa... komatta na... sokay, after i send this drink i will clean this up"
so i went and deliver(apekah deliver) the drink,
and when i went back to clean the place,
yes is this totally like her!!
i can swear, but i won't ,
that she look exactly like that 
when she saw the pantry...
she didn't know i was behind her..
and when she saw me she begin to said why i did this..
you see she said...
not asked...
"why do you spilled drinks here?"
"this is not a sink, we can't wash our hand here.."
"the other day you do it too, now you do them again."
"we must cooperate to make sure this is clean."
"every morning i came, i make sure i clean this thing(water dispenser) now look"
"don't do this again.."
"if you are too lazy to clean the spoon in the toilet leave them be and i'll clean them.."
"rasa jijik tengok camni.."

i was speechless...
seriously?
this long speech just because i spilled water into the supposed to be 
the place for me to drop the water?

and you mention how i did it again...
the 1st time i dropped them on purpose..
yeah!
i like to drop water here and there,
so people can see i'm such a dirty little girl~
you happy?

it was an accident for god sake!!
and you can just clean them in the toilet..
or like you said,
 every morning you clean them,
so eventually you will also clean them rite...
why make it such a big deal??
if you don't want to do it,
let me do it...
said it to my face...

i didn't intentionally do it!
the hot water fell on my hand,
accidentally i dropped the mug~
you i think i purposely dropped it?
supposely i kena tahan the hot water,
so that the water stays in the mug,
even though my hand punyala sakit?

i can understand that you don't like the place to be messy..
but isn't that why we hired you??
to make this place clean?
if we all 'gaman' ourself and never make anything dirty,
serupa you tak kerja kat sinilah....

supposely you don't like me spilling the water,
don't bother clean it!~
i will clean them myself~
i already did half of them, 
but decided to deliver the water 1st...
i know my responsibility...

i just can't believe you take me as a dirty person~
jijik!~
you think i live in a dustbin ke?
then after lunch when you saw me with a water on my hand,
automatically you look at the pantry,
look at the dispenser...
seriously??
like seriously??
why?
you ingat i ambek air i banjirkan pantry ke?
aiyo~

even when others keep telling me to leave the dishes,
because it's your job to clean them,
i said it's okay, i can do it..
if i am such a dirty person,
i will just leaves the dirty dishes there..

it's give me such anger,
that you would put me into that kind of class!~
stop talking!!
stop talking!!
stop talking to me!!!

you spoiled my good mood!~
do you know!!
when i saw your face~
you look at the pantry with disgusted and angry emotion...
if i didn't show up,
will you bad-mouthing me there...
will you?!
i know you will,
because i saw your mouth moving...

though you said all these things nicely...
but i can't feel it...

truthfully,
i can take the advice you are giving me..
or if you want me to be more careful...
but the way you said it...
'jijik'
how you think i feel when you said it to my face?
of course you don't know,
you don't think rite..
you see me like i such a goody-goody girl,
can bully me rite~

just say it nicely to me..
i never shout to people...
except my family XDD
i never get angry at people...
except my family XDD
i never fight with people
except my family XDD


okay seems like i fight a lot with my family...
but that's what families do...
we fight, made up, and fight again...
despite all that,
our loves grow stronger and stronger 
each minutes~

you!
i don't mention names...
but if you happen to come across this blog while surfing the net...
jangan nak perasan sangat boleh!~
its not you! XDDD


anyway,

today i fell extra moody because of this incident..
it makes me feel stupid..
even small things pun i cannot do...
and even you want to scold me...
to thinks we have such a close relationship...
i should not be so nice...
that way people won't think i can accept any kind of words thrown at me...
i have a very sensitive heart...
cepat terase hati ni...


so for tomorrow,

i hope i won't do this kind of things again..
and i hope,
i don't see you tomorrow~
it's makes me mad everytime i remember the morning incident...


but still,
thank you for tegur me...
alhamdulillah,
still got people to scold me..
and yes,
i will try to change for the better...


but hey,

can't blame a girl if she wants to express her feeling!

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day
than today...




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Job Related Program:102

today i canceled the appointment i did last week,
and make a new one...
today my boss arrived waaaay way too early...
an hour early!
fortunately,
today i'm also a bit early thus we meet again~
XDDD
but it's not my working time yet...
so if we calculate,
i work extra hour today...
but can't claim OT~ X(

today is the 1st meeting for our company...
i did the minutes~
for training purposes....
and my sempai said,
its good, and it helps her when she did the actual minutes..
means, 
she is using mine as a reference...
good enough i think~

so what else do i need to do?
hurmm...

i know!!
go 
HOME!!

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Job Related Program:101

9th January 2013
make my 1st appointment for my boss~
uhuhuu!!
congrats to me...
 i make the phone call and set the appointment date for him...
it's consider an achievement because i've never set a date for anyone...
wait....
that's not rite...
hehehehe...
okay it's was like my 1st job kot...

then today,
14th January,

i attend my 1st meeting...
in Putrajaya....
sound fascinating rite...
oh well,
not that fascinating though...
i just sit and listen,
and the chairperson didn't give any important things too...
just speaking a lot of general topic.
but still my 1st~
and 

i did my 1st meeting minutes too...
have to re-do but an achievement!~
i hope i get to do some important things..
like research and do animation or videos...
oh, well,

until i get that opportunity,
might as well
learn,
do and
be cool~


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2013

happy new year to all!!
it's 2013 y'all!
and to all a good nite!!!
hehehe, hopefully this year will be a happy and beautiful year!!

okay, news flash!~
do you guys want to know?
arashi is curious about the news~
okay here goes...

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i am being fortunate and blessfully by Allah SWT and with helps from my lovely daddy!~
daddy arigatou!!
i am now no longer unemployed!!

arashi is super happy for me!!
now i am super duper happy!~ ^0^



i am as happy as i can be
but i can't deny that i am afraid of this new adventure..
it's not something that i used or have do...
it's like something totally new...

this new year,
mark my new adventure...
i wonder if i can do this...
everyone i know believe that i can do a good job..
me?
errrr,
can i get back on you later?
XDDDD

seriously,
i don't know...
part of me said, YES YOU CAN!
while some said errr....

umm....
i wonder if i can....
but, 
i will try my best!!
i know i can do this stuff~
so i will give it my all!!


oh-chan said "you dekiru!"
hehehehe, okay now i got my confidence!~



2013,

i won't say please be nice to me...
because that is not true..
it's not the year that suppose to be nice,
but I,
myself have to be nice to myself..
believe in me...
give myself a chance....


2013,
Let's FLY!
Arashi said '2013, dekiru! 
smile with your heart to mirai ni tobimashou!!

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i pray that Allah swt will bless you all,
this year and all the years to come...
amin...
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