LiFe is HarD, so KeeP oN MovIng: July 2012

syuran jazilan

8:30 PM | Labels: 2012, convocation~, finish and begin, ramadhan

alhamdulillah is all i can say...

it is the best news i have heard today!!

what's more i get 3.5 last semester!!

it is the best news for me!!

i can finally 'berijazah'!!

this is actually suppose to be my 2nd convocation,

but my college in diploma went bankrupt,

so there is not convocation,

only transcript and certificate for me to conclude my 3 years in college..

but now,

finally, insyaAllah

i will be have my 1st convocation...

or my 2nd because i have my 1st convocation in high school...

but that doesn't count..

there's no celebration...

lalalalala...

anyway,

i am so thankful to Allah SWT...

for blessing me...

and to my family especially mak and abah...

i love you and this is for you...

to my knights,

thanks for being there when i am not my usual stuff...

to tell the truth,

it took a lot bof hard work and mental strength

for me to come this far..

and i am thankful that Allah,

gives me all the things i need to survive...

not all i have to do,

is wait for the official letter...

alhamdulliah...

oh, happy fasting!!~

nak dekat what 2 weeks?

i lost count anyway happy fasting to all muslim!!~

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marah bukan alasan...

2:26 PM | Labels: it happen again...

maaf...

i know marah is never an excuse to pour out my anger to you...

i am so sorry..

i just can't hold it in...

everytime i see it i became intense...

my anger rise as quickly you can said 'YAH!'

i just don't know what else i can do...

it is just too much to keep inside...

and you always called at the wrong time...

i should be grateful that you called,

despite being busy and all...

therefor i am so sorry...

what a fool i am...

i don't know how many times i have apologize,

for the same things over and over again...
but,

please bare with me..

i am not perfect...

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Dear Precious Heart
i know how much it hurts...
i understand how much you suffer...
i know you pain...
i understand your condition...

i know you mean well....
i know you did nothing wrong...
i know what you said come from the bottom of your heart...
i know you didn't mean it that way...

i understand you are sad...
as times goes by
the pain will ease bit by bit...

i can't promise you it won't happen again...
but i can promise you to be here...
to always be by your side...

human is fragile and i know you know that...
and human misunderstood everything they don't understand...
they like to misinterpreted things based on their preference...
and that is why human tends to hurt themself...

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i miss them...

8:32 AM | Labels: kazoku, moments

i miss them...

i went back,

but the time i have is hard to juggle..

since i went back to go to eieen's engagement and k'ghan's wed,

i can't spend much time with them...

how i miss going out with my dear twins..

or takes mak and maklong for a spins..

i really want to hang out talk with my family...

jumpa kak erma and ablong..

i didn't see ira, kin or abah...

since they are not home this week...

my time is pack because there are places to go..

i went back on thursday and arrived on friday morning, and on friday noon we went to johor..

arrived on saturday morning (4am)

and went back to KL on saturday. arrived at 8pm..

and went back to penang on sunday noon..

fuh!

macam artis dah gaya nye~

neway,

dear RC's

i will be back...

don't worry my dear Clan...

i will be back...

when i don't know...

till then,

i hope you guys are well and happy!~

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today, i'm alone...

8:27 AM | Labels: it is just a normal day, the knights, times

cha chang!!

yes, it's true...

i am alone... ~~mak abah x kire!~~

i am alone you guys!!

do you know,

that both my sister (baby and little)

are working today?

well, incase you didn't know,

they got a job in Zoo Negara...

as a ticket girl i think...

oh well,

i pretty lonely and upset,

because i still unemployed...

i want to work!!

i really want!!

damn!

i just can't think straight...

i can't do what i want to do,

due to certain circumstance....

i really want to work...

i want to start working!!

i want to make money...

i want to save money...

i want to have money....

i want to be RICH!!! muahahahaha!

credit to Jessica McLead

this is me imagined myself working like a house elf..

don't get me wrong...

i love the leisure time i have...

i love it!

but,

i don't mind working..

i like to work...

Dobby likes freedom, miss, but he isn't wanting too much, miss,

he likes work better.

and more importantly,

i want to start the new adventure...

i want to ease and help out...

i want to widen my horizon...

i want to stretch my wings

and FLY!!!

-this the cool me flying-

oh god,

please make a way for me..

and please let it be easy...

i know hardship teach us more than school and university taught us..

but i would really like it if it was an easy route for me..

but i will work hard...

and i will never stop learning...

credit to owner Caramel 5555

now i just can wait..

hopefully i didn't wait in vain...

insyaAllah...

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hardship or a gift?

5:48 PM | Labels: its have a reason~~

the title says it all...

hardship,

it's a pain in the ass...

whenever you encounter hardship

you wish you were dead...

or you wish they never happened..

and you begin to promise and pray to god,

if He help you this time,

you will be good or you will go back to him...

ah...

the promises...

all empty but so beautiful...

the truth is,

whenever your hardship end,

you forgot all the promises....

and don't lie...

liars never go far...

well,

as human i think it's normal to forget...

that's why god create many things to help us remember..

He gives us hardship so we remember Him..

remember that we are lucky..

that we still have family,

or that,
we still alive and have the people we love around us...

anything that happens to us,

helped us to remember...

but what do you remember you may ask...

you see every human being is different..
thus each things you need to be remind about,

is differ for each person...

for example,
Mr A finally see that after all this time,

his mother is the only one that truly loves him,
or

Mr Bis thankful that even though he is sick,

he still had a chance go to his daughter marriage...

we don't really see clearly when things become hard..

we like to blame...

it's his FAULT!!

it's your FAULT!!

it i didn't do that, this will never happened to me...

BLAMNING help, i know...

but it won't last...

for a moment you feel ease because you put the fault at someone else..

but you forgot,

blaming won't help you solve the problems...

so,

STOP BLAMING

it's pathetic life..

don't see your problems as hardship or suffering...

see them as a new adventures...

or even better a gift from ALLAH SWT...

He has his own way to help His subjects...

so trust ALLAH SWT...

and seek His help,

and you will make it through,

insyaALLAH....

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congrats!

10:50 AM | Labels: baby sis

baby sis~

congrats on your UPU's result~

eventhough it's not what u ask for,

but to get place in one of the university is already a blessing...

after this we will try together,

for your dreams...

insyaAllah,

if there's a will there is a way...

remember,

life is a journey,

not a problem...

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Abraham be Brave

8:36 AM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~ movies, kazoku

watched 2 movies since my last entry~

both got high s4 star from me~

really high,

i'm not that generous with star...

oh well,

a good movie is a good movie

i always say~

hihihih~

abraham lincoln: the vampire hunter

is an excellent movies that i really really like...

i don't know why though...

the fighting scene is 'ok' to be truth...

but i really admire the naration of the movie...

the flow from it is damn good...

it's not slow and the peaks hit right at the spot!

i am impressed how much i like this movies,

even when it actually based on history..

but yeah,

it's good!

i went with kakngah to watched it!

and the thing i most proud is when

i decided to bought popcorn

eventhough we suppose to go in already!

and when we seat

the movies starts!

right on cue!!

me and my timing!

hahahaha!

and then there's

Brave!~

i gave this too 4 or 4.5 i can't remember....

but it's good!~

sometimes a movies get high star because of the storyline...

and others because of other reasons such as

choreographer, cinematography, character design and such...

for brave,

the storyline is just 'OK'...

doesn't differ much from the original Disney movies..

but what makes me gave this one a 4 is

because of the beauty of the movies/animation!

the camera angle at the starts is worth to watch 100 times!

and the colour for this movies is just perfect!

it gaves me an ~Aaaaa~ kind of feelings!

and what's more,

the scene that touches people hearts,

makes me cry...

so i'm so happy!

the things that i suppose to feel i can feel it!

this animation deserves the star!!

but maybe they can work out the storyline a bit more...

it's a little bit dull and slow~

i went with irah and kakngah!~

i'm thankful that i get to watch movies eventhough i'm home...

i hope i can continue this hobby for a very long time~

and watch it with my love one sure reduces the stress!!

now i have to think about my future~

until then! ^^

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marah bukan alasan...

Dear Precious Heart

i miss them...

today, i'm alone...

hardship or a gift?

congrats!

Abraham be Brave