The Devil Inside Me : Anger Lies behinds the Smiles

The Devil Inside Me

Inside Four :   Anger Lies behind the Smiles

Anger lies behind the Smiles


Anger is there no matter what you do.
Eventhough you are laughing, you are smiling or when you are praying.
They will always be there. I don't know if it will be gone and disappears,
I just know that anger needs to be control.
To be taught and to be tame.

Everyone needs to be angry.
You needs to express yourself.
But if anger doesn't be control or you lose the momentum of yourself,
anger will blows up and trust me, you are not the only person anger will blow.
Everything around you will eventually blows up.

You see, anger is a virus. It contagious.
If one person blows, the other people that involve will also gets the blows.
When that happens,
it depends solely on yourself.
How do you control your anger.
And how do you calm down and take charge over anger and make sure,
anger stays and won't blow you anymore than it already did.

I am yet to master the art of calmness.
How do you stay calm,
when everyone keep on feeding my anger.
My anger eventually will blows,
and the final hit is I'm afraid is really really near.

Everytime I tried my hardness to control anger,
I find myself tearing up,
my veins vexed up and I have to keep on repeating to myself
I am okay.
I do not need this.
I am okay.
I do not need this.
How in the world am I okay?
How did I know I am okay?
Obviously it was a lie I told myself so my anger can get calm
 and eventually it will rest and sleeps
until the next blows.

I really really want to kill my anger.
I can't live like this anymore.
Anger eventually it will kills me,
before it can kill anyone else.

Everyone knows the art.
The art to calm one anger.
Believe me,
if people don't know,
you will hear news about suicide and homicide
every seconds and every minutes.

One must know how to control one's anger.
Regardless who it belongs to.
If you know how,
you can live without the fear of anger caught on to you.

Anger will always be there.
Hiding behind the sweet little smiles,
Waiting patiently until the last blow.
If that happen,
run.
Run and never look back.

It's too late.

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