In Despair I Smile

I am thankful to Allah SWT
for giving me a wonderful baby sister.

Baby sis just got back yesterday
and she insist of coming to my room.
I was sitting in the living room you see.

Doesn't suspect anything,
I concur
but what I didn't expect is this!!

KYAA!!!
This is superdelighted form of happiness to me!!
I am grateful that in despair
baby sis gave me something that makes me happy.

I love you more than I loves this gift.
Hope everything works out for you too baby.
May Allah swt bless you with more happiness
than the one you gave me dear.

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The Devil Inside Me : I wish you will stop

The Devil Inside Me

Inside Six :  I wish you will stop.



I already give in,
Don't ask for more...
What I give is too much even for me.

Please stop pressuring me.
This relationship happen just because of you.
I never agree to anything.

Now you are asking far more than I can give.
When I declined you showed, disappointment?
You are turning me into a bad guy here.
Stop trying to make 'this' happen.

What you are doing to me only make it worse.
I already fall beyond reason.
Don't give me reason to end my life.
You are not making an effort towards me.
Why should I do the same?

Sometimes I think you are bias towards them
While's I'm trying to comprehend everything that you destroy. 
Please just let me be me.
This is already the best that I can give.

When you ask for more,
that's when I stop.

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Happy One Year Anniversary

To tell the truth,
I don't remember exactly the date of this anniversay
but it has been a year in my book.
Happy Anniversary, Me

One Year Have Passed

A year full of anxiety,
A year filled with happiness,
A year where I don't know if this will work out of not,
A year filled with hope and future...

A year in a new house,
A year with new environment,
a new surrounding 
and a new beginning.

Allow me to rambles,
If truth been told,
You will know how
I'm grateful that in this 'one year'
everything changed.
I have been nothing but peace and happy
I have fun and I am happy
and I am happy that something did change.

The Bond
Our family's bond 
is getting a lot stronger than before.
It's strange to one point but I'm grateful
through thick and thin
this family still holds up together
I always pray that for whatever reason there is,
this family will always be together.
regardless.
-Family is all we had in the end isn't?

With that,
in this new house we have celebrated lots of celebration.
It have been a year, of course
Birthday, Anniversary and Holidays
all I can say is

- Alhamdulillah

There is nothing better than Alhamdulillah
and 
I like to think that
Allah has gives us many hardship and He
gives this happiness as rewards.
We treasure things we once lost right.
I treasure this more than before and more than before
I try to keep the bond strong and let it be stronger.


-InsyaAllah, in Allah we trust

Friendship though came out empty...
I haven't had a chance to meet any of my friends
except for the Langkawi's trip.
It is a sad time for my friendship and it is indeed have been
a struggle with myself.
I miss my friends so much
and I missed the time we spend together.
It have been difficult to meet and for that I am sorry.
I will forever holds them close to my heart.
and whenever we do meet,
nothing will change.
We will be us.





Another year to come.
Another new beginning
Let's make the best of this year 
and
have faith that for whatever reason you are suffering today,
there will be an endless happiness waiting at the end of the road.

You believe
and the believe will come true.
You are what you believe yourself to be.
If you believe you will be happy,
trust me,
You Will be Happy.

p.s It is impossible to put all the pictures in here.
you know who you are.
I miss you too.

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