the hidden treasure lies everywhere~

everytime i encounter something,
my head will always ask the same question...
why me?
why this time?

but i forgot...

that ever-time it happen,
someone appear...
someone that helps me to encounter the problem...
help me to cross the road..
without getting hurt...

someone...
you are the light of my life...
you help me through ups and down..
you give me hope...
you give me light....
i keep on forgetting that i have you by my side...
i know how precious you are to me..
even when i forgot about you...
you always there....
standing close to me.....
watching over me...
so i won't hurt myself...
you give me your shoulder....
you give me your arm...
you give me your ear...
you give me your heart...
you give me your bless...

and i just keep on forgetting...
someone...
how i am sorry...
to let you feel that way...
i am sorry...
when you need me....
i always not there....
when you ask for me...
i have thousand of excuses..
i am sorry,
sorry for not be there,
when you actually want me there...

i know
promise is just a promise...
i don't want to make an empty promises....
so i rather pray...

i pray
Allah makes you happy,
when i can't....
Allah gives you someone better than me,
because you deserves one..
Allah to gives you better hope,
to provide you with light,
to guide you through ur journey....

but i also pray,
please oh please....
Ya Allah,
makes someone stay with me...
makes someone loves me forever...
makes me remember someone...
keep our heart together....
and let the boding stays eternally...

because this someone
is something i can't lose...

or

i lose my soul...
because they are apart of me...
they are me,
when i am them....
a bit of myself
are hidden inside them....
and every pieces of them,
i keep closely to my heart..

how i love them so much...
i fight the whole world for them...
i broke my promises for them...
i kill for them....
i die for them....
i do anything i can for them.....

everything for
my family~

where the loves stays and never goes away,
but if you didn't appreciate them now,
you suffer it one day,
when they finally gone...
eternally....