dentist-o-phobia

i haven't updated anything about
my visit in 
UM's teeth clinic..
so here it is~

i follow alina_neko with her dentist's date..
bit like my novels =-=''
and the dentist is my other sister!!
bagus kakngah kan overcome her phobia...
she pernah sepak dentist tau this girl...

punyala ganas kan...
xyah buat muke innocent...
everyone know you are EVIL!!

well, they are nice people..
my sis colleagues..
but they are cho isogashi..
like seriously,
everyone is like running to catch the time...
mcm runnning man nak kejar running ball... .XDDD

1 thing that change that day..
other than kakngah's teeth...
is my perspective in kin...
she is beginning to look like a dentist..
you have the potential girl...
you go girl!!!

YEAH!!
aki kin is the future RC's dentist!!!


though she looked like that...
she is the dentist...
trust me...
i seen it with my own eyes...

here is a couple of pictures i took that day..





i hope you like it!!!
*the caption is only for jokes... no hard feelings deh..

the results...
jeng jeng jeng!!!


fortunately kakngah x sepak kin that day...
very da budak baik kakngah...
it is her fifth visit tau....
hebat penangan kin...

kakngah still kena jumpa kin lagi...
it seems to me kakngah is damaging her teeth...
so kin can fix them...

ah.... 
きょうだいの愛

with that,
may all your dreams will come true....

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Jodohku dah ditentukan...

Jodoh ku adalah kamu....


as you can read,
it says that, 
our soulmates,
our husband,
our spouse,
our one and only,
my baby,
my darling,
papa,
yunk,
abang,
atok,
nenenk,
 or what ever you want to called them...
have been decided by Allah SWT...

ever since we are 4 months prengnancy in our mother wombs

so there's no need to search guys,

Allah SWT has written every thing that exists 
including the destiny of all creatures

so,
to my soulmates..
whoever you are....
wherever you are...
whatever things you do...

may Allah swt bless you...


i've done searching...
now I am going to wait....



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it is just a normal day (chapter 3)

-It is just a normal day-

Chapter 3


I sit near the tree watching families and friends enjoying themselves while hanging in the park. Mothers will bring their children to play in slide while fathers are watching with camera in his hand. What a lovely sight. People come here to clear up their mind so they can think clearly.  That’s why I’m here. But it’s not working for me. My mind is mess up more than before.

Damn! Seriously I can’t even think properly. I sigh again. I don’t know how many times I have sighed this week. Mummy will not approve.

“Now I am confused. How am I supposed to deal with this problem?” I shake my head disbelieving my lucks for this month. I think about them for awhile but my mind can’t take them anymore. Remembering back to that time, I suppose to say no but how could I said no when he said that things to me?

“Don’t give me you answer now. I want you to think first. I can always wait.”

What am I suppose to think? Is he the right one for me? I don’t think he is the right one for me.  Am I neglecting all the signs given to me? My sisters do not know anything at this time. I wonder what Keira will says about me dating?  She never likes the words dating.  For Keira, as a student the main point is to study and never dates.  I understand her situation and therefore I understand her.

The talked we had a while ago are still in my mind.

“If I found out that any of you is dating I will cut all of his fingers off! Especially you, young lady!” Keira points to Alina who is sitting with her books on her laps. Alina gives Keira the rolling eyes.

“I’m serious Alina and make sure you get into medic school or I will make you seats the exam again.” Keira said with a threat to Alina.

“Seriously Keira! Is it necessary? She’s only 17, haven’t even passed her examination yet.” Scolded Aki with unsatisfied face. I sat there and watch them quietly.

Here we go again. They never stop fighting.

“Of course it is necessary and don’t give me that attitude. If I see your results deteriorate again I will make you change course. I mean it!” Again Keira scolded Aki. Aki shakes her head disbelieving the statement and walked away from the room.

 ‘La la la la’ the song from my phone wakes me up from the memory. I checked my phone. It’s my friends from university.

“Yup Ty. What’s up?” I asked.

“When are you coming back?” the 1st question Decty or Ty for short. I think for a while.

“Hmm… I don’t know yet. Maybe a couple more week or days. I don’t know. Why?”

I talked for awhile with Decty who decided that I will be back next week.  Is she allowed to decide for me? And why do I agree? Maybe the bond between us makes me feel ok even if she asked me to go back now.

“I’m doom. Should I tell the rest?” I said leaning to the tree, staring at the sky.

 It is such a beautiful day.

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            “If Keira found out I’m dead!” I scream at Aki. Aki slaps my face. It didn’t hurt but I shill shout hei! at her. We are having meals in her café since I need to talk to her.

            “You think I will let her kills my twins?” She said. Aki sits in front of me while thinking hard, something is bothering her.

            “I never expects abang  Haikal to like you.” She said. I look at her waiting for her to finish her thoughts.

      “I never see him looking at me or even have any interest in me before.” I rolled my eyes at this statement. Aki laughs.

            “We are twins, yes. Identical, no.” I said to her with a-matter-of-fact tone. Of course when people said twins we always picture the same face or features but Aki and I didn’t share those features. She is skinny, I’m a bit plump, and she is like 170cm tall while 160cm for me. She likes butter I like chocolates.  She is athletics I’m more to indoor. She studies dentistry while I study new media. See we are so different, even our skin’s color is different.

            “When is Keira coming back?” I ask Aki. Keira had to fly to India for a meeting. I don’t know when she is coming back. I don’t even know when she flies. One minute she was there and suddenly Aki told me she was gone.

            “2 or 3 days I suppose. But I don’t think she is going straight home. She told me last night that she might visit Uncle Adams house for couple of days. Since it’s been awhile since she visited them,” Aki said. I nodded. Uncle Adam is our mother’s brother, he lives in Australia. We used to visits him twice a year but not so much these days.

“So she is going to Australia for couple of days.” I start and Aki stares at me.

“What, don’t tell me you are going on a date?” Aki teased me. I laugh.

“You or me?” I teased her back and we both laugh. I looked at my watch and raises up from my chair.

“Is it the time already?”  Aki asked. I nod.

“Alina’s class will be finish at 6.30. I have to go now or I will get stuck in the peanut-butter-jam.” I said. Aki nods.

Alina’s piano class is in Bangsar and since it’s near UM I stop by to chat with Aki and told her about Haikal. At first Aki laughs like mad but after a couple of shouts and screamed she finally serious. Aki said to give Haikal a chance since he is a really nice guy, gentlemen guy, serious guy and that and this. Aki is really pushing Haikal to the mountain with that praises. She keeps saying Haikal’s good points and failed to gives the bad ones. I don’t believe people are perfect, it’s always far from the truth.

After saying good bye I leave UM and drive my car to pick up Alina.  I know Aki means well but to said yes to Haikal means I will disobey Keira. I don’t want that. Keira has been giving me so much that I just can’t do that to her. Just like this car. Honda civic is given to me when I get flying colours in my exam last year. I know how much I disappointed Keira when I can’t get into medic school. That is why I study very hard in university to show my gratitude to her. I didn’t ask any present and when she gives me the car I really can’t believe my eyes.

Keira has done everything she could to make us happy. She been trying hard to makes us have all the things we want, all the loves and all the care a father and mother can provide. Ever since our mother and father passed away in mountain accident, Keira takes the responsibility to nurture us the best she could. If mummy and daddy are still alive I know they will be proud of Keira. She has done an excellent job. Even with hand full of us she still had time to go to tuition, part time jobs and classes and now she is one of the youngest surgeons in her hospital and also one of the best.  At 28 she has been given many awards for the research and thesis she has done and people always having a hard time believing that she just 28.

Think thoroughly Keira won’t be that mad at me if I start dating. Since I will be graduating next year I think she can understand if I want to start planning for the future but something didn’t seem right. Why is it? I can’t get married. Not before Keira. What am I thinking.

I look ahead and thanking my brain for making a wise decision.  Traffic is beginning to slow down but I manage to reach Yamaha Music School at 6 pm. While waiting for Alina I start to reminisces the old time. 

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metodologi?

yes.... 
it's that time again...
time for final examination...
horray!!!

just finished my 1st paper for this semester...
METODOLOGI penyelidikan... 
metod for short...

well... 
the funny things about this is that...
err....
how should I put it??
okay, 
we study giler-giler okay..

we gelak,
we update status... 
we pusing kiri, 
we pusing kanan...

like seriously.. 



G, gives zaa a mesej kate nak study same..
at 1st i declined..
because i am more to one person study...
if nak study ramai2 kena faham 100% then baru boleh study ramai2...
it is just the way i deal with it...
but eaty said sani is good when it comes to study group..
so after a minute thinking
"okayla"

then after dinner around 11pm or so,
 kiteorg gather at tekun's cafe...
see ramai kot yg study...


but after i've done my exam...
i was like...
the question is much more easier than we have expected...
like seriously,
if we know what will come out...
i don't think we will study this hard...
hahahahaah!!

anyway, i have lots of fun studying with them..
though we open FB and someone watching anime all the way to end..
but its and experience...

they are so serious...
hihiihi~

i doubt that sani is reading the notes... ^^
and i also doubt zaa is reading the notes....
i think she is reading ustaz don... 
ustaz new entry... 
forgot his name...


erpi, idah and zana is discussing about based design..
i think...
or is it what ice-cream flavour they want??
hmmm.....


see.... 
punyala tipu...
hihihih, before this you guys are playing with FB rite...


see... kantoi!!~ 
hahahahaah!!!


i really respect idah... 
she is seriously super rajin...
and zana too!!~
ganbate minna!!

then after a hard time study...
the study group ends at 4am...
we all enjoy a nice break with ice-creams..


this is the moments that i will missed...
after a while everything that happens here,
will make me want to turn back the clock...
so i can come back to this times...
together with you guys...

god bless you guys...
i hope for the best for you guys too...
happy exam~

p/s - still have 5 more papers to go, hihihi~

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it is just a normal day (chapter 2)

-It is just a normal day-

Chapter 2

“Everything looks fine here. Good.”

I stared at Haikal face. His hands are really delicate when dealing with his patient. I know because I went to a few dentists, and none has his touch. But today my mood is not in their best one. I begin to rise with anger. Is it PMS? I don’t know. But everything that didn’t go according to my liking deserves a shout.

Alina didn’t hear me when I was talking. Shout! My attire is not where I put them before. Shout, though I didn’t know who I shouted at. Aki is late picking me up at the station. Shout! And I didn’t shout at Haikal here, who is arranging the dentist’s tools. No I don’t shout at strangers. But I should have. He was late and clumsy. He always steps in my shoes or bumping into my hands. He keeps apologizing but he still repeated them.

Seriously, he is slower than a turtle.

This is my third times seeing him. Still he keeps doing them wrongly.  I begin to question his abilities but as soon he started to moves his hand to my mouth I know he’s capable.  Yes I know.

“Open wide.” He said and I follow. Will he know what is in my mouth before? Really, all of my secrets will be revealed if he keeps looking into my mouth.

I remember the conversation I had with Aki and Alina the other day.

“You are lucky Ami!” Aki said to me while we are having lunch. Alina takes a piece of sandwiches and nodded.  I looked at them both.

“Why?” I asked.  Aki takes a sipped of her Americano.

“He is hot!!” Alina shouted! Aki surprised either by this statement or her action sprayed her drinks. Fortunately it didn’t hit anyone.  I laughed like crazy at them. Aki stared at Alina.

“He is! Don’t you see his eyes? They are a bit like mine. But more intense.” True I said to myself. Alina does have a romantic-kind-of-eyes. But who is she referring to?

“Who is he?” finally I open up my mouth after minutes of silences. Aki and Alina looked at me surprised with my ignorance of their topic.
“Abang Haikalla!” Aki shouted. I looked at Aki and nodded finally understand this conversation.

“He’s hot? I don’t know about that. I don’t see him that way.” I said truthfully. It is true, as I only see his face as ordinary. Maybe my tastes in guys are a bit different that my sisters.

“Seriously Ami! Seriously?” Aki shouted at me bewildered.  I just sat there with a poker face. Aki’s mouth is full open at my attitude.

“You seriously don’t see it or you just playing dumb?” She asked again. I shake my head.  Seriously I don’t see it.

“I mean, he is the most famous guys in UM, and you said you didn’t see him as hot?!

“He is?!” asked Alina awed.

“Seriously Ami, your taste of guys has been from poor to dreadful.” Aki said with a sigh.

“There is more than enough girl lining up to be his patient. He doesn’t need you. I’m a bit surprised why he asked you though.”

“Are you okay?” Haikal voice wakes me up from my memory. I shake my head to answer his question.

“There is more than enough girl lining up to be his patient. He doesn’t need you. I’m a bit surprised why he asked you though.”

That sentence keep my up all night. After coming here for the third time I still didn’t see Haikal as hot but still that lines statement bugging me so much.

Why does he need me? Maybe he really a couple more points. Patient finally sees his true colour I think. Hihihi, he is not that hot. Is he?

“Ok rinse you mouth please.” Haikal said and begin to raise my seat to its original state.  I rinse my mouth while thinking the same question.

“Why? Hmm…. I don’t get it… ”

“Why what?” Haikal asked.

Uh-oh! Damn! I spoke out loud!

“Are you asking me why I asked you to rinse?” he asked me chuckling at that question. Maybe the question is funny to him. His hand is grabbing something like a screw-driver.  His not screwing anything in my mouth or I kick him.

Haikal is looking at me waiting. I look at him and then at his hand.

“You screwing me you are dead!” I said.

“What?” he spots my eyes in his hand and laugh like mad.

“Hahaha, don’t worry. I am not screwing you up.” He said assuring me. I still didn’t believe him. Dentist, once they said it didn’t hurt, it hurt way too much.

“Don’t worry. Trust me. So are you going to tell what are you thinking about just now?” he asked.

 “Nothing. Just wondering.” I answered. Maybe I should ask him so that he can tell me the real answer, the truth behind the truth.  The truth can stop my sisters from making fun of me. They keep teasing me about Haikal. So matured guys. Very the matured.

“What are you wondering about? You can ask me anything. I’m all ears.” Haikal said with his eyes staring right into my eyes. I begin to juggling my thought into my mind. Many things happen in there but I finally made up my mind.

“Why do you ask me to be your patient?”  I waited for his answer but he quickly set me to lie back so he can continue his work. Maybe that question is a bit personal.

Should I asked or should I not? I’m such a fool.

“Aki told me that you already have 300 points. So why do you need me? I’m just asking. If you don’t want to answer, you don’t have to.” I said with guilt feelings. Haikal remain silence and keep on arranging things.

Eeiiinggggg and that’s the sounds of the drilling. He doesn’t want to answer my question. I am so ashamed. Can I run away? Oh no, he still drilling. Where can I hide my face?

“Because it is you.” Haikal voice shocked me. He finally open up his mouth.

“If you didn’t become my patient, how I’m supposed to get to know you?”

I’m not sure if what I’m hearing is correct. So I just remain silence. Even if I want I can’t talk, his hands are working with my mouth.

“The first time that I see you I know. Finally I’ve found you.” Is he confessing to me? Oh my god! Wait, maybe he meant his dream patient where every teeth he can do fillings. Yup! That’s must be it.

“I already have full marks, but I need this one here for my future.”  

Seriously?

“So, since you bought this up I think I have to tell you something worth mentioning.” My heart begins to beat faster.

“I want you as my patient simply because” Haikal lean near my ears and slowly he open his mouth.

“I like you.”

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