Hard Work in the middle of the night...
Now my twin is officially a subber!!
Congratulations dear and I wish you the best..
If anyone is interested in downloading subtitles for this movie,
in place of my sister,
yoroshiku~~~
Showing posts with label 2014. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2014. Show all posts
Yesterday...
24/11/2014
I have another super emotional sensitive moment.
It's bad since I cried all the way to bed...
This is not working for me..
Jobless I mean..
Everyone said,
if you don't like it then find a job.
I tried my best finding one.
Still no luck.
I am waiting but my emotional state
is really in the midst of collapsing.
Or maybe it already did..
I really hate this part of me..
The weak part of me..
and the negative part of me..
I pray that Allah give me strength..
and please give me good news..
I can't live like this..
I really cant..
Tawakal
It was nerve-wrecking to wait.
I can't stand the nerve.
but it already end.
It was one of the moment,
yang buat saya rasa,
WHY AM I SO STUPID!!!
WHY?!!!
seriously.
after the interview,
I had that moment
until my twin (she drive me there, thank you twin!)
got really angry and said
"I don't have mood so don't talk to me"
she also said
"don't put your negative energy into me"
well before she got that angry she was like totally nice
she said
"they will like you. you are being honest."
"it's not wrong just tawakal je"
and everyone else too,
my dad, my mom, my little sis, and maklong was telling me
if ade rezeki adela.
don't think too much.
insyaAllah.
takde cuba lagi.
but just so I will remember,
the question for tonight is
1-working experienced
why do you quit your job
if I send you to Johor how?
2-why do you want to work as a Penguasa Kastam
3-do you interested with Kastam
4-jika gst dikuatkuasakan tahun depan apakah harga barang akan naik
4-what is the mission for us
5-siapakah pengarah kastam
then they asked me if I have any question for them..
I asked them the GST question back.
I don't want to put my stupidity in here.
but I know it will linger in me..
oh well,
better be honest than a total liar.
rite rite?!
Kerja Jatuh Dari Langit
I always said that I want a job,
straight from the sky..
'rezeki jatuh dari langit'
as I like to call it..
but I meant it as a joke..
not serious and hopeful like that, no.
but yesterday
I got a text and email,
and today
or more precise tonite,
I have one job interview..
super quick right!
like what?!
what do I feel..
what do you think..
okay,
forgot that,
let's eat!
yeah yeah yeah!!~
alhamdulillah..
can't say I can nail this interview,
but let's make it worthwhile.
Dr. Sakinah
Alhamdulillah.
For five years you have struggle
with almost everything.
haahaha,
and today
you have finally reach one of your destination.
Alhamdulillah
my little sister,
is now a DENSTIST!
I pray for your success little sis.
may Allah guide you, help you and ease your journey.
and may you have happiness all the way.
-We are so proud of you!-
p.s - she start working on 29 September 2014
To Kelantan She Go
There She Go
Baby sister
she's off to Kelantan for her err...
what do you called it..
what do you called it..
Housemanship?
Internship?
Okay, I really should learn the dr. term for this.
she's in Kelantan for her practical with the hospital
for 3 whole years!!
No! My baby sis is in Kelantan for 3 whole years!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RELAX!
okay, I'm cool.
she's already in Kelantan by now.
hahaha..
anyway,
I wish you the best with your housemanship? Internship?
with your study!
that's it!!
good luck baby sis!!
may Allah bless you.
End of Chapter Three
End of Chapter 3
Well, its a bit too fast right.
hahaha..
hmm...
it's not in my plan to resign in this short time.
I know about the extended probation in Thursday 25/9/14,
and after a quick talk with the family members,
I decided to let go of this position for a brighter future
so,
on Friday,
actually I decided to quit my job in Friday after lunch I think.
it's a fast plan but a very reasonable one...
so in Friday I send in my resign letter,
to the director and we have a chat and she accepted my decision.
so Saturday (27/9) is my last day.
like I said, it was fast.
I know Allah have a very good plan for me in the future.
I have my trust in Him,
and to Him and Him only
I pray for the success and happiness
I pray for the success and happiness
of my life.
insyaAllah.
Sad... I can't even describe it..
For a while I think it's going to be all about me..
but how wrong can I be...
no matter how hard I try,
I will fall.
every time I pull myself back up,
you will drag me down..
Now,
I lost it.
I can't even pull myself to stand.
You win.
I lose.
I can't even describe my feelings now.
hope you are happy,
and may you all be very merry!
Tarday Is Not My Nature
Today, 27 August 2014
I was LATE.
Okay maybe it's not me
because technically it was the bus.
Oh well,
I was never late for my office
because of something like this.
I overslept before but I just took MC or half day.
This time I was here early but the bus is late.
Technically I am not late.
but for the record,
I am late.
The End
Chapter 3
Chapter 3
Alhamdulillah,
I've began my chapter 3 on 1st of July...
it's an expo company,
they manage events,
and this month is their biggest event(annually)
I hope the best for everything..
although it is hard since the distance is quite far..
I took 2 1/2 hour from my house,
but for now
the office and the mates are nice..
so I'm hoping for the best for my future..
friends,
please pray for me...
thank you..
The End to Chapter 2
The End to Chapter 2
the end of chapter 2
and a beginning of chapter 3.
this chapter has so many characters and story
and I am glad I get to read it.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart,
for each and every valuable lesson I get to read..
it was an exciting journey,
and I thank you.
I just hope chapter 3 will be even better.
edit* last day 27 June 2014
Counting 2 Years till 30
Happy Birthday Dear Twin
Sanah helwah sakinah mawaddah barakah warahmah
I wish for you to
continue to love life and never stop dreaming.
May beauty and happiness surround you
not only on your special day,
but always.
continue to love life and never stop dreaming.
May beauty and happiness surround you
not only on your special day,
but always.
May you have a great year
and I pray that Allah grant all your wish
because I know you deserve it.
I'm lucky to have you as my sister because you are the best!
and the very best you will ever be.
Yes, You can always be better,
but even for now you are already perfect!
Let me tell you that with every passing year,
you’re becoming the most wise and good looking twin that I have ever known!
May you continue to put out the very best in your life!
May you continue to put out the very best in your life!
Baby Sis Super Cool
21 May 2014
Baby Sis Super Cool Act!
Seriously Baby Sis is dependable,
she's fix our lights and our door on the same day!!
Irah wa sugoi!! Sugoi wa!!
She took the stairs and fix the lights
like one of the handyman
and then when the light didn't turn on,
she begger2 then pop!
It Works!
Then she starts working on the door knob,
Ours have been broken for many many months.
I can't remember when the last time we used normal doors..
Then she turn here turn there,
experiments a bit there,
twist here,
and in 5 minutes or so,
BOOM!
okay not boom but it fixed!!
super duper cool!!
now the door can be open and closed..
she's like a real handyman y'all!!
now the door can be open and closed..
she's like a real handyman y'all!!
My baby sis is all grown up and
I'm proud of you!
and thank you so much for helping us!!
The Waiting Games
Despite the hectic schedule,
I still received good news!!
my arafes 13's DVD is being shipped!!
yeah!!
the item is on it's way.
so let's the waiting game begin..
patience, persistence and perspiration
make an unbeatable combination for success.
but seriously,
I can't wait.
hurry hurry Mr. Postmen.
Happy Teacher's Day!!
My teachers,
I thank you for your guidance, knowledge, skills, and expertise,
but above all,
I thank you
for educating, loving, and believing in me.
With love and gratitude,
Amirashidah Abidin.
With love and gratitude,
Amirashidah Abidin.
Happy Teacher's Day..
I send message to my lectures in USM
one of them is,
and he screen caps my wish and
post it on his wall in Facebook...
I'm so touched by this..
it makes me smiles all the way to my ears..
feeling appreciated is such a wonderful things!
and thank you to all my teachers!!
either you directly teaches me or indirectly,
I appreciate all of your knowledge and wisdom,
and above all I thank you for all the love you give to me...
have a blast day everyone.
and may Allah swt bless you all the way.
Present from ME!
Dear Me,
I bought a present for you and for me.
The watch from daddy can be considered broken.
so I was actually mayaneru either to buy a new one or not.
but my twin insist on me buying a new one..
and so here it is!
my present from me to me!!
.jpg)
Cute right!
the design is actually quite similar to the one's daddy bought me.
so I choose this one because it looks similar and I really love small watch..
it was on sale!
Polo's watch the original price is around 200++
but I bought is around 60 only.
So I'm happy!!
alhamdulillah..
maybe next time I can buy something for both my parents...
insyaAllah...
p.s I bought this on mother's day, but us knights bought mummy dearie
a bag with lots of bags inside.. tak ambek gambar..
let the memory preserve this one..
Sometimes the ones we loves,
Sometimes,
the one we love the most are one who hurts us the most...
and sometimes,
the best way to resolve this,
is to end it...
even though you will get hurt,
or afraid,
or unsure
but
to end things that hurt you,
keep you alive...
You are stronger...
Believe you can be free..
believe you are Ok...
believe that this is the best..
Allah is always with us...
no matter what we do,
He will always be there...
outing:IKEA
[This rupenye in my draft.. I completely forgot about this..]
going to IKEA,
going to IKEA,
because i like that place!
i love the place~
like one big studio for me...
and we went to IKEA on 2/2/2013
because of me,
and because my twin want to try the
famous meatball!~
it was okay for me...
famous meatball!~
but can't understand why everyone was like,
meatballs!
meatballs!!
well, maybe of the name/brand they bring..
it was delicious,
but i don't like them to that extend i'm craving for them...
carry on,
we went to IKEA,
we went to IKEA,
surprisingly,
my little and baby sis are more exited about it...
keep disappearing every now and then..
they carefully examine the furniture,
the price,
the design...
i was like...
wow, they are serious...
little sis without hesitation,
sleeps on of of the bed,
to get the feel of it...
me looking here and there..
playing here and there..
hehehehe...
me looking here and there..
playing here and there..
hehehehe...
baby sis,
pretend to enter my house without permission...
or in her word.
our house is her house as well
me:sitting on the counter drinking tea, konon
baby sis: hai kaklang, (straight away to the fridge) masak?
me:don't give special attention to her instead continue to drink...
nope, kakngah masak...
baby sis: oh nice (take out the spoon) i want to eat..
and then we began to laugh...
baby sis: this is it! jadi cmni la best!!
but there are too many people that day,
it's hard for me to enjoy myself..
i keep bumping into people...
maybe because CNY is near the corner...
so everyone is looking for something new for CNY...
maybe...
but
we had fun..
we had fun..
just can't play or act to my satisfaction...
and after IKEA,
we go and watch 6D!
it was super cool!!
but super short!
really tak puas...
i want to go again!
but not like instantly go again!
yang tu memang nampa sangat jakun!
hehehe...
but 6D is the boom!!
i can understand why people like them so much!
it gives you the feel of reality...
when you bumped into the tree,
you get the feeling...
the air,
the sticks,
it pressure...
it was worth it!
thanks my twin for pursuing us to go and watch!~
and baby sis,
is super cute,
that people begin teasing her...
from the moment we want to buy the ticket,
and after we watched the movies...
the guys keep teasing her...
she's scared to go on the 6D,
because the guy said it feels like roller coaster..
it really did!
and you should see baby's face..
super pucat and sangat tak nak naik..
ticket guy:you have to sit in a single chair..
little sis: eh? bukan couple seat?
ticket guys: dulu, now single seat..
baby: eh? janganla... tak nak taknak...
baby sis, why are u super cute?
i understand why that guy wants to tease you,
and keep on teasing you...
if i was that guy,
i will also do the same thing...
hehehehehe~
this two posing together..
so sweet...
[okay since this is from last year... my memory has failed me badly..
can't remember anything that I want to put in this day..
but please visit my twin post... maybe you get more from her than me.. XDD]
this is my twin version of IKEA fun day~
all in all I really had a blast this day..
and me look kurus!! hehehehe
p.s gambar I took from my twin~ hehehe
When the time comes...
I dedicated this post to my beloved
Mak Lang and Nek Teh.
Mak Lang passed away in April I think.
Nek Teh passed away last Sunday 20 April.
the sadness in unbearable,
but you are in better place and I pray that
Allah
will forgive all of your sins.
May their grave be filled with light and peace and may they see
their place in Jannah from it.
this is not goodbye.
someday we will meet again..
I ask Allah to reunite me with my family in Jannah.
-amin
'to Allah we belong and to Allah we will return.'
p.s - I did my first funeral prayer in Nek Teh's funeral.
Pak Lang Randomness
Last night(24/4/14) when we was eating dinner
my twin phone's rang...
she quickly run to get her phone..
"hello..."
"owh... mak, kejab ye.."
"mak. Pak Lang."
she gave the phone to mak who answer them...
........
.....................
"eh nahlah!! Pak Lang nak usik awak aje!"
and mak laugh!
my twin answer the phone back laughing..
we all can't stop laughing at his randomness..
we all can't stop laughing at his randomness..
this is kind of 'usik' from our beloved Pak Lang..
Oh! How Random can you be!
p.s. Pak Lang was talking with Mak minute before he called my twin. cute rite XD
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)