Showing posts with label dear me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dear me. Show all posts

Down to the point I can't get up

So what do I have to talk today,
Febuary 12th...

Hurm... Let see...
I haven't got any job.. 
Though I went to couples of interview and failed..
It hurt you more when you failed and they said you are not 
the one they are looking for..

I have a hard time adjusting to this new unemployed life..
I used to get up early in the morning to go to work..
Work, chatting with my office mate,
discuss today lunch date,
weekends and etc..

but now I'm doing what a housewife do..
and no, I'm not enjoying them..
I like working more..
and I miss it so much..

I really hope 2015 will be better for me and my family.
Let's pray.

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Present from ME!

Dear Me,
I bought a present for you and for me.
The watch from daddy can be considered broken.
so I was actually mayaneru either to buy a new one or not.
but my twin insist on me buying a new one..
and so here it is!

my present from me to me!!
 Cute right!
the design is actually quite similar to the one's daddy bought me.
so I choose this one because it looks similar and I really love  small watch..

it was on sale!
Polo's watch the original price is around 200++
but I bought is around 60 only.
So I'm happy!!

alhamdulillah..
maybe next time I can buy something for both my parents...
insyaAllah...
th mimio 27 Mimio Girl Emoticons
p.s I bought this on mother's day, but us knights bought mummy dearie
a bag with lots of bags inside.. tak ambek gambar..
let the memory preserve this one..

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give me peace...

give me peace...
i demand my peace..
i can't take this any longer..
a little bit more and i will collapse..
or burst...
whichever come first..

leave me be..
don't make decision for me..
leave me be...
don't suggest things for me...
leave me be...
don't take what's left of me..
leave me...
let me be me...

i want my peace...

so i can be alive...

and still feel...
that this life,

still belongs to me...

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Dear Precious Heart

Dear Precious Heart,


i know how much it hurts...
i understand how much you suffer...
i know your pain...
i understand your condition...


i know you mean well....
i know you did nothing wrong...
i know what you said come from the bottom of your heart...
i know you didn't mean it that way...


i know how much you suffer...
how the tears won't come out,
though you want to cry your heart out...


but trust me,
as times goes by
the pain will ease...


bit by bit...


i  can't promise you it won't happen again...
but i'll make sure,


"I'll be there"


human is fragile and i know you know that...
and human misunderstood everything they don't understand...
they like to misinterpreted things based on their preference...
and that is why human tends to hurt themself...


"more than they hurt you..."


you are stronger than them...
don't let them drag you down...
to be hurt or not to be hurt,
it's your choice...


"choose well..."


don't worry about them,
as they are fool blinded by the heart...
blinded by everything that they can never sees the truth...
though they are wrong,
they said you are...


"fools only know others fault and never theirs..."


this people will always be blind,
never to see again...
until they open their heart...
and admits they're wrong....


precious heart...
you are my precious heart...
that i love and adore...


the heart is the core to my body,
without it,
i can no longer exist...


"I need you..."


lovely yours,
your soul & mind

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study

Dear Me Present 13/3/2012,


today class got us both right..
the class makes we regret for not going to kuliah last week...
so what do we have to do?
yes...
that's right...
we have to make sure we get our ass to class this week...
we can't ask our friends for help...
like it is our fault.. duh!~
so we must help ourself...
and don't forget..
you need to buy dough for our project..
if can let make it today...
i hope we can show them to our superduperloveablesor our project this week...
hopefully she likes it..
and about the animation..
the angle part...
i think the drawing is so ugly..
maybe we should stick to close up, medium and wide...
the creative angles is far from my expertise...
better that than having a character that looks like monster...
anyway,
i hope we both can go to class...
since it will helps us both next week..


take care...
sincerly,
Me yesterday,today and future

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