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Allergic Reaction

1:34 AM | Labels: 2015, abah, alhamdulillah, allergy, mak

Allergy Reaction
*gruesome pict alert

After a long chat with baby sis on Sunday,

at nearly 7am I went to bed.

After a while(I don't know for how long) I woke up

totally itchy all around my body.

Pictures taken from Pakcik Google

I starts to scratch my body until I give up and took a bath.

I change my clothes and try to sleep again.

Thought that the itch is from the dust or so.

Still I sleep with itchiness and I asked my twin to change the bed sheet

after she wakes up.

Thought maybe that's the problem.

Still I can't get rid of the itchiness and mom asked baby sis

to give me her allergic pills to me.
She went back to college after that.
so no more pills.

It calm me down

for a while

Later that night I was scratching here and there.

I try to make myself tough by forcing my hand to stay still.

It works!

But it began to lose control.

I can stop the hand but the itchiness is losing its mind

small red dots here and there and it's evaporating.

Pictures taken from Pakcik Google

To review what I have consume since last Sunday

I have cucur udang made by my sis-in-law.

On Monday night I had sushi and there is also prawn.

but,

last week I had prawn too.

nothing happen though.

I don't have allergy on food as far as I know.

sigh~

Continue.

so on Monday night I was watching drama,

and I noticed that both my arm,

and both my leg began to show a mutation.

from red circles to a sea of small red island.

Pictures taken from Pakcik Google

I think it's an allergic reaction to something I don't know.

So when papa bear(baby sis call my dad papa bear)

asked me to accompany him to the clinic,

I said I want to see the doctor too.

Yes, just like I thought.

The doctor also said this is an allergic reaction to food

or maybe something stung me.

He take a look at my hand and nodded.

Completely understood the situation.

me and you both

so he gave me an injection

and gave me pills and lotions.

The itch has toned down a bit.

and the island is slowly disappearing.

Alhamdulillah.

I think based on my facts(which can be wrong)

I think what I have is just a mild reaction.

I don't have bloated face,

and my face is not itchy

and I don't have any problem breathing.

I really really thank Allah for giving me a chance to live.

Alhamdulillah.

Pictures taken from Pakcik Google

I have my angel and papa bear beside me.

I am so blessed.

I'm happy it just a small things.

I still can take cares of the chores.

I can't imagine myself being sick.

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah,

for giving me a healthy body.

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Hurt but Hopeful

3:16 PM | Labels: alhamdulillah, interview, its have a reason~~

Though all of it was a scam.

A fake invitation.

A conned.

Whatever people called them,

for me it is a HOPE.

The last time I heard the word 'invitation'

is 4 months ago.

This, for me is Good News.

Hurt but Happy at the same time.

I carried a mix feeling throughout this process.

I google about the company,

and the result does not came up good.

Also I come across this forum

forum here

that just gives me the chill of how real this scam is.

It never occur to me,

that someone would actually lie.

Lying about job advertisement.

The people who work hard, looking and searching,

preparing everything they can so they nail the job,

and these scammers took that opportunity to do what?

make money?

It just plain wrong.

It's not the work that is wrong,

it was you said.

How you never told them what did they really sign up for.

Personally, since I didn't attend the interview

I don't have any experience or fact about the company.

They can be legit for all I know,

but since I already acquired alot of information about them,

my heart doesn't feel right.

I therefor decided to follow my heart and declined the interview.

People that are looking for a job,

be careful.

Be extra cautions and always do a background check.

This is an eyeopener for me.

I never expect this kind of things to exist actually.

Alhamdulillah.

There's a reason to everything.

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Syawal in Sendayan 2015

3:32 AM | Labels: 2015, abah, alhamdulillah, aniki, arts, baby sis, eid, kazoku, little sis, mak, the knights, twins

Syawal in Sendayan 2015

It's the time of the year again!!

After Ramadhan we have Syawal boys and girls!

And on this Sweet-Month we celebrate our winning against lust in

Ramadhan.

What's different this year is,

we decided to celebrate Eid in our new house,

in Sendayan!

Tara-rara~~ * insert drumrolls here

Bonda said that she wants to welcome

this new house and experience the celebration in this house.

So we did all the prep need to be done...

It is really rare to see this sight of the knights.

we are not the clean up girls type.

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anyway,

lots and lots of image are going to turn up,

so beware of self-satisfying!! hahaha

I start with the prep for Syawal

1st of course, Kuih Raya!

Actually this is just half,

A bit exciting about hari raya this year I think.

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And the cleaning begins!!

We change all the sheets,

all the curtains and I even moves the boxes

from the breakfast table!

Before this,

under the table is full with boxes and boxes!

You can't even see the kitchen!

I did this all myself!

I am sugoi!!

Then we splits.

Each person have their own task.

let me break it for you guys.

Bonda: Put the little thingy inside the curtain.

Of course she monitor us and instruct. hahaha

I can't say exactly what bonda did but she always in between works.

She gives us spirits and hope!

Little Sis : Mopping, Dusting and Vakum.

She even dust the fan and the lights that are almost 10metres high. Of course using the stairs.

Baby Sis: Cleaning the toilet

She cleans all the toilets! I give her 8/10! It's spotless but always room for improvement!

Twin: Wiping windows

This new house has lots of windows and my twin cleans them all!!

The Lord: That's me btw.

I change the sheets and curtain for all the room except aniki rooms.

I don't know who did that room. hahaha

I know we splits up our works,

but when the time comes,

everyone was moving as one.

One minutes I was in the rooms, but when little sis needs me I was out with her,

the same with everyone else.

We work together and helps anyone that needs help.

It was easy this year.

I was almost having fun cleaning the house...

Okay, I did have fun!

So this is the final product!

After that we straightaway goes to cooking!

No pict,

since everyone doesn't wear hijab~

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Moving on.

The celebration of Syawal

This is me.

No, I didn't wear any purdah. I just play with my shawl.

and I wear my birthday present from dear twin!

They say I look scary.

Family Photo

We actually did a sit down version,

but unfortunately I don't have that pictures in my possession.

No wonder I can't make a photo manipulation,

I always ran out of photos.

We look so happy right~

Tada!!

Presenting my nephew!

Can't remember his full name.

3 Generations Picture

Baby Shahin but his name is longer than that.

I hope I can take pictures like this with Bonda.

That's all for this year.

I hope everyone have a great Eid and hopefully

a very sweet and happy year.

So for this year Greeting's Card

I present to you

Love you guys,

and god bless!!

maybe if I finally have the pictures,

I will make a new post about our Eid's Outing.

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I am blessed

6:36 AM | Labels: alhamdulillah, its have a reason~~, kazoku, never forgot

I am very disturbed by this news

Help Jung Hee

It was so disturbing that I become so scared of my room.

Alone.

I can't walk or even bath alone.

Scared.

I feel so scared that I can feel my heart pumping up and down.

I can't even went out from my room to turn off the lights.

Darkness.

It was so disturbing that I can't even bring myself

to summarize the news.

Horrid

I even cry after I finish my prayer

because I'm so scared and I also feel pity for the said victims.

How this world have gone mental

How this people can go to such length

How this world is actually a scary place to live

How horrible is this world

How...

How fortunate I am

How very fortunate I am

How I am blessed

How lucky for me to have a family

Family that will always protected me

Family that will always love me

Family that will prevent anything bad to happen to me

Family that makes me feels safe

Family that gives me the world and don't expect

anything in return...

I forgot

in my quest to find treasure

I completely forgot that I already had the treasure.

I need to appreciate them more.

Allah have proved that He still loves me

He know that I am suffering from my own complexity

and He lets me encounter this news

and He shows me that

despite everything bad that happen to me

others have it worse.

I forgot about that.

I overlook things that I am blessed with.

I'm so embarrassed with myself.

The truth is,

I always feel that I am unlucky.

That life isn't fair and I tends to compare my life with others.

Yesterday,

I consult my problems with my kouhai.

We talked a lot about my problems

and this morning I found that articles.

It really change everything in me.

It change how I think.

I am lucky and so fortunate

that Allah SWT will always

and always be with me.

He has His way with me

and I know

He knows what is best for me.

I must never forgot that.

Insyaallah.

Alhamdulillah I come to my sense.

I pray that Allah swt will helps the victims and

may they get the help they need.

amin...

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Moving In

3:14 PM | Labels: 2015, alhamdulillah, Home Sweet Hoome

Here Ye here Ye,

I have come
to announce that I have finally,

MOVED!!!

~~[no picture here]~~

I have been so busy with the moving,

that today is the day that I finally switch on

The Laptop..

okay now we should check all the necessary things..

Will update more on the house,

once I'm up to it..

If nothing comes up,

then wait for the Eid Day..

Cherios~

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Kerja Jatuh Dari Langit

12:46 PM | Labels: 2014, alhamdulillah, interview, shigoto

I always said that I want a job,

straight from the sky..

'rezeki jatuh dari langit'

as I like to call it..

but I meant it as a joke..

not serious and hopeful like that, no.

but yesterday

I got a text and email,

and today

or more precise tonite,

I have one job interview..

super quick right!

like what?!

what do I feel..

what do you think..

okay,

forgot that,

let's eat!

yeah yeah yeah!!~

alhamdulillah..

can't say I can nail this interview,

but let's make it worthwhile.

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Dr. Sakinah

6:30 PM | Labels: 2014, alhamdulillah, little sis

Alhamdulillah.

For five years you have struggle

with almost everything.

haahaha,

and today

you have finally reach one of your destination.

Alhamdulillah

my little sister,

is now a DENSTIST!

I pray for your success little sis.

may Allah guide you, help you and ease your journey.

and may you have happiness all the way.

-We are so proud of you!-

p.s - she start working on 29 September 2014

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Birthday Suprise: Success

3:27 PM | Labels: alhamdulillah, baby sis, birthday, kazoku, kizuna, little sis, mak, twins, uncle

Okay Surprise Birthday Party
Alhamdulillah was a success...
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a bit of flaws here and there but still,
she cried
and she's happy
and surprise
and she cried!
hehehehe
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I'm awesome!
my target for my twin to cried was a success!

there's my diary on BTS of this party,
and the story of this party is also quite long..
going to take awhile.
but for now here is the cake.

the cake doesn't exactly turn out the way I wanted..

I'm going to challenge another myself to perfect it!

I do not make the cake.

and here is the birthday girl~

I pick that dress specially for her in the morning.

she wonder why am I so picky with her clothers~

kya kya kya~~

the pink balloon is little sis and baby sis's idea.

the other balloon is black and white.

didn't actually capture the image..

wait I think I do.

yes, here it is..

we are at the back 'cop' all the meja~

it was tiring to cop them all..

and the balloon tu the younger sis yang atur.

and this is the card that I had everyone sign

to wish the birthday girl..

the cover,
can't find a cat theme.
but still cute..

this is the inside,
little sis courtesy drawing.
nice right~

**enough for now**

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Present from ME!

11:21 AM | Labels: 2014, alhamdulillah, dear me, presents

Dear Me,

I bought a present for you and for me.

The watch from daddy can be considered broken.

so I was actually mayaneru either to buy a new one or not.

but my twin insist on me buying a new one..

and so here it is!

my present from me to me!!

Cute right!

the design is actually quite similar to the one's daddy bought me.

so I choose this one because it looks similar and I really love small watch..

it was on sale!

Polo's watch the original price is around 200++

but I bought is around 60 only.

So I'm happy!!

alhamdulillah..

maybe next time I can buy something for both my parents...

insyaAllah...

p.s I bought this on mother's day, but us knights bought mummy dearie

a bag with lots of bags inside.. tak ambek gambar..

let the memory preserve this one..

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She's married

11:13 AM | Labels: 2014, alhamdulillah, cousin, kazoku, married, twins

One of my closest cousin got married!!

Congrats!!

She got married in January...

~~She's younger than me..~~

Oh Idah, how stunning you look that day!!

She's married to an Australian man..

so she will follow him to Australia..

I already miss her..

well Idah,

I wish the best for you both..

may Allah swt bless you and your husband,

and may all the joy in this world will be yours..

congratulations on your marriage..

she is the sister to my cousin here..

cepat jodoh dorang right..

I'm happy for both of them!!~

p.s my twin did a candy booth for her wedding..
but I don't have the picture with me..
if I found them I will post them here..

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