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Truth Hurts

11:13 PM | Labels: arts, it still hurts...., moments

I guess so.

Now my heart is pounding like mad.

On the verge of tears.

Still I try to remain compose.

The result.

Writing here with poker face.

The art I have done being critics.

It was for my own good.

Still it hurts me much more than I prepared myself.

I know this is good.

I will evolve.

but,

Truth hurts.

I'm not going to lie.

Even if its for my own good.

It's still hurts.

The pain will be here for awhile.

Maybe after a good night sleeps,

I will wake up and this will all be a dream.

Keep fighting and stay strong I guess.

sigh~

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Hello October

7:23 PM | Labels: 2015, moments

Hello October!!

Almost the end of 2015.

It's exciting and scary at the same time.
It's exciting because I expect a lot for 2016.
It's scary because what I want to achieve this year is yet to be successful.

Well,
we have 2 months and a half because we reach the end.
I have to push myself more.
So I won't embarassed myself when I look back.

To people that are struggling with their life right now.
"Gambate!"
Keep strong and have faith.
There will definetly be light at the end of the road.
You just have to push yourself.
The light ain't going to show up itself.

Look for it.

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Perginya Sikat Merah

5:13 PM | Labels: moments, twins

My twin killed my Brush.

She killed it!!

she really did!!

oh Red brush.

You have stayed for a very-very long time..

since I was 14 years old until I reach 26 years old..

12 years of precious times..

we had such a good memories together..

now you are dead..

RIP little brush..

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Exaggerate to the MAX!!

9:57 AM | Labels: moments, movies, twins

*inform: anyone that wishes to watch Fast & Furious 6 tonight in QB.

forget it!

tickets for 7pm, 9.45pm and 12.5 sold out...
sad and broken heart!

due to my extreme words and behaviour,

this stats are present like this,

"Twin, Fast & Furious 6 sold out for 3 consecutive days!!"

walhal....

gomene twin...

hehehe

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Colourful Moment: Toilet

10:15 AM | Labels: moments, tales of stories

Seriously,

I was in the toilet when this happen!!

in the cubicle

woman 1: takde air ni
men 1: x check ke toilet ni?

men 2: *see something* eh ni tersumbat ni. gi ambek spanar

men 1: ni teruk ni...

woman: selalu bunyi pam

men 2: ni dah teruk.. rosak.. tu xde air..

my face at that time,

guys,

I'M IN HEREEEEEEEEEEE!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why bring guys!!

somemore some many people came into the toilet!!

but thank god..

there's a little bit of water when I'm in there...

hopefully...

it was one of the embarrassing moments in my life!!

and I just saw a rainbow today!!

oh,

so this is what they meant,

colourful moments~

brown teddy bear emoticons 2 Cute Brown Teddy Emoticons

malu malu

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Password

2:17 PM | Labels: moments

note to self,

if you ever want to change your password,

make sure u write it down..

somewhere..

sangat menguji kesabaran diri...

because one of my friends

that make a new account told me that he's been hacked..

punyala nak security,

to protect my whatever in the net,

i' have decided to changed all my password,

for everything,

including my facebook...

and punyala genius saye,

in that short moment,

i have completely forgotten my password~

in that short moment..

forgetful!

in that short time!

oh god!

i feel bad for myself...

i have a very bad memory...

and i'm ashamed of myself..

mental note,

remember!

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the DriVE

8:22 AM | Labels: moments, twins

the DRIVE!!~

this entry is specially for my TWIN!!

*claps claps*

yes,

yesterday 13/2/2013

i received a sms,

'i thought today i'm going to try to pick you up.'

-seriously you don't know how big my smile is-

omg omg omg!!

for the 1st time ever!!

my twin picked me up from work!!

and zuss zussz!!

we drive into JEM!!~

muahahahaha~

-her 2nd lollipop, and i'm sitting there smiling XD-

gomene Twin-san,

you have drive into JEM without butter and bread..

-her face, she's going to eat all the JEMS!-

but i am so happy yesterday,

i couldn't put it into words..

but i am grateful!!

one of the good things that happen yesterday!

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mirrors

9:02 AM | Labels: arashi, moments

mirrors...

it was my first time doing em',

someone asked me to make mirrors,

i never did it before,

what's more,

and they mention my name in the post too!!

it was cool!

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Job Related: 1st PayCheck

9:00 AM | Labels: moments, shigoto

money does not grow on trees,

money does not come like the rain,

money are hard to get,

but fast to disappears,

money makes my head hurt,

but my hear smiles,

money can be bad,

moneycan be good,

money taste like nothing,

but it can buy something,

to love money is a sin,

to hate money is a question...

we need money to live...

but we don't live for money...

23rd January,

i got my 1st paycheck!~

the feelings?

wonderful!~
super ureshi!

it's my 1st ever paycheck,

and at least i can contribute something to my family...

it's not much,

but it's a start...

maybe there are lots of things

that i have to put on hold,

but i'm glad...

though it's not much,

everyone can have a little taste of it...

i hope i can continue to be this helpful,

and never lets the 'issues'

get the best of me..

anyway,

i'm aiming for saving...

it will be for my

1- Mekah Haji/Umrah

2 - Studies

3 - Travel/Holidays

4- Future

i will try my best to fulfill my dreams...

aiming high and never low...

and may ALLAH SWT bless me in this journey of life...

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2013

11:14 PM | Labels: 2013, arashi, chapters of my life, finish and begin, moments, new year, shigoto

happy new year to all!!

it's 2013 y'all!

and to all a good nite!!!

hehehe, hopefully this year will be a happy and beautiful year!!

okay, news flash!~

do you guys want to know?

arashi is curious about the news~

okay here goes...

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i am being fortunate and blessfully by Allah SWT and with helps from my lovely daddy!~

daddy arigatou!!

i am now no longer unemployed!!

arashi is super happy for me!!

now i am super duper happy!~ ^0^

i am as happy as i can be

but i can't deny that i am afraid of this new adventure..

it's not something that i used or have do...

it's like something totally new...

this new year,

mark my new adventure...

i wonder if i can do this...

everyone i know believe that i can do a good job..

me?

errrr,

can i get back on you later?

XDDDD

seriously,

i don't know...

part of me said, YES YOU CAN!

while some said errr....

umm....

i wonder if i can....

but,

i will try my best!!

i know i can do this stuff~

so i will give it my all!!

oh-chan said "you dekiru!"

hehehehe, okay now i got my confidence!~

2013,

i won't say please be nice to me...

because that is not true..

it's not the year that suppose to be nice,

but I,

myself have to be nice to myself..

believe in me...

give myself a chance....

2013,

Let's FLY!

Arashi said '2013, dekiru!

smile with your heart to mirai ni tobimashou!!

i pray that Allah swt will bless you all,

this year and all the years to come...

amin...
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Start To Something New : Rise Guardians

11:49 PM | Labels: interview, its have a reason~~, moments, movies

gaya macam lagu dah...

start to something new...

but it's the perfect title for this long absent blog of mine...

it's been age since my last blog...

whatsmore,

i don't update my latest movies night...

what is it again...

humm...

oh yea,

the Guardians...

-searching pict-

quick review...

* 3

graphics top notch

storyline can improve - appear to me that sandman is the only strong one, yang lain side kick je..
character development - agak pelik seems there suppose to be something awesome

happens to each character..

all and all - boleh layanla..

ok now that is finish....

-------------------------------------------------

back to the title...

start to something new...

another 5 days we will reach 2013...

a brand new year...

a brand new start...

a brand new beginning...

a brand new responsibility...

okay,

today, 26th december

i have my 1st ever job interview!!!

fuyooo!!

i will mention them..
so i will not forget,
the 1st one...

Henry Butcher Art Auctioner...

you guys can google them...

but it's like anak buah to Henry Butcher....

so i was like...

wow, they want to??! seriously!!

i'm flattered!~

so i went and everything went well...

not exciting or positives...

i am quite sure they don't want to hire me...

lack of skills in presenting myself...

but it was a nice experience all and all...

and yes, my twin got the question right on the money...

"tell me about yourself"

eventhough i have been practicing this question...

i still can't nailed them... kekekeke

don't worry...

ader rezeki x kemane....

now,

from next year onwards,

i will try my best to look 21!!

heheheheh and i will try my best to start saving!~

and if things is comfirm i will updates some new information about me...

can't say i am excited or not excited...

i just don't quite sure...

if this path, is the right way to where i am headed...

and if where i am heading is the right path for me...

there is only one way to find out rite...

just keep on walking....

to gain knowledge,

one must find experience...

and to find them,

i need to be bold...

so here i am...

bold enough to choose this path...

bless me...

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i miss them...

8:32 AM | Labels: kazoku, moments

i miss them...

i went back,

but the time i have is hard to juggle..

since i went back to go to eieen's engagement and k'ghan's wed,

i can't spend much time with them...

how i miss going out with my dear twins..

or takes mak and maklong for a spins..

i really want to hang out talk with my family...

jumpa kak erma and ablong..

i didn't see ira, kin or abah...

since they are not home this week...

my time is pack because there are places to go..

i went back on thursday and arrived on friday morning, and on friday noon we went to johor..

arrived on saturday morning (4am)

and went back to KL on saturday. arrived at 8pm..

and went back to penang on sunday noon..

fuh!

macam artis dah gaya nye~

neway,

dear RC's

i will be back...

don't worry my dear Clan...

i will be back...

when i don't know...

till then,

i hope you guys are well and happy!~

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25th I Welcome

4:47 AM | Labels: 25, birthday, kazoku, love itself is a mystery, magic, moments, the knights

-sweet 25 almost half way there-

finally i reach it!!

and as happy as i am, i am also sad...

anyway,

this year my friends managed to pranked me..

tahniah!!

at first anys said she wants to invite me and afif to a movie...

of course...

being addicted to movies i just can't said no...

but when we are in the car
she didn't drove to the cinema
but instead

heading to the Studio,
New Media's Studio...

she said she has something to pick up..

her charger...

then all three of us went into the studio...

talking and laughing when suddenly,

"SURPRISE!!"

and came out our friends singing happy birthday~

that was my (and afif) 1st time being prank...

hohohoh...

because June means holiday...

i never celebrated my birthday with friends before...
it was my first time...
so it was meaningful...

since our birthday is not that much apart (afif 17 me 19 June)

they decided to celebrated it together...

and it was nice of them...

i really really really had a great time...

everytime i remember they jumped from behind the curtain and table

i just can't stop smiling...

thanks guys!

i really appreciated it!

-me and birthday boy-

my family host a small party...

like usually,

only kite-kite je...

it was so much fun!!

i was anticipated this year birthday..

that's the only reason i decided to went back instead of staying in USM...

i really want to celebrat my 25th year alive with the family...

so i was happy to be presented with this birthday cake...

but honestly i was surprised to see this cake...

it was actually the same from previous birthday...

hahahaha...

reincarnation i suppose...

oh well,

my feelings at that time was happy and confused..

i'm not mad or anything...

just the choice of the cake startled me for a sec...

but that confusing and startling is one fault

that i must remember not doing

-again-

we can get upset for the smallest things...

every thing went wrong for that birthday...

i really hate it...

-forgive me but i need to tell this story-

what i feel... what happen...

i want to preserve it for the future....

i hate it when i said stop no one listen...

i hate it when they can't control their feelings on my birthday...

it's my birthday for god's sake!

pleasela...

you guys bukan budak kecik...

must you broke things to get statisfied?!

must you be angry just because people tease you!!

i went back to celebrated this birthday with you guys,

and this is the birthday i got...

it will be one birthday that hard to forget...

i really am disappointed...

if i can control all emotion that day...

why can't you? or you? or even you?

it's suppose to be my day...

now it become what?

worse day....

instead of being happy and say good things to me,

i have to consult you guys...

i really am angry and sad...

what a bad luck...

and someone said that next time,

we say what we want for birthday,

so there won't be 2nd times again...

but if we do that where is the element of surprise?

i don't want to say whose wrong or right...

no one is perfect...

i just hope everyone can understand each other...

there's a reason for that cake,

and there's a reason for that teasing...

just bare for a moment...

no need to be that upset and upsetting other people..

if you can't do it for yourself,

think for other people..

your action can harm people...

therfor i am so sorry...

because of my action this year,

my birthday is not as happy as i want it to be...

but furthermore,

i hope we get to learn more about people around you...

people change and it's not going to hurt you,

to learn about them everyday...

i hope this year birthday will not repeat itself again...

i try to be better tomorrow...

and i hope you guys forgive yourself,

as i already forgive...

so that's my 25th birthday....

this will make sure i remember my 25th birthday for a very very long time..

and i really appreciated that you guys manage to cool yourself down...

and let me enjoy the rest of my birthday happily...

you guys get matured every year...

i really love you guys and therfor

please forgive me...

for telling this story...

how my baby sis, little sis and twins grow,

i don't know...

but thank you guys..

thanks for being there for my birthday...

for trying really hard to celebrate my birthday...

though it happen like that i still have fun... a little bit... hihhihi...

and the cake is delicious...

but maybe for next time,

don't go for the same cake twice...

hahahah!!

and get me a present!

a real one!!

not 'kasih sayang' and song!!

and my twins,

i really am sorry i'm not there on your birthday...

i try to be there next year....

thank you for your hard work....

i appreciate it so much....

oh baby sis...

thank you for 'cleaning' it when there's no one to help...

you really gave me comfort that time...

i sincerely glad that you are there to keep me company...

and my little sis,

thank you for coming to my birthday party,

despite your busy schedule...

thank you...

i really glad that all my knights are there on that day...

but we got to make a feast more like a feast~

there's no chicken chop that day...

i just love chicken chop....

craving for it...

but i rather cook it then buy it...

neway,

thanks mom and dad

for giving birth to me....

thanks maklong for always care for me...

to ablong and kaklong,

thanks for being there...

finally,

thank you knights

for always be a faithful knights....

moral of this year birthday sometimes words hurt...

ohana means family,

family means i love you...

just that

(^__^)

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tada!~

2:53 AM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~, moments

yeah!~

that's right!~

i'm finally home!!~

it's been a week though,

been wanting to updates but haven't got any chances...

too happy enjoying this moments...

hahahah~

actually i got the pictures when i first got in KL...

but i don't know why,

my bluetooth connection failed...

and i tried many many times already...

still we have Mr. Google aren't we...

here what it's like haven't come home for a while...

maybe not this beautiful...

and not this clear with colour and all...

but i think u understand what i'm trying to say...

it's good to be back!!~

i have to go back for certain matters....

and return back and back again...

then i will be home for good!!~

and then finally...

the time we have been waiting for...

or i've been waiting for...

muahahahahha!!~

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strength and love

2:30 AM | Labels: kazoku, moments, the knights

now adays after the accident,

i felt that i am never myself..

i don't know why..

i think I've lost my spirit...

if i lose it,

then Mr.Spirits please come back to me..

i need you back...

without you....

i cried a lot..

after watching movies,

reading manga,

reading quotes,

as long as it's sad,

my tears will fall slowly...

after praying when i pray i become emotional..

i can't help it,

so....

i just let it fall slowly...

better out than in i think..

i need my spirits back..

i miss my knights and clan..

i wish they are here with me..

to be here with me...

when you are by my side,

you guys can ease my pain...

and,

you can make it disappears...

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wise words

7:01 AM | Labels: kazoku, kizuna, magic, moments, near death experienced, times

in time like this,

i appreciated this kind of wise words..

reading them makes me feel relieved...

it help me go through hardship...

some of the wise words that help me hold on...

"it's not you fault.. don't blame yourself.."

"its just a car..."

"kete boleh baiki, nyawa hanya satu..."

"what will happen will happen, no matter what we do..."

"it a relieved that you are safe, everything else does not matter..."

"i am glad that you are okay..."

"don't blame yourself... i don't why should you?"

"i know it's painful, the burden that you carry are far heavier than others... but be stong.. just this once i ask you to be strong... forgive yourself..."

"this will make you tougher and stronger..."

"mak sayang anak-anak mak..."

"xpe janji kaklang selamat..."

"akak taknak kaklang nangis... akak x kesah pun pasal kete tu.. dah dah jangan nangis.."

"perkara yang wat kin sedih bukan tu. tp kitorg xdpt nk brada di sisi kaklang nk tolong. it must been hard to face it alone. weirdo is just a car in the end."

"try to think positives..."

"don't see the downfall of this, try to see the good things that happen because of this...
then you will see a brand new things.."

"benda kat dunia ni jadi untuk mengajar kita.. kalau tak jadi kita x tahu.."

"takpela kereta tu nanti boleh uruskan.. janji kaklang x ape-ape.."

"nak mintak maaf buat ape, mende dah jadi. next time hati-hati... kereta bole repair, nyawa x bole.."

"if ALLAH dah kate kun fa ya kun kaklang..."

"tak luka tak cedera bersyukur sangat... masih mampu bergerak lagi.."

"sayang kaklang.."

and when i heard my mom crying on the phone..

i also automatically started to cried...

she said;

"ingat mak tak risau ke? nak tengok tak boleh... anak jauh... abis mak nak buat camne? ni kaklang tak jadi ape-ape pun mak dah syukur sangat dah..."

i also thankful that no one scolded me or get angry when i gave them the news..

all of them abah, ablong, kakngah and mak take the news calmly...

the speaked to me with soft voices...

i appreciated that so much...

in that state they know how afraid i am...

they speaks to me softly and that makes me calm...
that makes me less afraid because i know they will always be with me...

i really appreciated all the love i have been receiving...

all the pray that are for me...

all the love message and words of wisdom...

i sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart...

thank you..

thank you...

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tada!~

strength and love

wise words