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25th I Welcome

4:47 AM | Labels: 25, birthday, kazoku, love itself is a mystery, magic, moments, the knights

-sweet 25 almost half way there-

finally i reach it!!

and as happy as i am, i am also sad...

anyway,

this year my friends managed to pranked me..

tahniah!!

at first anys said she wants to invite me and afif to a movie...

of course...

being addicted to movies i just can't said no...

but when we are in the car
she didn't drove to the cinema
but instead

heading to the Studio,
New Media's Studio...

she said she has something to pick up..

her charger...

then all three of us went into the studio...

talking and laughing when suddenly,

"SURPRISE!!"

and came out our friends singing happy birthday~

that was my (and afif) 1st time being prank...

hohohoh...

because June means holiday...

i never celebrated my birthday with friends before...
it was my first time...
so it was meaningful...

since our birthday is not that much apart (afif 17 me 19 June)

they decided to celebrated it together...

and it was nice of them...

i really really really had a great time...

everytime i remember they jumped from behind the curtain and table

i just can't stop smiling...

thanks guys!

i really appreciated it!

-me and birthday boy-

my family host a small party...

like usually,

only kite-kite je...

it was so much fun!!

i was anticipated this year birthday..

that's the only reason i decided to went back instead of staying in USM...

i really want to celebrat my 25th year alive with the family...

so i was happy to be presented with this birthday cake...

but honestly i was surprised to see this cake...

it was actually the same from previous birthday...

hahahaha...

reincarnation i suppose...

oh well,

my feelings at that time was happy and confused..

i'm not mad or anything...

just the choice of the cake startled me for a sec...

but that confusing and startling is one fault

that i must remember not doing

-again-

we can get upset for the smallest things...

every thing went wrong for that birthday...

i really hate it...

-forgive me but i need to tell this story-

what i feel... what happen...

i want to preserve it for the future....

i hate it when i said stop no one listen...

i hate it when they can't control their feelings on my birthday...

it's my birthday for god's sake!

pleasela...

you guys bukan budak kecik...

must you broke things to get statisfied?!

must you be angry just because people tease you!!

i went back to celebrated this birthday with you guys,

and this is the birthday i got...

it will be one birthday that hard to forget...

i really am disappointed...

if i can control all emotion that day...

why can't you? or you? or even you?

it's suppose to be my day...

now it become what?

worse day....

instead of being happy and say good things to me,

i have to consult you guys...

i really am angry and sad...

what a bad luck...

and someone said that next time,

we say what we want for birthday,

so there won't be 2nd times again...

but if we do that where is the element of surprise?

i don't want to say whose wrong or right...

no one is perfect...

i just hope everyone can understand each other...

there's a reason for that cake,

and there's a reason for that teasing...

just bare for a moment...

no need to be that upset and upsetting other people..

if you can't do it for yourself,

think for other people..

your action can harm people...

therfor i am so sorry...

because of my action this year,

my birthday is not as happy as i want it to be...

but furthermore,

i hope we get to learn more about people around you...

people change and it's not going to hurt you,

to learn about them everyday...

i hope this year birthday will not repeat itself again...

i try to be better tomorrow...

and i hope you guys forgive yourself,

as i already forgive...

so that's my 25th birthday....

this will make sure i remember my 25th birthday for a very very long time..

and i really appreciated that you guys manage to cool yourself down...

and let me enjoy the rest of my birthday happily...

you guys get matured every year...

i really love you guys and therfor

please forgive me...

for telling this story...

how my baby sis, little sis and twins grow,

i don't know...

but thank you guys..

thanks for being there for my birthday...

for trying really hard to celebrate my birthday...

though it happen like that i still have fun... a little bit... hihhihi...

and the cake is delicious...

but maybe for next time,

don't go for the same cake twice...

hahahah!!

and get me a present!

a real one!!

not 'kasih sayang' and song!!

and my twins,

i really am sorry i'm not there on your birthday...

i try to be there next year....

thank you for your hard work....

i appreciate it so much....

oh baby sis...

thank you for 'cleaning' it when there's no one to help...

you really gave me comfort that time...

i sincerely glad that you are there to keep me company...

and my little sis,

thank you for coming to my birthday party,

despite your busy schedule...

thank you...

i really glad that all my knights are there on that day...

but we got to make a feast more like a feast~

there's no chicken chop that day...

i just love chicken chop....

craving for it...

but i rather cook it then buy it...

neway,

thanks mom and dad

for giving birth to me....

thanks maklong for always care for me...

to ablong and kaklong,

thanks for being there...

finally,

thank you knights

for always be a faithful knights....

moral of this year birthday sometimes words hurt...

ohana means family,

family means i love you...

just that

(^__^)

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Black as we see it...

2:02 AM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~, fyp, kizuna, magic

here i am...

wondering my own business,

when suddenly...

we all was like,

what?!!

not again...

it happen so many times already..

it can hurt our soul and lappy,

lappy can't be switch off like that..

it hurt him~

yeah, it's totally black out rite now..

i was on phone with mom when i hear 'tap'!

and then the whole floor went black..

or dim...

~~but there are still light in level 2...~~

hmm..

~~but i know it is dark here..~~

and they said the power source 'tendang' the main power...

thus all the power been cut off..

sugoi kan..

like all of our equipment is so damn powerful that power source can't support us..

thus he demand a raise!~

-gimme a raise!!-

~~what a face 0-o~~

oh dear..

our 2nd year was doing their editing thingy...

and didn't save em when this happen..

poor them...

our class also face the same problem..

hope everyone keep calm..

and

let's keep fighting for the FINAL!

ganbare minna!

even in this kind of state we still have each other...

hahahah!!

in this kind of situation,

i wish i had my crush with me..

so i can makes this an opportunity to be close..

but i don't have crush...

-sigh-

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alhamdulillah

10:54 PM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~, exhibition, fyp, its have a reason~~, magic

bersyukur aku padaMu, ya Allah

alhamdulillah

setelah pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran yang datang padaku...

akhirnya aku berjaya juga dipilih sebagai salah seorang peserta

dalam pameran tahun akhir Rintis 2012....

walaupun bagi diriku,

projek ku amatla sederhana tetapi apabila dipilih aku berasa bersyukur yang amat..

alhamdulillah...

syukran ya Allah, syukran...

tidak sia-sia kau berikan aku dugaan dan cabaran...

kerana kini aku merasai manisnya kejayaan itu...

syukran ya Allah...

aku berdoa juga padaMu, ya Allah,

permudahkan urusan 8 lagi sahabatku...

biarla kami semua dapat bersama-sama dalam pameran ini...

ya Allah ya Tuhanku,

perkenankanla doa hambaMu ini...

amin....

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wise words

7:01 AM | Labels: kazoku, kizuna, magic, moments, near death experienced, times

in time like this,

i appreciated this kind of wise words..

reading them makes me feel relieved...

it help me go through hardship...

some of the wise words that help me hold on...

"it's not you fault.. don't blame yourself.."

"its just a car..."

"kete boleh baiki, nyawa hanya satu..."

"what will happen will happen, no matter what we do..."

"it a relieved that you are safe, everything else does not matter..."

"i am glad that you are okay..."

"don't blame yourself... i don't why should you?"

"i know it's painful, the burden that you carry are far heavier than others... but be stong.. just this once i ask you to be strong... forgive yourself..."

"this will make you tougher and stronger..."

"mak sayang anak-anak mak..."

"xpe janji kaklang selamat..."

"akak taknak kaklang nangis... akak x kesah pun pasal kete tu.. dah dah jangan nangis.."

"perkara yang wat kin sedih bukan tu. tp kitorg xdpt nk brada di sisi kaklang nk tolong. it must been hard to face it alone. weirdo is just a car in the end."

"try to think positives..."

"don't see the downfall of this, try to see the good things that happen because of this...
then you will see a brand new things.."

"benda kat dunia ni jadi untuk mengajar kita.. kalau tak jadi kita x tahu.."

"takpela kereta tu nanti boleh uruskan.. janji kaklang x ape-ape.."

"nak mintak maaf buat ape, mende dah jadi. next time hati-hati... kereta bole repair, nyawa x bole.."

"if ALLAH dah kate kun fa ya kun kaklang..."

"tak luka tak cedera bersyukur sangat... masih mampu bergerak lagi.."

"sayang kaklang.."

and when i heard my mom crying on the phone..

i also automatically started to cried...

she said;

"ingat mak tak risau ke? nak tengok tak boleh... anak jauh... abis mak nak buat camne? ni kaklang tak jadi ape-ape pun mak dah syukur sangat dah..."

i also thankful that no one scolded me or get angry when i gave them the news..

all of them abah, ablong, kakngah and mak take the news calmly...

the speaked to me with soft voices...

i appreciated that so much...

in that state they know how afraid i am...

they speaks to me softly and that makes me calm...
that makes me less afraid because i know they will always be with me...

i really appreciated all the love i have been receiving...

all the pray that are for me...

all the love message and words of wisdom...

i sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart...

thank you..

thank you...

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near Death experiences...

3:43 AM | Labels: 2012, kizuna, magic, moments, near death experienced

near death experiences...

a bit exaggerated right...
i know...

but how else should i put it...

11/4/2012

berlaku gegaran sebanyak 8.7 skala richer...

can you imagine?

8.7!

it's like you are sitting on the ship and suddenly the waves hit your boat..

that's how i felt at 4.30pm in my school's building...

in 3rd floor...

i was doing my FYP...

cutting here,

cutting there...

chatting...

when suddenly my friends shout;

"eh gegarla!"

and we all went silence and then it hit all of us...

we are shaking...

the building are shaking..

you can see things moving...

things like your mouse, chair and boxes...

then one of my friends shout

"everybody out!"

and we rushed out to the ground floor...

and my friends Izzah called her dad...

and then when we received the news...

acheh, Tsunami...

apparently Acheh has received the shaking's number...

and they even saw the white line in the sea...

and the shaking is as high 8.7!

sampai ke Malaysia getaran tu terasa...

and all of us begin to rushed to the mosque...

to pray for all of our lives..

as we all are in Penang...

the area that are close to Acheh,

the impact on us is also big...

the only things for us to do is

PRAY....

PRAY...

and keep on,

PRAYING....

we also begin to browse the internet...

logging to FACEBOOK and find news...

anything we can regarding our safety..

and i found this;

‎[RED ALERT MALAYSIA] Initial tsunami wave prediction arrival times:

1. Georgetown - 09:11pm 11th April 2012 MY Time

2. Port Dickson - 02:10am 12th April 2012 MY Time

3. Singapore - 07:51am 12th April 2012 MY Time

it hit me right in the face...
georgetown
9.11pm
that's so close to USM...
i didn't panic...
but i am scared...
i'm nervous...
sad...
and i haven't see my parents in awhile..
it will be a sad things for me...
because
i would like to see them before i go...

kin called me...
she said,
"kaklang minta maaf... kin xdapat buat apa-apa.."
that's gives me tears...
there's nothing anyone can do...
so don't be sorry kin...

i am touched...
i pray that it didn't happen..
it just a warning...
nothing will happen...
insyaAllah...
we all pray...

people let out the best of them
in this kind of situation...
all of my friends,
did not leaves anyone behind..
we stay together...

john called eaty and said to her;
"aku nak kitaorang semua berkumpul. aku taknak kite berpecah."
he also said
"aku tahu tempat tinggi. kita berkumpul kat sane."
john did some research and found a higher ground...
higher than the mosque...
it will be safer to be in a higher place...

after maghrib we all left to the bukit HBP...
the 2nd higher ground in USM...
and
we wait...

as we wait,
i can't stop thinking...
how lucky i am..
to have this people...
to be with me through bitter and sweet...
how wonderful this people...
i am blessed...

nothing happen...

at 10.30pm,
john decided it's saves..
as the
government gave statement that there are no tsunami and it is saves..
and we all went to out studio in our school...
as we still feel scared,
john decided it is best if all of us stay in one place...
and we did...

and today,
we still feel shaky...
but its hard to notices...
about 5.4 i think...
low but i hope it will end...

and we still here...
praying and staying together...
hoping it will pass...
insyaAllah...

kakngah went to singapore today...
i am afraid because its not really a good time for her to go to singapore...
but mak and abah gave their permission...
i just send her with doa to ALLAH SWT,
that she will be saves...
pergi dengan selamat dan balik dengan selamat...
insyaAllah...

what ever happen to me...
i just want people to know,
that i am blessed...
with family and friends that love me...
and i love them so much...

i am praying for all the people...
semoga ALLAH SWT merahmati kita semua...
semoga ALLAH SWT menjauhi kita daripada sebarang malapetaka...
ya ALLAH Kau lindungila kami semua...
hanya padaMU kami memohon,
kerna Kau Tuhan Maha Berkuasa lagi Maha Penyayang...
berkatila kami...
amin amin ya rabbal alamin

p.s i am blessed as mak and abah didn't panic at all when i told the about the 8.7 skala richer..
and when i said
"mak if ape2 alang minta maaf ea..."
she just laugh...
and told me
"hahahah... yela... xde ape-ape tu..."
though i know they both are worried but they keep calm when talking to me..
abah also advice me to go to higher ground..
to search for refuge...
i love them all!
the people in my lives!
how bless i am...
terima kasih ya ALLAH SWT...
kerna mengurniakan mereka kepadaku....
amin...

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Picnic in Feringhi

1:59 PM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~, Good FRiends~, kizuna, magic, moments

Picnic with Bestie!

it was a fun day for the four of us!!

me, eaty, zaa and eieen...

the original plan was,

eieen will come to eaty's dorm if and only if there's food prepare by me..

and then out of no where,

eaty said.

"eh ape kate kite gi picnic?"

and that's when all this nonsense become a reality..

at 10.30am me and eaty when to Tesco and bought things needed for the picnic...

air,ayam,mangkuk,sayuran...barang2 basah... to name a few...

and balik from TESCO super FLASH we started to cooked..

but eventually at 4.30pm we finished!

menu:

spaghetti prepare by me...

sandwiches prepare by eaty....

coleslaw prepare by zaa...

the spaghetti was what do i called it?

success?

i think success is a good way to describe it..

as i cooked it with not the usual ingredients..

i just let the ingredients be equally or slightly the same with the original one...

huhuhu...

luckily it taste good...

~~takut sangat keracunan makanan kawan2 alang...~~

and the sandwiches is delicious!~

the 1st to siap pun sandwiches gak..

thank you to eaty for the sandwich and jadi bendahari kitaorg..

you're the best!

tambahan cili for kak long eieen...

hihihi, and we pack a whole sack with pepper for eieen!!

hahahahah~

and the last one, which took us the longest time to prepare is

COLESLAW...

seriously...

nak potong cabbage and carrot to tiny pieces...

takes a lot and a lot of time!!

and patience...

tengok zaa buat and make a couple of them myself...

i can't stand them really...

huhuhu....

but it taste good!

good effort to zaa...

and we have a good good time!!

we arrived at the beach at 6.30...

late right?

but sokay..

the original plan was to eat at the beach pun..

so we eat and eat..

takes photo and eat some more..

and at 7pm eaty said..

"wei korang jomla mandi.. dah pukul 7 dah ni!"

and we rushed to the beach and

mandi!!

the beach at this time still terang..

luckily i said..

and at 7.30 we are done..

just to get the feel..

so 30 minutes is enough...

and we pack super duper flash!!

sebab eaty dengar monyet nak datang rompak makanan kiteorang...

eieen and eaty zup zup zup,

dah ader kat depan...

super duper flash!

got a glimpse of the monkey...

they are looking at us...

intensely...

macam nak makan/terkam kiteorang.....

we run run run...

fuh!

selamat..

and we mandi2 siap2 and then ke masjid...

after solat,we go to Relau...

why you ask?

of course to Karaoke!!!

hahahah....

so we pick the 1 song = rm 1~

and after we sang song we decided to eat the leftover of our food...

and headed to Queensbay's beach...

we open the picnic's food once again...

and,

MAKAN!!!

we makan so banyak kali...

XDDD

but we are super duper happy..

yelah to create the last memories in this few months..

before we part kan...

so things that i cannot forget from this picnic is;

1-we solat at masjid terapung.. which the toilet is next to bilik mandi jenazah...

but the masjid is really beautiful...

2- zaa dropped the coleslaw that took most of her times...

and when the Tupperware dropped she screams

"korang korang! nak buat ape ni? orang x thu nk buat ape!"

XDDD

3-eaty xnak tunaikan permintaan alang nak tembikai smile sbb xthu nak potong...

and she said "x tunaikan pun satu memori tu" ^^

4-zaa tunaikan since she said to eaty

"bak sini,meh orang yang tunaikan permintaan koko"

terharu!~ ^^

5-lari super duper flash sbb nampak monyet..

6-menyanyi kat relau...

zaa melepaskan perasaan kat pusat karaoke...

7-practice panning+nightshot kat karaoke..

8-picnic kat queensbay beach...

9-picnic with my bestie!

thank you so much guys....

for this awesome memory!!

p.s i update the photos once i get them from eaty....

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new Chapter in her lives...

1:44 PM | Labels: Good FRiends~, magic

tahniah!~

to my dear friends,

eieen!~

dah selamat bertunang dah hari tu...

terharu sbb eieen akan memulakan bab baru dalam hidup de..

eieen, semoga sentiasa bahagia di samping orang tersayang...

majlis eieen,

unik sbb ader tol2....
eh majlis kawin kak ghan unik...
hihihi~ tertukar plak...

ader sistem tol...
3 tol kalau x silap...

first time tgk,

sbb time ablong dorg x buat tol...

pastu ader telur asin, ganti telur ayam...

mmg favourite sy so sgt happy dpt telur asin ni!!

thank you to eieen and family!!

waktu nak gi majlis ni agak padat,

dari penang hari khamis malam...

smpai kl pagi jumaat..

malam jumaat pergi johor...

sampai johor kul 4 pagi sabtu...

then gi majlis eieen 10.30..

padahal majlis kul 9.55 pagi..

~~maaf kami tertido...~~

neway,

kami sempat tgk eieen gak...
cuma x sempat tgk sarung cincin...
T__T

ambik gambar sket...

(tipo!!)

okay okay,

ambik gambar byk2~

pastu tunggu majlis kak ghan kul 1 lebih...

tahniah kak ghan!~
ader orang berarak datang n bunyi kompang...
cecepat kami kejar n tgk~

kak ghan n abg G tahniah!!

semoga dikurniakan anak2 yang comel dan solehah!~

after tu kul 2 petang kiteorg balik KL...

smapai dlm kul 8.30...

esoknyer kul 1.30 bertolak ke penang...

saat ni terase diri ni artis..

ader show di merata2 tempat...

bahagia nyer~

hihihih~

to eieen,

i wish you the very best in your lives!

may you are happy and bless by Allah SWT...

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Sweet~

11:25 PM | Labels: magic, moments

sgt sweet...

eaty,

thanks sbb puji...

dengan ini sy printscreen...

sbb sy sgt suke statement anda!!!

saya sayang awak!!!

yeah!

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Loves is still Loves...

8:56 PM | Labels: baby sis, kazoku, little sis, magic, moments, the knights, twins

Loves is still Loves...

regardless how it looks like...

loves can be material-wise...

loves can be attention-wise...

loves can be anything...

people have their own way to show loves...

someone can't really hugs or kisses...

so they give card...

sometimes they too loud...

so they scream

"I LOVES YOU!!"

sometimes...

you get scolded...

and that too,

is one form of loves...

you are blessed

if you experienced any kind of loves...

so loves everyone you loved..

gives them loves,

because you never knew when is the last time...

you get to give it em'....

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

to my family, friends, and strangers, ...

to my Dear Rozbid Clan....

to my Dear Knights...

to people who are reading this...

to someone out there..

to someone here...

this is for you....

because each and everyone of you deserved it...

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25th I Welcome

Black as we see it...

alhamdulillah

wise words

near Death experiences...

Picnic in Feringhi

new Chapter in her lives...

Sweet~

Loves is still Loves...