Showing posts with label it happen again.... Show all posts
Showing posts with label it happen again.... Show all posts

Sometimes the ones we loves,

Sometimes,
the one we love the most are one who hurts us the most...

and sometimes,
the best way to resolve this,
is to end it...
even though you will get hurt,
or afraid,
or unsure
but 
to end things that hurt you,
keep you alive...

You are stronger...
Believe you can be free..
believe you are Ok...
believe that this is the best..
Allah is always with us...
no matter what we do,
He will always be there...

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marah bukan alasan...

maaf...
i know marah is never an excuse to pour out my anger to you...
i am so sorry..
i just can't hold it in...
everytime i see it i became intense...
my anger rise as quickly you can said 'YAH!'
i just don't know what else i can do...
it is just too much to keep inside...
and you always called at the wrong time...
i should be grateful that you called,
despite being busy and all...
therefor i am so sorry...
what a fool i am...
i don't know how many times i have apologize,
for the same things over and over again...
but,
please bare with me..
i am not perfect...

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jangan bersedih wahai hati...

sabarla wahai hati

andai dikau disakiti,
 sabarla wahai hati...

andai engkau terasa,
sabarla wahai hati...

andai dikau memiliki marah,
sabarla wahai hati...

andai engkau tidak berpuas hati,
sabarla wahai hati...

wahai  hati...
sekeras-keras hatimu,
terserlah kelembutan pada kelakuan mu...
hanya perkataan 'sabar' yang mampuku berikan...

terjadi sesuatu perkara padamu,
akan menitis air mata padaku..
sabarla wahai hati...

kerna segala yang berlaku adalah dugaan dari-Nya...
janganla dipertikaikan kenapa dan mengapa...
redhala pada ketentuan Illahi...
sabarla wahai hati...

wahai hati,
tidak diberikan kita dugaan jika tidak mampu kita menghadapinya...
kerna ALLAH SWT mengenali diri kita...
lebih dari kita mengenali diri sendiri...

dengan itu hati,
bersabarlah....


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don't act like you understand...

if you don't understand,
it's okay...
but don't pretend like you do...

i can't easily understand...
or atleast i try..

why do you have to be so hard on me...

why?
why?
why?

am i some-kind-of-a-joke?
do you see me wearing a clown mask,
waiting someone to throw me a pie?
so everyone can laugh?

even in this kind of state,
you still choose to be funny?
can't you choose your words carefully...

you know because of words ,
my hearts is hurt,
yet you choose to ignore this...

and now,
you are making it worse..

thank you...
thanks a lot...

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every turn, mistakes

everytime....
everytime...
every single times....
it's always me that's wrong...
it was never you...
you and of course you...

no...
it always
me me me...

okay then...
i am wrong...

if
i do this,
it's my mistakes...
i do that,
it's also my mistakes!

fine then...
put the blame on me...
i am the black sheep...
so why hold yourself...
just blame me like you used to...
put it all on my shoulder...
the same all of you...

if i did this,
pandai terase...
but when you guys did it too,
don't you think i would feel the same...

don't,
don't apologize..
it's my fault...

so i apologize...
i am sorry...
sorry for being here...
sorry for ramble about this..
and 
sorry...
sory for being me...

thank you so much...

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what doesn't kill me, are killing me slowly...

the truth is,
i can handle a thousand bullet...
but never this kind of 'shit'

thank you to you for giving me this pain...
because of this pain,
i know the real you...

i understand that you never understand me...
to that,
i say thank you...

the pain is beautiful...
it doesn't kill me...
but it's killing me slowly...

for that i thank you...
thank you for killing me...

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its happen again~

you know where all the things that happen before??
well it happen again...
and i mean this time its worst!
i just can't stand it anymore!!
why must it happen??
why can't i live a normal peaceful life??
argh!!
human said the are the most intelligent things in the world...
but somehow i doubt it....
if so,
why do i have this feelings??
its because the human is not as smart as they seem...
they just a bunch of liars!!

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