LiFe is HarD, so KeeP oN MovIng: 2016

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Update: before the end of 2016!!

6:37 PM | Labels: 2016, abah, ayuni, little sis, mak, the knights, twins

Can you guys believe it?!!

We are near the end!!

Wow!!

A lot has happened to me this year.

Bitter sweet memories,

gathering, traveling,

birthday, events,

outing, dining,

lepaking, fighting,

family, friends

you name it.

wow.

another month and couple of days and

we will greet the new year.

So a little recaps I think.

(Not of the year but the time I'm MIA XP)

First and foremost.

Congrats to my mom!!

after the operation on the spine,

alhamdulillah she can move her hand!!

a bit more of physiotherapy and insyaAllah

she can walk again.

that's awesome!!

Date: 17 August 2016 (operation)

15 August - 21 August 2015 (period in hospital)

2nd

Vietnam

My first holiday overseas with my bestfriend, Ayuni!

It was super fun!!

and exciting, tiring and scary?

hahaha

It was fun experience and I can't wait for another adventure!

Let's decide where to go next, ye Ayuni!!

Date: 12 August 2016 - 15 August

Yes. I landed and straight away went to the hospital.

This month was the hectic one for me.

3rd

I went to Melaka with ma twin!!

It was not an adventure-tiring-kind of holiday.

It was a relaxation trip to recharge out system

so we can work and live happily for the next month.

Hahahah!!

It was fun and I love it!

Let's plan for another trip with the knights!!

Date: 4th November 2016 - 6th November 2016

4th

The time have come!!

Tata-tada!!

Thank you my daddy for paying off my PTPTN!!

I've been paying them myself and suddenly me daddy said

that he wants to pay off all the balance for my PTPTN's loan.

Date: 10th November 2016

I am so thankful and a little embarrassed too.

But most of all thankful!!

May Allah repays your kindness daddy!!

There's today event

Date: 22th November 2016

I got my first ever (not first ever but for a veryyyyyyyyy loooooooong time)

full body massaged!!

and I sprained my ankle.

T___T

I sprained them maybe last week but

it escalated when I went out with ma twin.

Yeah I know.

I jog and walk without knowing my limit.

Shame on me..

huhuh

Anyway I don't think it is cure but I've been better.

hehehehe..

6th

Dear Little Sister moved!!

She moved to the back of her house.

~~Hahaha sound a bit funny right.~~

Well she moved from her house to the big house behind her.

How to put it into words.

It's kinda a little house in a big house.

So after the person live in the big house moved,

the big house is given to her.

So she moved.

We did a lot of shopping for her house.

A lot I tell you!!

A LOT!!

and it was fun!!!!

We did a lot of shopping and went to a lot of shopping mall!!

I can't think of anything else.

Maybe I will edit this post if I remember them someday.

or maybe just make a new post altogether.

That will be easier.

Anyway,

I got a lot of things on my head.

Kinda make it impossible to think them altogether

but I have to before the end of 2017.

I hope.

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The Revealing...

2:00 AM | Labels: 2016, mak

I trust Allah.

I believe in Allah.

Everything that happen to me,

to my family,

have a meaning.

The good thing and the bad.

In Allah I trust.

*******************

We found out what happen to my mom.

What makes her unable to moves.

To hug,

to embrace,

to love like she used to.

The doctors

two of them said the only way to cure her is

for her to undergo an operation.

It must be be done quickly too.

Or her condition will deteriorate even more.

One of the surgeon said that she is almost paralyzed now,

so it is better to operate her fast

before things get worse.

My mom is not young.

She does not have a fit body.

I'm scares of the operation.

I am afraid of the outcome and everything.

But I also want her to be better.

To have the freedom to walk

to be healthy.

I am putting my faith in Allah.

Allah knows what best.

I'm praying for Allah to show me the way.

For mak to be better.

In Allah I trust.

That whatever happen,

will be the best.

I hope Mak have the freedom to

be this playful again.

insyaallah

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Eid still an Eid, and Mak is still a Mother, regardless

2:53 PM | Labels: 2016, abah, ablong, baby sis, cousin, eid, kazoku, little sis, mak, the knights, twins

It's still Eid so

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Happy Eidul-fitri to everyone!!

one of my poscard design ^__^

Well, to start the Eid is kinda sad and unexpected.

First my mom fall sick.
Really sick.

She's walk with walker before but 3 days before Eid her legs completely gone weak.

Even in the house she has to move using wheelchair.

She can't even lift her hands.

She's been spoon-feed evensince.

So raya this year,

we are busy both with raya's prep and mak.

It's sad when I see my mom looking at her grandchildren

but she can't hold them anymore.

No more nenek's hug...

She can feel but she can't move.

Then, my little sis is on-call for the first and second's raya.

My dad's first Eid is with his second's family.

My cousin Ifah and Ika is with Ifah's family in Johor.

We wait until the 3rd day to visit all the families

but minus ablong's family.

he's going back to Kedah on the 2nd raya.

when we have gather everyone.

but not Ifah and Ika.

I have to wait for the 6th Eid to finally see them.

Mak really push herself to visit the families.

I can see that she's tired and it hurts her to moves,

but I kinda forced her to go.

Well,

raya is no raya if we don't visit the families.

So....

Yeah... I force her..

hahahaha

but on my defends she has tons of fun!!

We meet a lot of my mom's cousin,

Of course I have my share of fun too.

Of course not to mention my cousin!!

who I only get to meet only on special occasion.

I get to meet my aunt and cousin who lives overseas

They come back to celebrate raya in Malaysia.

Aunty, uncle and my cousin at our toksu's house.

It was a full house!!

Totally a blast!!

Mak and abah's selfie
Two of my favourite people!!

The only family's photo that I have.

Woo-hoo, lucky me~

The Rain's Troop abit short this year.

Hahaha still, a happy Eid it is!!~

We are all one crazy-happy bunch!!

Then after we got home
we schedule mak to visit the hospital

The doctors set up a date for the MRI's scan to figure out,

what exactly happen to mak.

I hope she can be cure.

Maybe not as healthy but I sincerely pray

that she can lift her arms and legs again.

To be able to hug again.

Well even with a lot of my family missing on Eid's day

raya is still a raya,

and even without mak's hug,

a mother is still a mother.

regardless.

Love you mak!
I love you all!!

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Present From Twins

12:30 AM | Labels: 2016, twins

ふたごちゃん、ありがとう　

I was present with a gift from my beloved twin!!

We went out with our cousin to hang-out.

We stop at this store and she got attracted to one of the shoes.

The formal looking one and she decided to buy it.

I was looking at this one sandal.

Keep trying without any intention to buy.

She look at me then take the shoes

and she asks the girl to get the shoes for my size.

I was...

"Eh wait wait. It was expensive."

She was like

"I was going to pay with card anyway"

She is super cool!!!

What's more,

mine is way expensive than hers.

I'm grateful to Allah because He gives me her.

May Allah swt bless you with all kind of blessing!

Love you love~

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After a Year~

4:54 PM | Labels: 2016, Good FRiends~, kizuna

Alhamdulillah.

After a year, Allah SWT grant us our prayer.

We finally got to meet after so much hardship.

hahaha it's funny right..

Padahal tak jauh mana pun kite..

Joe's brings her office-mate who is looking for 'hantaran things'

for her wedding..

Congratulations Hana.

It was so fun hanging out in Nilai 3.

Panas of course. In the store they didn't have enought air-cond.

I was drenched in sweat..

T___T

I was totally over-excited looking at the goods there.

It will be fun to shop for raya there.

Maybe after renovation kot (insyaallah. semoga dipermudahkan)

Korang boleh jadi

literally giler, tak tahu nak buat keputusan and penat.

Sangat penat because every stores has it's special things and special price.

But we just went to 3 stores.

and the third one we spend almost 2 hours. hahaha

Then on Saturday,

we get to meet again.

sorry, the photo is with my sister.

Hahaha

it was a nice week.

I get to spend time with my bff,

my twin and my cousin and family.

It was nice!!

Until next time my guys!!~

p.s I actually don't have the intention to post this.

but my addicted sister insist I put this on my blog.

So this is it. hehehe.

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Happy Mother's Day, Mak!!

10:41 AM | Labels: 2016, bonda

Happy Mother's Day, Mak!!!

I love you with all my heart and wish the very best for you.

I may not be a perfect daugter

or even a perfect child but I love you nonetheless.

You are my soul, my shine and my life.

Everything that I do and everything that I am going to do

is because of you.

I hope you will be forever healthy,

and forever happy.

May Allah's SWT bless you my dear mak

and have a happy year

because you deserve every single bits of it!!!

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Happy One Year Anniversary

4:51 PM | Labels: 2016, chapters of my life, Good FRiends~, Home Sweet Hoome, kazoku, kizuna

To tell the truth,

I don't remember exactly the date of this anniversay

but it has been a year in my book.

Happy Anniversary, Me

One Year Have Passed

A year full of anxiety,

A year filled with happiness,

A year where I don't know if this will work out of not,

A year filled with hope and future...

A year in a new house,

A year with new environment,

a new surrounding

and a new beginning.

Allow me to rambles,

If truth been told,

You will know how

I'm grateful that in this 'one year'

everything changed.

I have been nothing but peace and happy

I have fun and I am happy

and I am happy that something did change.

The Bond

Our family's bond

is getting a lot stronger than before.

It's strange to one point but I'm grateful

through thick and thin

this family still holds up together

I always pray that for whatever reason there is,

this family will always be together.

regardless.

-Family is all we had in the end isn't?

With that,

in this new house we have celebrated lots of celebration.

It have been a year, of course

Birthday, Anniversary and Holidays

all I can say is

- Alhamdulillah

There is nothing better than Alhamdulillah

and

I like to think that

Allah has gives us many hardship and He

gives this happiness as rewards.

We treasure things we once lost right.

I treasure this more than before and more than before

I try to keep the bond strong and let it be stronger.

-InsyaAllah, in Allah we trust

Friendship though came out empty...

I haven't had a chance to meet any of my friends

except for the Langkawi's trip.

It is a sad time for my friendship and it is indeed have been

a struggle with myself.

I miss my friends so much

and I missed the time we spend together.

It have been difficult to meet and for that I am sorry.

I will forever holds them close to my heart.

and whenever we do meet,

nothing will change.

We will be us.

Another year to come.

Another new beginning

Let's make the best of this year

and

have faith that for whatever reason you are suffering today,

there will be an endless happiness waiting at the end of the road.

You believe

and the believe will come true.

You are what you believe yourself to be.

If you believe you will be happy,

trust me,

You Will be Happy.

p.s It is impossible to put all the pictures in here.

you know who you are.

I miss you too.

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It's getting harder being me

1:53 PM | Labels: 2016, it still hurts....

I never knew this day will come.

Never would I expected it to be this way.

To feel this pain.

The humiliation.

The suffering of the unknown.

The fault though,

rest in my shoulder

thus the pain doubles it.

How I let this happen?

Every thing has been calculative.

and yet

I let this one slipped.

I am to blamed.

The fault is mine.

The mistakes that should have not happen.

Happen.

Now,

I so confused and scared.

I really hope there is a way out of this.

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I'm Beat~

10:44 PM | Labels: 2016, Home Sweet Hoome

Yesterday I make an oath to do a lot of chores today.

and YES, I did it ALL!!

Alhamdulillah.

I did a lot of things the moment I opened up my eyes.

Sugoi kan.

Celik-celik je terus I begin wiping the kitchen.

Then I wiped the living room.

Oh minus the rooms.

Not that 'rajin' to do the rooms too.

After that I wiped the furniture.

Finish wiping, I begin dusting.

Dusting all the dust and spider-web on the ceiling.

After finish wiping and dusting I starts sweeping the floor.

One after another.

I'm impressed with myself.

Hahaha!!

I finished with putting the laundry into the washing machine

then straight to shower and zohor'.

Wash all that dirty dust!!

Whoosh Whoosh!!

Of course by the time I finish

it is time for me to fill me empty stomach.

It already growling at that time.

Let's starts cooking!!

Nyumm nyummm!!

I made bonda egg sandwich and mine boiled egg.

Of course after all that I took 2 hours rest.

Almost or more.

After maghrib I began do the laundry and straight after that

I began mopping the house.

Mopping is too tiring today.

It's not always like that.

Maybe I grow too old for this job.

T___T

I was sweating like mad!!

Anyway,

finished that I starts making dinner.

No. I was cooking alone.

Takde friends for dinner pun.

Another sad story of my lives.
huhuhu

After dinner, I finish my chores for today

with the dishes.

I am happy with today chores since I fulfilled all of them.

I thought that maybe I should vacuuming tomorrow.

but I'm too tired today so....

ermm....

Let's wait for tomorrow and see how it goes.

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Update: before the end of 2016!!

The Revealing...

Eid still an Eid, and Mak is still a Mother, regardless

Present From Twins

After a Year~

Happy Mother's Day, Mak!!

Happy One Year Anniversary

It's getting harder being me

I'm Beat~