Showing posts with label it is just a normal day. Show all posts
Showing posts with label it is just a normal day. Show all posts

Little Things In Life

It's the little things in life that makes me smile.
I find it amusing.
and true.

I found out something this week.
Not a big thing.
Not noticeable in anyway.

Yet,
it gave me satisfaction
and happiness.

Strange how little that things,
brings out the biggest smile on my face.


Hope next week will be even better for me.
InsyaAllah.

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Chores

This week is tiring if I compare them to other week.
I'm seriously beat.
I feel that the chores was double up somehow.
I did 2 basket of laundry.
It was common though. 
One for me and one more from mak and abah.
Usually it took me less than 30 minutes to do one basket.
Not this time.
This time though, it took me almost two hours for both!
I was sweating!!
I never sweat when doing the laundry.

Then there is vacuuming.
Since I didn't vacuum the house last week,
this week the house look like house of dust~
The vacuuming was like a workout for me.
I was sweating and perspiring.
So yeah.
that was my workout this week.
Hahaha!

I don't like doing house chores
but I also don't like to see my house dirty and dusty.
That's why I don't mind doing the chores.
As long as my house is clean.
Teehee~

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today, i'm alone...

cha chang!!
yes, it's true...
i am alone... mak abah x kire!
i am alone you guys!!

do you know,
that both my sister (baby and little) 
are working today?
well, incase you didn't know,
they got a job in Zoo Negara...
as a ticket girl i think...

oh well,
i pretty lonely and upset,
because i still unemployed...
i want to work!!
i really want!!
damn!

i just can't think straight...
i can't do what i want to do,
due to certain circumstance....

i really want to work...
i want to start working!!
i want to make money...
i want to save money...
i want to have money....
i want to be RICH!!! muahahahaha!
credit to Jessica McLead

this is me imagined myself working like a house elf..
don't get me wrong...
i love the leisure time i have...
i love it!
 but,
i don't mind working..
i like to work...

Dobby likes freedom, miss, but he isn't wanting too much, miss,
 he likes work better.

and more importantly,
i want to start the new adventure...
i want to ease and help out...
i want to widen my horizon...
i want to stretch my wings

and FLY!!!
Angel_xmen3
-this the cool me flying-


oh god,
please make a way for me..
and please let it be easy...



i know hardship teach us more than school and university taught us..
but i would really like it if it was an easy route for me..
but i will work hard...
and i will never stop learning...
credit to owner Caramel 5555

now i just can wait..
hopefully i didn't wait in vain...
insyaAllah...

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it is just a normal day (chapter 4)

-It is just a normal day-

Chapter 4


“It is mine!!” I screamed at 8 years old Aki. Aki and I were fighting over a Barbie doll that daddy bought back from UK. There is one for each of us, but Aki still want mine. Aki is pulling the barbie’s hand.

“No, it’s not! Daddy said we can choose which one we like. I choose this!” Aki screamed back.

“No daddy said you can choose the other three. I already choose this one! Give it back!” I said and start to use my strength to pull the doll using its leg. We were fighting when 14 years old Keira comes into the room and takes the doll from us.

“If this doll makes you fight each other, then I’m going to throw this doll because it is not worth to fight with your siblings over a doll. It’s stupid.” Keira said while looking at both of us. I look down tears started to fall.

“But Keira it is my doll. Aki is stealing my doll.” I said with a slow voice try to hold back my tears. Aki is looking at me with angry face.

“Yeah blame it all on me! Pathetic!” And she stormed out of the room. As soon Aki disappeared I begin to cry. Keira hugged me from behind.

“There there. You have done nothing wrong.” And she gives me the doll. I looked at her surprised and happy at the same time.

“I said you are right but I didn’t say I approved. It is still a bad thing to fight with your siblings let alone your own twins.” Keira holds my shoulder and look at me in the eyes

“Ami, you are better than this. Fight for something that is worth fighting for not for some stupid thing like this.” Keira holds the doll. Keira always talked with us every time we fought with each other. Keira disapproved fighting.

 “Blood is thicker than water.” Keira said again. I nodded, she is right, why do I fight over a doll with Aki. It’s stupid just like Keira said.  I ran to Aki and give her the doll.
“To shared” I said.

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“Mummy, where are you going?” 5 years old Alina asked. Keira lift Alina and support her with her body so she can faced mummy who is putting clothes into the bag. Mummy looked at Alina and kisses her on the forehead. Alina laughs but still looked at mummy for an answered. Alina knew when there is bag that’s means somebody is going somewhere.

“Mummy and daddy will go to Mount Fuji for an exploration.” mummy explains. Alina stares at mummy.

“Why?” She asked. Mummy looked at Keira and smiles. Something must be amusing for them.

“We are working dear but don’t worry we will be back next month.” mummy said to Alina and together they all walked to the front yard where Aki, me and father was playing tagged.

“Hahahaah!! Mummy you are going already?” said 11 years old me. There’s a disappointment tones in my voice. I was holding daddy’s hand and at the sight of the bag I hold his hand more tightly. Mummy smiles at us and nodded.

“We are going now but we will be back next month to celebrate Keira’s 17th birthday.” Mummy said and hugged Keira.

“You are growing into a fine lady.”Daddy said and hugged Keira. Then everyone moved together making a big group hug. After a minute we break off with a laughed.

“Take good care of the girls.” Mummy said to Keira and Keira nodded.

“I will mummy. I always do.” Keira said to mummy.  Mummy then hugged and kissed each and every one of us. Her kissed was longer than usually, I still remember because Alina screamed that she is having hard time breathing.

Mummy looked at all of us and somehow I felt that mummy doesn’t want to go. Mummy just stays there looking at us without moving until daddy nudge her to get into the cab.  Daddy hugged us and I know he is going to whispers the same message he always said every time they are going away.

“Blood is thicker than water and always remember that I loved you so much. Even when I died I still in here.” He said pointing to the heart and he climb into the cab. I looked at Aki, daddy’s words is different this times. Aki just shakes her head as she also doesn’t know why.


As the cabs began to move mummy pulled down the window and scream “Mummy loved you all, always!! Never forget that. Everywhere we go we always there for you.” And that voice tailed away leaving us puzzled. Why are they acting that way?

Tomorrow night we know why.

I remember that night very well. That is the night when we lost both of our worlds. The night my sisters and I know that we have to depend on no one else but our self. The night our nightmares start to begin. The night that makes the whole house screamed and the night that caused Alina to cry every night in the sleeps calling for mummy and daddy. But mummy and daddy won’t be coming back to pat Alina in her sleeps, they won’t be here to assure her they are okay. They won’t make it to Keira’s birthday. They won’t be here for Aki’s, me or Alina’s birthday.  Even if they want they can’t.

My parents died in exploration in Mount Fuji.  No bodies are found. The police said the snow buried their bodies thus making it difficult to recover. We don’t have a body to mourn nor body to make grave. It’s just an empty grave. Nothing is inside. We lost everything that day.

“Mr Abi has left each and every one of you RM 100 000. A house worth Rm 720, 500 is to be shared with the four sisters. The Mercedes 3 series plat number WMM 1 will be given to Miss Keira Neski. The BMW 2 series plat number WMM 2 will be given to Miss Keira Neski. The land in Banting worth RM 1 million will be given to all four sisters to share. That is the last will of Mr. Abi.” The lawyer finished reading the will.

I stay there motionless. I still can believe I have lost my world. I can’t understand why this is happening. Alina is crying and Keira is trying to cool her down. Alina been crying non-stop for the last 4 days. Ever since she knows mummy and daddy won’t be coming back. I want to cry to, I want to shout to. I miss my mummy and daddy. I miss them so much. But every time I want to cry I looked at Alina. She must be missing them more than me. As her older sister I have to stay strong. Just like Keira and Aki.

“Is there anything else?” Keira asked while holding Alina’s in her body.  The lawyer looked at Keira.

“As you already know Mr. Adams are now you legal guardian. Your mother has put it out it in the paper that you four will be in the hands of Mr Adams.” He finished.

“I know. If there is nothing more, we’ll take our leave now. Thank you.” Keira rose from her seat and gestured us to walk to the door. Aki and I walk together hand in hand. Alina is asleep in Keira’s supported. When we reached the car Uncle Adams approached us.

“Is everything okay?” he asked. Keira nodded. We all climbed into the car with Keira and Uncle Adams in the front seat.

“I’ve talked with your Aunt Maria. We want you guys to move in as soon as possible. I will take care of the paper work. By the end of next week we will be in Australia. As a family. ” Said Uncle Adams. Keira stares into Uncle Adams eyes. She looked determined.

“I’m sorry uncle. I know you mean well, but I can take care of my sisters myself. Next year I will be 18 and I can be their legal guardian. Therefore uncle, we are staying here. In our own house. ” Keira said and Uncle looked at Keira like she is mad.

“Keira you need to study not babysits! And Keira, there are 3 young girl that needs loves from their mother and father, 4 including you! They need grownups.” Uncle Adams said. Keira looked us.

“Then I’ll grow up for them.” Keira said. Uncle Adams and Aunt Maria are not happy nor did they agree to let Keira taking care of us. They are few arguments in the house that makes Alina cry and me cry and Aki to stomped her feet. Uncle Adams and Aunt Maria finally give in with a couple of exceptions. One, until Keira turns 21 we will live in Australia. 2nd, Keira must enrolled in university 1st before she can be our guardian. Keira doesn’t approve but after thinking hard she said that it is the best decision for them.

When Keira finally turned 21 she takes all of us back to Malaysia. We moves back to Malaysia when Keira has finished her 1st year in university. Keira actually been accepted into one of Australia’s university but she declined. She wants to study in Malaysia so she can take us home. While studying for her doctorate she also works part times in 7-Eleven, mcdonalds, as an assistant in some company and others job she can. Keira knows how important money is. Though we are kind of lucky, because daddy had leaves us our tuition’s money. Uncle Adams also send us money every month but Keira makes sure we didn’t used all of the at once. Keira is strict with us but she makes sure we have enough. She keeps us together in the house daddy and mummy leaves us.

To keep them alive, to remember them, to revive the joyful memories we had in this sweet home.

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it is just a normal day (chapter 3)

-It is just a normal day-

Chapter 3


I sit near the tree watching families and friends enjoying themselves while hanging in the park. Mothers will bring their children to play in slide while fathers are watching with camera in his hand. What a lovely sight. People come here to clear up their mind so they can think clearly.  That’s why I’m here. But it’s not working for me. My mind is mess up more than before.

Damn! Seriously I can’t even think properly. I sigh again. I don’t know how many times I have sighed this week. Mummy will not approve.

“Now I am confused. How am I supposed to deal with this problem?” I shake my head disbelieving my lucks for this month. I think about them for awhile but my mind can’t take them anymore. Remembering back to that time, I suppose to say no but how could I said no when he said that things to me?

“Don’t give me you answer now. I want you to think first. I can always wait.”

What am I suppose to think? Is he the right one for me? I don’t think he is the right one for me.  Am I neglecting all the signs given to me? My sisters do not know anything at this time. I wonder what Keira will says about me dating?  She never likes the words dating.  For Keira, as a student the main point is to study and never dates.  I understand her situation and therefore I understand her.

The talked we had a while ago are still in my mind.

“If I found out that any of you is dating I will cut all of his fingers off! Especially you, young lady!” Keira points to Alina who is sitting with her books on her laps. Alina gives Keira the rolling eyes.

“I’m serious Alina and make sure you get into medic school or I will make you seats the exam again.” Keira said with a threat to Alina.

“Seriously Keira! Is it necessary? She’s only 17, haven’t even passed her examination yet.” Scolded Aki with unsatisfied face. I sat there and watch them quietly.

Here we go again. They never stop fighting.

“Of course it is necessary and don’t give me that attitude. If I see your results deteriorate again I will make you change course. I mean it!” Again Keira scolded Aki. Aki shakes her head disbelieving the statement and walked away from the room.

 ‘La la la la’ the song from my phone wakes me up from the memory. I checked my phone. It’s my friends from university.

“Yup Ty. What’s up?” I asked.

“When are you coming back?” the 1st question Decty or Ty for short. I think for a while.

“Hmm… I don’t know yet. Maybe a couple more week or days. I don’t know. Why?”

I talked for awhile with Decty who decided that I will be back next week.  Is she allowed to decide for me? And why do I agree? Maybe the bond between us makes me feel ok even if she asked me to go back now.

“I’m doom. Should I tell the rest?” I said leaning to the tree, staring at the sky.

 It is such a beautiful day.

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            “If Keira found out I’m dead!” I scream at Aki. Aki slaps my face. It didn’t hurt but I shill shout hei! at her. We are having meals in her café since I need to talk to her.

            “You think I will let her kills my twins?” She said. Aki sits in front of me while thinking hard, something is bothering her.

            “I never expects abang  Haikal to like you.” She said. I look at her waiting for her to finish her thoughts.

      “I never see him looking at me or even have any interest in me before.” I rolled my eyes at this statement. Aki laughs.

            “We are twins, yes. Identical, no.” I said to her with a-matter-of-fact tone. Of course when people said twins we always picture the same face or features but Aki and I didn’t share those features. She is skinny, I’m a bit plump, and she is like 170cm tall while 160cm for me. She likes butter I like chocolates.  She is athletics I’m more to indoor. She studies dentistry while I study new media. See we are so different, even our skin’s color is different.

            “When is Keira coming back?” I ask Aki. Keira had to fly to India for a meeting. I don’t know when she is coming back. I don’t even know when she flies. One minute she was there and suddenly Aki told me she was gone.

            “2 or 3 days I suppose. But I don’t think she is going straight home. She told me last night that she might visit Uncle Adams house for couple of days. Since it’s been awhile since she visited them,” Aki said. I nodded. Uncle Adam is our mother’s brother, he lives in Australia. We used to visits him twice a year but not so much these days.

“So she is going to Australia for couple of days.” I start and Aki stares at me.

“What, don’t tell me you are going on a date?” Aki teased me. I laugh.

“You or me?” I teased her back and we both laugh. I looked at my watch and raises up from my chair.

“Is it the time already?”  Aki asked. I nod.

“Alina’s class will be finish at 6.30. I have to go now or I will get stuck in the peanut-butter-jam.” I said. Aki nods.

Alina’s piano class is in Bangsar and since it’s near UM I stop by to chat with Aki and told her about Haikal. At first Aki laughs like mad but after a couple of shouts and screamed she finally serious. Aki said to give Haikal a chance since he is a really nice guy, gentlemen guy, serious guy and that and this. Aki is really pushing Haikal to the mountain with that praises. She keeps saying Haikal’s good points and failed to gives the bad ones. I don’t believe people are perfect, it’s always far from the truth.

After saying good bye I leave UM and drive my car to pick up Alina.  I know Aki means well but to said yes to Haikal means I will disobey Keira. I don’t want that. Keira has been giving me so much that I just can’t do that to her. Just like this car. Honda civic is given to me when I get flying colours in my exam last year. I know how much I disappointed Keira when I can’t get into medic school. That is why I study very hard in university to show my gratitude to her. I didn’t ask any present and when she gives me the car I really can’t believe my eyes.

Keira has done everything she could to make us happy. She been trying hard to makes us have all the things we want, all the loves and all the care a father and mother can provide. Ever since our mother and father passed away in mountain accident, Keira takes the responsibility to nurture us the best she could. If mummy and daddy are still alive I know they will be proud of Keira. She has done an excellent job. Even with hand full of us she still had time to go to tuition, part time jobs and classes and now she is one of the youngest surgeons in her hospital and also one of the best.  At 28 she has been given many awards for the research and thesis she has done and people always having a hard time believing that she just 28.

Think thoroughly Keira won’t be that mad at me if I start dating. Since I will be graduating next year I think she can understand if I want to start planning for the future but something didn’t seem right. Why is it? I can’t get married. Not before Keira. What am I thinking.

I look ahead and thanking my brain for making a wise decision.  Traffic is beginning to slow down but I manage to reach Yamaha Music School at 6 pm. While waiting for Alina I start to reminisces the old time. 

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it is just a normal day (chapter 2)

-It is just a normal day-

Chapter 2

“Everything looks fine here. Good.”

I stared at Haikal face. His hands are really delicate when dealing with his patient. I know because I went to a few dentists, and none has his touch. But today my mood is not in their best one. I begin to rise with anger. Is it PMS? I don’t know. But everything that didn’t go according to my liking deserves a shout.

Alina didn’t hear me when I was talking. Shout! My attire is not where I put them before. Shout, though I didn’t know who I shouted at. Aki is late picking me up at the station. Shout! And I didn’t shout at Haikal here, who is arranging the dentist’s tools. No I don’t shout at strangers. But I should have. He was late and clumsy. He always steps in my shoes or bumping into my hands. He keeps apologizing but he still repeated them.

Seriously, he is slower than a turtle.

This is my third times seeing him. Still he keeps doing them wrongly.  I begin to question his abilities but as soon he started to moves his hand to my mouth I know he’s capable.  Yes I know.

“Open wide.” He said and I follow. Will he know what is in my mouth before? Really, all of my secrets will be revealed if he keeps looking into my mouth.

I remember the conversation I had with Aki and Alina the other day.

“You are lucky Ami!” Aki said to me while we are having lunch. Alina takes a piece of sandwiches and nodded.  I looked at them both.

“Why?” I asked.  Aki takes a sipped of her Americano.

“He is hot!!” Alina shouted! Aki surprised either by this statement or her action sprayed her drinks. Fortunately it didn’t hit anyone.  I laughed like crazy at them. Aki stared at Alina.

“He is! Don’t you see his eyes? They are a bit like mine. But more intense.” True I said to myself. Alina does have a romantic-kind-of-eyes. But who is she referring to?

“Who is he?” finally I open up my mouth after minutes of silences. Aki and Alina looked at me surprised with my ignorance of their topic.
“Abang Haikalla!” Aki shouted. I looked at Aki and nodded finally understand this conversation.

“He’s hot? I don’t know about that. I don’t see him that way.” I said truthfully. It is true, as I only see his face as ordinary. Maybe my tastes in guys are a bit different that my sisters.

“Seriously Ami! Seriously?” Aki shouted at me bewildered.  I just sat there with a poker face. Aki’s mouth is full open at my attitude.

“You seriously don’t see it or you just playing dumb?” She asked again. I shake my head.  Seriously I don’t see it.

“I mean, he is the most famous guys in UM, and you said you didn’t see him as hot?!

“He is?!” asked Alina awed.

“Seriously Ami, your taste of guys has been from poor to dreadful.” Aki said with a sigh.

“There is more than enough girl lining up to be his patient. He doesn’t need you. I’m a bit surprised why he asked you though.”

“Are you okay?” Haikal voice wakes me up from my memory. I shake my head to answer his question.

“There is more than enough girl lining up to be his patient. He doesn’t need you. I’m a bit surprised why he asked you though.”

That sentence keep my up all night. After coming here for the third time I still didn’t see Haikal as hot but still that lines statement bugging me so much.

Why does he need me? Maybe he really a couple more points. Patient finally sees his true colour I think. Hihihi, he is not that hot. Is he?

“Ok rinse you mouth please.” Haikal said and begin to raise my seat to its original state.  I rinse my mouth while thinking the same question.

“Why? Hmm…. I don’t get it… ”

“Why what?” Haikal asked.

Uh-oh! Damn! I spoke out loud!

“Are you asking me why I asked you to rinse?” he asked me chuckling at that question. Maybe the question is funny to him. His hand is grabbing something like a screw-driver.  His not screwing anything in my mouth or I kick him.

Haikal is looking at me waiting. I look at him and then at his hand.

“You screwing me you are dead!” I said.

“What?” he spots my eyes in his hand and laugh like mad.

“Hahaha, don’t worry. I am not screwing you up.” He said assuring me. I still didn’t believe him. Dentist, once they said it didn’t hurt, it hurt way too much.

“Don’t worry. Trust me. So are you going to tell what are you thinking about just now?” he asked.

 “Nothing. Just wondering.” I answered. Maybe I should ask him so that he can tell me the real answer, the truth behind the truth.  The truth can stop my sisters from making fun of me. They keep teasing me about Haikal. So matured guys. Very the matured.

“What are you wondering about? You can ask me anything. I’m all ears.” Haikal said with his eyes staring right into my eyes. I begin to juggling my thought into my mind. Many things happen in there but I finally made up my mind.

“Why do you ask me to be your patient?”  I waited for his answer but he quickly set me to lie back so he can continue his work. Maybe that question is a bit personal.

Should I asked or should I not? I’m such a fool.

“Aki told me that you already have 300 points. So why do you need me? I’m just asking. If you don’t want to answer, you don’t have to.” I said with guilt feelings. Haikal remain silence and keep on arranging things.

Eeiiinggggg and that’s the sounds of the drilling. He doesn’t want to answer my question. I am so ashamed. Can I run away? Oh no, he still drilling. Where can I hide my face?

“Because it is you.” Haikal voice shocked me. He finally open up his mouth.

“If you didn’t become my patient, how I’m supposed to get to know you?”

I’m not sure if what I’m hearing is correct. So I just remain silence. Even if I want I can’t talk, his hands are working with my mouth.

“The first time that I see you I know. Finally I’ve found you.” Is he confessing to me? Oh my god! Wait, maybe he meant his dream patient where every teeth he can do fillings. Yup! That’s must be it.

“I already have full marks, but I need this one here for my future.”  

Seriously?

“So, since you bought this up I think I have to tell you something worth mentioning.” My heart begins to beat faster.

“I want you as my patient simply because” Haikal lean near my ears and slowly he open his mouth.

“I like you.”

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it is just a normal day (chapter 1)



-It is just a normal day-


Chapter 1

It is just a normal day. Just like any other day. The only thing that different is today I’m accompanying my sister Alina with her dentist appointment. The best thing about today appointment is that my sister’s dentist is also my sister. Aki is in her 3rd year of dentistry to graduate she needs to collect 300 marks. The marks are obtained when she heals a patient.  Alina is more than happy to be her patient even though she has dentist phobia.

I just accompany Alina today. Aki doesn’t want me as her patient because we study in different university plus, I’m still studying and can easily go to my university dentist for any appointment. So no problem there.

            “oh my, this is such a bore!” I said out loud. Though it is fun to rounding around but to be here without anyone to talk to, is boredom.

            “you can go out if you want.” Aki said to me without even looking at me. She is busy  with Alina.

            Is  she operating on her mouth or what?

            “really? You don’t need me here?” I asked to be sure but my feet already moving towards the exit.

            Aki turns her head towards me and make a gesture for me to go quickly. Jacksyen her partner just laughs at me. I smiled at them and leave.

            Finally!! An hour watching them really put me into total darkness! Try to be here for 3 hours doing nothing!

            I walk around the clinic. There are so many people today. Some of them are waiting while some are like me. Wondering around. Reading the articles or watching television. Really, I have nowhere to go. This place is like a whole new world. I take the stairs and walk towards the ground floor.

            Maybe something interesting there.

            I walked to the bulletin board and start reading. What’s this. I looked and reread. Damn! I can’t understand a single word!

            The articles really makes me angry and I quickly turn to go elsewhere.

            BAM!! What the?!

            I hit something! I quickly looked ahead of me. Okay, this is awesome! I hit a man! Why is he even here!

            “sorry about that. I didn’t see you.” I quickly apologize to the man.  I raised my head and look at him. I see his eyes are all on me.

            Blahla blahla! I want to move! But since he didn’t utter a single word, I give up and begin to talk again.

            “I’m sorry. You not hurt are you?” I asked again but with urgency in my voice. So that the man can said what he wants then let me off. Why are we standing in the middle of the aisle anyway? Everyone is looking at us now.

            Wait! Why everyone is looking at us?

            I quickly scanned the man. It must be him. They can’t really looked at me. I’m not special. And I got my answer right away. Apparently the man is a doctor. He’s wearing the lab coat Aki is wearing. Maybe people are looking at us because the man is a doctor.

            Great! I will be sued for attacking a doctor.

            “nothing hurt here. Don’t worry.” I looked at him surprised. Wow his voice is so soft! Like really really soft..

            I quickly balanced my mind and nod my head. After pausing for a while I begin to walk away.

            “ok then.” I was about to move when he stops me with his left hand.

            “are you a patient here?” he asked with that soft voice. Only now his voice is soft plus sweet.

            Damn! I begin to like his voice! Double damn!

            “you can say that. I’m in a hurry. Excuse me.” I start to walk to escape from there. Before leaving I quickly glance back at him. His face is ordinary, if not for his voice I will not noticed him. There’s nothing special about his face. But I can't stop myself from staring at him.

            God! He’s staring back! Quickly I walk away from that place.

            I’ve reached Aki’s cubicle where she’s operates her clinic. There are many cubicles here.  All of them are busy walking and treating their patient. Its chaos in here!

            As I reached Aki, I see she still working with Alina’s teeth. Okay, another hour then. Maybe I should head to café. Aki spots me.

            “back  already? We haven’t done much.” She told me.  I nod. I can see that. Should I go to the café? I don’t know. Instead I just stand there watching her operates on Alina’s teeth. Alina must have a blast since her sister is operating her. Yeah right! Dentist-phobia!

            “aki.” Suddenly someone called for Aki from my back. Aki and I both turn at the same time.

            Him!

            “Abang Haikal?” aki spoke. I turn to her. So she know this guy! Is he going to report to my sister that I hit him? Is this going to be a hit-and-run case?! Damn damn!

            Aki turn to face this so called abang Haikal. Jacksyen also facing him smiling. Since Aki is calling him Abang which means brother I assume this could be his senior. She won’t called her lecturer abang.  

            “abang, do you need anything?” aki asked again while her hand is holding that things dentist do to clean the teeth. Haikal looked at me and smile. He points at me and smiles at Aki.

            “can abang borrow her?” he ask. Borrow? What? Me?! I look startled at this. He is pointing at me. I am not stupid I know he mean me. Aki looks at me and back to Haikal. She looks puzzled. Alina is raising her sunglasses that Aki provided her to protect her eyes from the light . Alina spot Haikal and then look at me also puzzled. I raised my shoulders. I also doesn’t understand what he mean by borrow.

            “your patient?” Aki asks Haikal. Oh, to be his patient. So that is borrow. I nod to show I understand but Aki mistaken me.

            “sure. She seems okay with it.” Aki said with eased. I looked at Aki with open mouth but Aki being tight with the schedule just turn back facing Alina and quickly the einnnnng sounds begins. She is drilling Alina’s teeth.

            “Alrite! Okay please come with me.” Haikal said to me. Since Aki didn’t mention anything and everyone already back to their jobs. I have nothing to say and just walk with him. We walk to the 1st floor. Aki’s clinic is in the 2nd floor.

            We reached a door. Haikal opens the door and when we get in he said,

            “Welcome to the 5th Year Clinic” oh. So this is the 5th year clinic. So that’s means he is also in his 5th year. Ooo..

            There’s not much different than the 3rd year clinic except it’s a bit empty. Not many people are here. If I count correctly there are only 12 people including patient. See not that many.

            “not much different than the one before.” I said as we walk to the cubicle in the end. It’s far away from people.

            Haikal smiles at me and asks me to sits.

            “yup, not much different. There are not many people here though.” I make a face at this line. Haikal laughs, “as you have noticed. 5th year can use this room to their liking. So that’s why it’s a bit empty. We don’t have fix time table.”

             I nod my head. I am preparing myself to be treated by this dentist. Unlike Alina, I am not afraid of dentist but that doesn’t mean I like them too. Haikal turn to me with a file in his hand. He smiles at me and sit infront of me.

            “just a couple of question.” He said. Damn again. I really begin to like his voice.

            “okay.” I replied. He raised his pen and begins to ask question and question. There are many and I just answered earnestly.  I think. But who will remember what you eat for the last 24 hours ago, or how many chocolates do you eat a day. Really.

            “okay that is the last one. Oh before I forgot, can you fill this form. It will makes things easier if I have your profile.” He said again with a smiles. Do dentist smiles all time? He going to melt my heart. What am I thinking! Okay let’s see. Name, done. Age, done. Oh! Here it is. Phone number, 012, email merash….. Done!

            I raise my head and give the form to him. He analyzes it before nodding and keep the file in the drawer. He looks at me while putting on the glove.

            “err, why are u putting on gloves?” I asked. He looks at me and smiles evilly. Is that a smirk?

            “are you scared?” he asked mischievously. I look at him and stare hard. I don’t like his tone. He laugh a bit before taking a seat behind me.

            “don’t worry, I need to check your teeth. Just a few second. We don’t have time to do any treatments today. So I’m scheduling our next meeting tomorrow.”

            Tomorrow? Treatment? But I can't speak out my mind since he already open up my mouth and start scanning and searching for problems that I can’t solved nor see.

            “done. Only a minor problem. So tomorrow we will do the fillings.” I look at him. Not smiling.

            “don’t worry. It’s only a minor. It’s not going to hurt a bit.” He said smiling to my face.

            “every time they said it didn’t hurt, it hurt like hell.” I replied and that alone makes him laugh.  His laughing! Seriously! He laugh like mad but after couple of seconds he stops and pulled out his business card and give it to me.

            “called me if anything happen. Till then see you tomorrow at 2 o’clock.” He smiles and walk me out. Before we depart he said one sentence to my ears.
            “I’ve found you.” And he closed the door.

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