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End of Chapter Three

5:18 PM | Labels: 2014, chapters of my life, shigoto, to say good bye...

End of Chapter 3

Well, its a bit too fast right.

hahaha..

hmm...

it's not in my plan to resign in this short time.

I know about the extended probation in Thursday 25/9/14,

and after a quick talk with the family members,

I decided to let go of this position for a brighter future

so,

on Friday,

actually I decided to quit my job in Friday after lunch I think.

it's a fast plan but a very reasonable one...

so in Friday I send in my resign letter,

to the director and we have a chat and she accepted my decision.

so Saturday (27/9) is my last day.

like I said, it was fast.

I know Allah have a very good plan for me in the future.

I have my trust in Him,

and to Him and Him only
I pray for the success and happiness

of my life.

insyaAllah.

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The End to Chapter 2

10:38 AM | Labels: 2014, chapters of my life, finish and begin, shigoto, to say good bye...

The End to Chapter 2

the end of chapter 2

and a beginning of chapter 3.

this chapter has so many characters and story

and I am glad I get to read it.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart,

for each and every valuable lesson I get to read..

it was an exciting journey,

and I thank you.

I just hope chapter 3 will be even better.

edit* last day 27 June 2014

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When the time comes...

12:56 PM | Labels: 2014, kazoku, to say good bye..., when the time comes

I dedicated this post to my beloved

Mak Lang and Nek Teh.

Mak Lang passed away in April I think.

Nek Teh passed away last Sunday 20 April.

the sadness in unbearable,

but you are in better place and I pray that

Allah

will forgive all of your sins.

May their grave be filled with light and peace and may they see

their place in Jannah from it.

this is not goodbye.

someday we will meet again..

I ask Allah to reunite me with my family in Jannah.

-amin

'to Allah we belong and to Allah we will return.'

p.s - I did my first funeral prayer in Nek Teh's funeral.

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you will be missed...

9:46 AM | Labels: baby sis, it still hurts...., kazoku, little sis, to say good bye..., twins

though you leave us,

your memories stay alive....

may you rest in peace.

we shared so many good times together,

me and you,

my family and you...

you brought laughter to us,

with your innocent looks and behaviors,

and we will

Never Forget Them...

your are Cherish and Love by everyone,

and

you Cherish and Love everyone back...

and it makes it harder

to let you go...

life is way too short

and we never know

when it is time to go...

nobody saw it coming...

not me,

not twin,

not little sis

not baby sis,

not everyone...

the choice has been made...

though we pray it was the best,

and we did it for your sake,

but it was,

one of the hardest decision to make in our life...

Kattun,

you will surely be missed...

your stories will live

and your memories will stay...

p.s I miss you already...

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Final 1.1

9:04 AM | Labels: abnormal 3rd year~~, kazoku, love itself is a mystery, moments, the knights, times, to say good bye...

the end?

of course it is not the end..

but its half of it..

another half will start next semester...

yes..

for this 1st semester...

i realize...

i don't participate much...

i don't join any activities,

that usm held..

most of it because i can't make time..

half of them is because i'm afraid i can't make time..

another quarter i'm just lazy...

hihihi...

anyway,

i have a blast!!

this semester is also

the best!!

i have,

many memories...

many hardship...

many loves...

& many other things...

but i want to have

more more and more!!

i want more memories..

err... a little less hardship if i could...

and many many more loves!!

and others things that i wanna do!!

oh one thing i forgot to mention...

last exam..

my desk number is

236..

i mistaken the 6 with 8..

and i end up in 238

and said..

"err... ni bukan meja saye ke?"

and the guy

*~~thankfully quite handsome~~

said with slow tone,

"eh ye ke?"

and we both go out ~~on a date~~ and re-check..

because i was looking from above,

the number still looks like 8 rather than 6...

and the guy said,

"betolla ni.."

and i said again..

"eh bukan ke ni saye"

i point it to my number

but still fail to notice the 6...

ai... sighs

in the end,

the guy helps me to notices..

he said..

"betolla ni nombor saye.. awak nombor brape. ni nombor awak.."

thankfully again,

he wasn't mad or laughing....

i hope~

Mr. Nice Guy,

i'm really sorry for causing reckless things...

i should have re-check the number above and below...

thank you for not getting mad...

that's is the 1st time

in my whole life!!

i mistaken my tables for others...

usually i'm not that clumsy...

anyway,

for next semester...

i just wish i can finish them with a smiles...

i'm praying,

that everything

work out as planned...

insyaAllah...

p/s- i'm waiting for my kazoku to pick me up!!

now they are stuck in traffic...which is bad because it's near CNY...

hope they arrive safe and sound...

p/s 2 - we are going on a HoLIDAY!!! yeah!!!

p/s 3 - until next time....

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what you give, you get back....

12:00 PM | Labels: to say good bye...

the title is my 'doa'~~

i never did that to anyone before..
as long as i can remember..
i have been nice to lots of people...
and even to those that i hate...

it just cruel for you to do that to me...
and even crueler that i don't know why you did it...
is it just hard for you to confront me?
don't you know my words can harm you badly??

and looking from my pov,
what you did to me today...
will harm you the next day....

if only you know what i mean...

but the damage is done...
i hate it when it happen...
i hate it a lot when i don't listen...
and sometime i hate the guts in me...

but life has its own way....
i am stronger than anything...

what didn't kill me makes me stronger...

and though i act childish...
i am tough~
i'm a fighter...

the world is a scary things...
if today i make it...
then tomorrow is mine...

the world is round...
and one day,
we will meet again...

and when that happen...
i want to be there standing up
with my chin held high~

as someone like you....
to hold that position...
to hold that responsibility....

your action today,
does not resembles all of those things..

dare i say,
does the high position have finally got into you?
even without the mighty of them all...
you already turning into a big crock?
you always said this and that...
don't do this and that...

please,
you r not any different...

are you brave when all you do is hiding...
are you smart when all you do is running...
are you the real you...
or you just pretend...

this is the end...
this is goodbye...
those memories...
those moment...
will be erase....

forever and ever...

to know you...

to remember you...

only brings me hate...
regret...
and sadness...

you don't understand the damage you cause...

nor you understand the bad thing you have done...

before i create more damages to myself..
before its getting worse...
and before you can say anything...

here is Good Bye...

bye-bye memories...
bye-bye moment...
bye-bye dreams...
bye-bye,

say goodbye heart...
goodbye...
goodbye...
goodbye....

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