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Yesterday...

9:30 AM | Labels: 2014, it still hurts...., shigoto, times

24/11/2014

I have another super emotional sensitive moment.

It's bad since I cried all the way to bed...

This is not working for me..

Jobless I mean..

Everyone said,

if you don't like it then find a job.

I tried my best finding one.

Still no luck.

I am waiting but my emotional state

is really in the midst of collapsing.

Or maybe it already did..

I really hate this part of me..

The weak part of me..

and the negative part of me..

I pray that Allah give me strength..

and please give me good news..

I can't live like this..

I really cant..

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Tawakal

1:05 AM | Labels: 2014, interview, kazoku, shigoto, twins

It was nerve-wrecking to wait.

I can't stand the nerve.

but it already end.

It was one of the moment,

yang buat saya rasa,

WHY AM I SO STUPID!!!

WHY?!!!

seriously.

after the interview,

I had that moment

until my twin (she drive me there, thank you twin!)

got really angry and said

"I don't have mood so don't talk to me"

she also said

"don't put your negative energy into me"

well before she got that angry she was like totally nice

she said

"they will like you. you are being honest."

"it's not wrong just tawakal je"

and everyone else too,

my dad, my mom, my little sis, and maklong was telling me

if ade rezeki adela.

don't think too much.

insyaAllah.

takde cuba lagi.

but just so I will remember,

the question for tonight is

1-working experienced

why do you quit your job

if I send you to Johor how?

2-why do you want to work as a Penguasa Kastam

3-do you interested with Kastam

4-jika gst dikuatkuasakan tahun depan apakah harga barang akan naik

4-what is the mission for us

5-siapakah pengarah kastam

then they asked me if I have any question for them..

I asked them the GST question back.

I don't want to put my stupidity in here.

but I know it will linger in me..

oh well,

better be honest than a total liar.

rite rite?!

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Kerja Jatuh Dari Langit

12:46 PM | Labels: 2014, alhamdulillah, interview, shigoto

I always said that I want a job,

straight from the sky..

'rezeki jatuh dari langit'

as I like to call it..

but I meant it as a joke..

not serious and hopeful like that, no.

but yesterday

I got a text and email,

and today

or more precise tonite,

I have one job interview..

super quick right!

like what?!

what do I feel..

what do you think..

okay,

forgot that,

let's eat!

yeah yeah yeah!!~

alhamdulillah..

can't say I can nail this interview,

but let's make it worthwhile.

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End of Chapter Three

5:18 PM | Labels: 2014, chapters of my life, shigoto, to say good bye...

End of Chapter 3

Well, its a bit too fast right.

hahaha..

hmm...

it's not in my plan to resign in this short time.

I know about the extended probation in Thursday 25/9/14,

and after a quick talk with the family members,

I decided to let go of this position for a brighter future

so,

on Friday,

actually I decided to quit my job in Friday after lunch I think.

it's a fast plan but a very reasonable one...

so in Friday I send in my resign letter,

to the director and we have a chat and she accepted my decision.

so Saturday (27/9) is my last day.

like I said, it was fast.

I know Allah have a very good plan for me in the future.

I have my trust in Him,

and to Him and Him only
I pray for the success and happiness

of my life.

insyaAllah.

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Sad... I can't even describe it..

10:31 PM | Labels: 2014, it still hurts...., shigoto

For a while I think it's going to be all about me..

but how wrong can I be...

no matter how hard I try,

I will fall.

every time I pull myself back up,

you will drag me down..

Now,

I lost it.

I can't even pull myself to stand.

You win.

I lose.

I can't even describe my feelings now.

hope you are happy,

and may you all be very merry!

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Tarday Is Not My Nature

9:52 AM | Labels: 2014, shigoto

Today, 27 August 2014

I was LATE.

Okay maybe it's not me

because technically it was the bus.

Oh well,

I was never late for my office

because of something like this.

I overslept before but I just took MC or half day.

This time I was here early but the bus is late.

Technically I am not late.

but for the record,

I am late.

The End

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Chapter 3

8:37 PM | Labels: 2014, chapters of my life, finish and begin, shigoto

Chapter 3

Alhamdulillah,

I've began my chapter 3 on 1st of July...

it's an expo company,

they manage events,

and this month is their biggest event(annually)

I hope the best for everything..

although it is hard since the distance is quite far..

I took 2 1/2 hour from my house,

but for now

the office and the mates are nice..

so I'm hoping for the best for my future..

friends,

please pray for me...

thank you..

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The End to Chapter 2

10:38 AM | Labels: 2014, chapters of my life, finish and begin, shigoto, to say good bye...

The End to Chapter 2

the end of chapter 2

and a beginning of chapter 3.

this chapter has so many characters and story

and I am glad I get to read it.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart,

for each and every valuable lesson I get to read..

it was an exciting journey,

and I thank you.

I just hope chapter 3 will be even better.

edit* last day 27 June 2014

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Opportunity

3:15 PM | Labels: interview, shigoto

Got interview next week.

Okay,

goosebumps mode on!

I am really scared,

whatsmore tempat tu jauh!

Puchong~!

how in the world I'm going to get there...

but this is opportunity calling..

sooner or later I have to face it.

driving mode,

slowly on

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second beginning

11:21 AM | Labels: 2014, chapters of my life, finish and begin, shigoto

anew beginning for me...

2nd January 2013 - 5th August 2013

7th April - currently

It's my second chance...

but for me it's feels like a second beginning..

I hope for the best outcome...

whatever Allah has plan for me..

although this is not what I've wanted,

but

I'm thankful to Allah swt for giving me second chance

I may not know what is BEST for me,

but I know Allah do..

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Today is a good day

12:12 PM | Labels: 2014, arts, kazoku, shigoto

Alhamdulillah today is a good day..

although the day is yet to end...

it's only 10.30 am now

anyway,

someone asked me to do a demo signage commercial...

it's actually my 1st ever design's job!!

I did the job and today I got the payment for the job..

it's a nice experienced for me and I feel like I can success...

and the money is good!!

oh, thanks abah...

for everything..

I'm not sure at 1st about this job..

but today I realize, it's not so bad after all..

somehow a good motivation..

it is a good motivation since I update this blog..

hahahha~

it's been a while since my last post..

so here is a glimpse of the work..

a demo based on McD and Tutti Fruitti

2 Demo with 4 pages each

Since 'the boss' didn't say anything bad about this design,

I'm going to consider that it's good!!

excellent!!

perfect!!

kaklang no one is perfect...

okay..

it's good then, and I always have space for improvement..

I work really hard for this project..

makes me reminiscence about my university day..

I took each and everyone opinion..

everyone is so kind and encouraging to me..

I'm thankful to Allah for giving me all of you...

thank you...

I love you!!

p.s after a long time, I start driving long distance..
not long as in Melaka or something.. but yeah..
I drive today..
I practice yesterday and gained my confidence..
I should start driving again..

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Offer Letter

1:07 PM | Labels: shigoto, the knights, twins

The letter came yesterday,

and my interview was successful...

Should I or should I not take the offer?

Me a teacher?

never imagine myself as one..

to teach what I have experienced,

to teach what I have know,

to give what I have got...

the students is a lucky one...

of course I can't wait to see my all time favorite sport!!

Quidditch!!!!

can't play them but I will always enjoy them!
it's been a while...

well then,

I can't wait to meet my students..

don't act so surprise guys..
you haven't seen the worse of me

yet

better prepare my gears then..

The Headmistress won't tolerate tardy,

especially not her sister..

Magic is believing in yourself,

if you can do that, you can make anything happen - Mayzienth E.Neski

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It Makes Me Think [2]

12:23 PM | Labels: interview, shigoto

It Makes Me Think, Part 2

If you refer here it says about my interview..

well,

how should I put it...

the thing is I got an offer from that company...

it's not the original position though..

the job offer to me is Production Executive.

to assist them in a documentary production..

it was a contract based-position without EPF..

of course the job requires the same thing I did in my current company...

to prepare filming schedules, make telephone calls and set up appointments.

I was happy to get the offer..

and I would be happy to work into the production too..

but I was not keen with the position..

and I want a more stable offer...

so unfortunately I have to declined.

Fortunately,

by getting offer for something makes me so happy..

I fell like there is someone out there that wants be to be part of them!!

I will search again!

High and Low!!

insyaAllah with Allah's will,

there will be a perfect job for me...

insyaAllah...

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It Makes Me Think

9:50 AM | Labels: interview, shigoto

Yesterday,

26 June 2013

I had another job interview for graphic animator's position

it was my 3rd one.

of course the interview went well.

as far as I concern I already gives it my all.

but after the interview,

something that the interviewers said struck my mind

you don't need experience,

you just have to get out of your comfort zone

am I not trying my hardest to get out of here?

am I not trying my hardest to achieve my goals?

it was my 1st practical interview.

they rated me 6 out of 10 for my used of tools in Psd.

I begin to wonder,

am I good enough to work in this kind of line

do I have what it takes to be successful?

do I really want this as my dreams?

every time I finished an interview,

I begin to wonder am I eligible to work in this field?

and every time I failed,

my confidence level decreased.

'Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly'
-Robert Kennedy

so let's hope I fail and then achieve greatly in the future,
insyaAllah

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Birthday Present [I'm shocked!]

10:02 AM | Labels: birthday, kizuna, shigoto

Sincerly Thank You Kak As...

Love you Miss you and Thank You

eventhough tak dapat jumpa,

miss you so much!!

padahal excited x ingat bile fikir dapat jumpe akak..

insyaAllah ader jodoh kite bertemu lagi,

besok ke, luse ke, tahun depan ke..

an an an

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Allah knows best

12:28 PM | Labels: its have a reason~~, shigoto

the terror of knowing things,

the terror that you want it but afraid,

the terror of facing the truth.

the terror of not knowing the future,

will it be

dark?

bright?

colorless?

colorful?

the terror that come like lightning,

the terror that came as a shock,

the terror of knowing it will come,

but still surprises when it did.

the terror

that I finally will be free

the terror

that I will face a new beginning

the terror

of not knowing what to do

the terror

that I can't see the future...

No amount of guilt can change the past

and no amount of worrying can change the future.

Go easy on yourself for the outcome of all affairs is determined by Allah's Decree.

If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come on your way,

but if it is yours by destiny,

from you it cannot flee.

(Umar ibn al-Khattab r.a)

in Allah I trust
that this is for the better..
in Allah I trust
that this is meant to be...
in Allah I trust
things will be better...

“So in Allah put your trust if you are truly believers”
“And whoever puts his trust in Allah, He will suffice him.”[Surah At-Talaaq: 3]

Allahu A'alam Bis Sawaab

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