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Eid still an Eid, and Mak is still a Mother, regardless

It's still Eid so
Selamat Hari Raya!!
Happy Eidul-fitri to everyone!!
one of my poscard design ^__^

Well, to start the Eid is kinda sad and unexpected.
First my mom fall sick. 
Really sick.
She's walk with walker before but 3 days before Eid her legs completely gone weak.
Even in the house she has to move using wheelchair.
She can't even lift her hands.
She's been spoon-feed evensince.

So raya this year,
we are busy both with raya's prep and mak.
It's sad when I see my mom looking at her grandchildren
but she can't hold them anymore.
No more nenek's hug...
She can feel but she can't move.

Then, my little sis is on-call for the first and second's raya.
My dad's first Eid is with his second's family.
My cousin Ifah and Ika is with Ifah's family in Johor.
We wait until the 3rd day to visit all the families



but minus ablong's family.
he's going back to Kedah on the 2nd raya.
when we have gather everyone.
but not Ifah and Ika.
I have to wait for the 6th Eid to finally see them.
Mak really push herself to visit the families.
I can see that she's tired and it hurts her to moves,
but I kinda forced her to go.
Well,
raya is no raya if we don't visit the families.
So....
Yeah... I force her..
hahahaha
but on my defends she has tons of fun!!
We meet a lot of my mom's cousin,
Of course I have my share of fun too.

Of course not to mention my cousin!!

who I only get to meet only on special occasion.
I get to meet my aunt and cousin who lives overseas

They come back to celebrate raya in Malaysia.
Aunty, uncle and my cousin at our toksu's house.
It was a full house!!
Totally a blast!!

Mak and abah's selfie
Two of my favourite people!!

The only family's photo that I have.
Woo-hoo, lucky me~

The Rain's Troop abit short this year.
Hahaha still, a happy Eid it is!!~
We are all one crazy-happy bunch!!

Then after we got home
we schedule mak to visit the hospital
The doctors set up a date for the MRI's scan to figure out,
what exactly happen to mak.

I hope she can be cure.
Maybe not as healthy but I sincerely pray
that she can lift her arms and legs again.
To be able to hug again.

Well even with a lot of my family missing on Eid's day
raya is still a raya,
and even without mak's hug,
a mother is still a mother.
regardless.
Love you mak!
I love you all!!

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Happy One Year Anniversary

To tell the truth,
I don't remember exactly the date of this anniversay
but it has been a year in my book.
Happy Anniversary, Me

One Year Have Passed

A year full of anxiety,
A year filled with happiness,
A year where I don't know if this will work out of not,
A year filled with hope and future...

A year in a new house,
A year with new environment,
a new surrounding 
and a new beginning.

Allow me to rambles,
If truth been told,
You will know how
I'm grateful that in this 'one year'
everything changed.
I have been nothing but peace and happy
I have fun and I am happy
and I am happy that something did change.

The Bond
Our family's bond 
is getting a lot stronger than before.
It's strange to one point but I'm grateful
through thick and thin
this family still holds up together
I always pray that for whatever reason there is,
this family will always be together.
regardless.
-Family is all we had in the end isn't?

With that,
in this new house we have celebrated lots of celebration.
It have been a year, of course
Birthday, Anniversary and Holidays
all I can say is

- Alhamdulillah

There is nothing better than Alhamdulillah
and 
I like to think that
Allah has gives us many hardship and He
gives this happiness as rewards.
We treasure things we once lost right.
I treasure this more than before and more than before
I try to keep the bond strong and let it be stronger.


-InsyaAllah, in Allah we trust

Friendship though came out empty...
I haven't had a chance to meet any of my friends
except for the Langkawi's trip.
It is a sad time for my friendship and it is indeed have been
a struggle with myself.
I miss my friends so much
and I missed the time we spend together.
It have been difficult to meet and for that I am sorry.
I will forever holds them close to my heart.
and whenever we do meet,
nothing will change.
We will be us.





Another year to come.
Another new beginning
Let's make the best of this year 
and
have faith that for whatever reason you are suffering today,
there will be an endless happiness waiting at the end of the road.

You believe
and the believe will come true.
You are what you believe yourself to be.
If you believe you will be happy,
trust me,
You Will be Happy.

p.s It is impossible to put all the pictures in here.
you know who you are.
I miss you too.

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Syawal in Sendayan 2015

Syawal in Sendayan 2015

It's the time of the year again!!
After Ramadhan we have Syawal boys and girls!
And on this Sweet-Month we celebrate our winning against lust in
Ramadhan.

What's different this year is,
we decided to celebrate Eid in our new house,
in Sendayan!
Tara-rara~~ * insert drumrolls here
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Bonda said that she wants to welcome
this new house and experience the celebration in this house.

So we did all the prep need to be done...
It is really rare to see this sight of the knights.
we are not the clean up girls type.
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anyway,
lots and lots of image are going to turn up,
so beware of self-satisfying!! hahaha

I start with the prep for Syawal

1st of course, Kuih Raya!
Actually this is just half, 
A bit exciting about hari raya this year I think.
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And the cleaning begins!!
We change all the sheets,
all the curtains and I even moves the boxes 
from the breakfast table!
Before this, 
under the table is full with boxes and boxes!
You can't even see the kitchen!
I did this all myself!
I am sugoi!!
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Then we splits.
Each person have their own task.
let me break it for you guys.

Bonda: Put the little thingy inside the curtain.
Of course she monitor us and instruct. hahaha
I can't say exactly what bonda did but she always in between works.
She gives us spirits and hope!
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Little Sis : Mopping, Dusting and Vakum. 
She even dust the fan and the lights that are almost 10metres high. Of course using the stairs.

Baby Sis: Cleaning the toilet
She cleans all the toilets! I give her 8/10! It's spotless but always room for improvement!

Twin: Wiping windows
This new house has lots of windows and my twin cleans them all!!

The Lord: That's me btw.
I change the sheets and curtain for all the room except aniki rooms.
I don't know who did that room. hahaha

I know we splits up our works,
but when the time comes,
everyone was moving as one.
One minutes I was in the rooms, but when little sis needs me I was out with her,
the same with everyone else.
We work together and helps anyone that needs help.
It was easy this year.
I was almost having fun cleaning the house...
Okay, I did have fun!
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So this is the final product!




After that we straightaway goes to cooking!
No pict,
since everyone doesn't wear hijab~

__________________________________________________

Moving on.
The celebration of Syawal

This is me. 
No, I didn't wear any purdah. I just play with my shawl.
and I wear my birthday present from dear twin!
They say I look scary.
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Family Photo
We actually did a sit down version,
but unfortunately I don't have that pictures in my possession.
No wonder I can't make a photo manipulation,
I always ran out of photos.
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We look so happy right~

Tada!!
Presenting my nephew!
Can't remember his full name.
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3 Generations Picture
Baby Shahin but his name is longer than that.
I hope I can take pictures like this with Bonda.
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That's all for this year.
I hope everyone have a great Eid and hopefully
a very sweet and happy year.

So for this year Greeting's Card
I present to you
Love you guys,
and god bless!!
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maybe if I finally have the pictures,
I will make a new post about our Eid's Outing.

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I am blessed

I am very disturbed by this news

It was so disturbing that I become so scared of my room.
Alone.
I can't walk or even bath alone.
Scared.
I feel so scared that I can feel my heart pumping up and down.
I can't even went out from my room to turn off the lights.
Darkness.
It was so disturbing that I can't even bring myself
to summarize the news.
Horrid

I even cry after I finish my prayer
because I'm so scared and I also feel pity for the said victims.
How this world have gone mental
How this people can go to such length
How this world is actually a scary place to live
How horrible is this world

How...
How...
How fortunate I am
How very fortunate I am
How I am blessed
How lucky for me to have a family
Family that will always protected me
Family that will always love me
Family that will prevent anything bad to happen to me
Family that makes me feels safe
Family that gives me the world and don't expect
anything in return...
I forgot 
in my quest to find treasure
I completely forgot that I already had the treasure.
I  need to appreciate them more.

Allah have proved that He still loves me
He know that I am suffering from my own complexity 
and He lets me encounter this news
and He shows me that
despite everything bad that happen to me
others have it worse.

I forgot about that.
I overlook things that I am blessed with.
I'm so embarrassed with myself. 

The truth is,
I always feel that I am unlucky.
That life isn't fair and I tends to compare my life with others.

Yesterday,
I consult my problems with my kouhai.
We talked a lot about my problems
and this morning I found that articles.
It really change everything in me.
It change how I think.

I am lucky and so fortunate
that Allah SWT will always
and always be with me.
He has His way with me
and I know
He knows what is best for me.
I must never forgot that.
Insyaallah.

Alhamdulillah I come to my sense.
I pray that Allah swt will helps the victims and
may they get the help they need.

amin...

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2015 Overseas Trip: USS Singapore

Alhamdulillah

After months of planning we finally here!!

It was full of ups and down.
Our car broke down in the highway,
mom and day came all the way from KL to pick us up..

Such a good parents...
I promised to treat them both a 150% times better!!
I don't know how to repay both of you,
but I promised to be good.

We reach Tune Hotel at 6:30am,
rushing to prepare for the 7:30 bus.
Alhamdulillah,
we managed to be there on time.
The trip is fun and we all enjoyed them a lot!!
Of course there are too many people this time..
We have to queue for 1 hour before we can ride certain rides.

Still it was one of the best trip!!
I really enjoyed the environment especially the Far-far-Away Kingdom.

Unfortunately,
we didn't get to see many characters,
so there's no photos with minion, or shrek just penguins.

Still,
I loves the rides!!
I loves it!!
but I can't experienced the roller-coaster.
They are closed for annual maintenance..
They should inform people that there will be annual maintenance..
Such a sad things.
yeah go hit the admin!!
they should inform us earlier!!
My twin been waiting to ride that extreme roller-coaster..

Me?
I'm not so sure about myself..
Relief?
hahahaha

I loves this shot.
Makes me looks thinner..
hahahaha

Thank you to everyone who makes this happen..
You know who you are.
Thank you.


Can't wait for our next trip!

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