Down to the point I can't get up

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So what do I have to talk today,
Febuary 12th...

Hurm... Let see...
I haven't got any job.. 
Though I went to couples of interview and failed..
It hurt you more when you failed and they said you are not 
the one they are looking for..

I have a hard time adjusting to this new unemployed life..
I used to get up early in the morning to go to work..
Work, chatting with my office mate,
discuss today lunch date,
weekends and etc..

but now I'm doing what a housewife do..
and no, I'm not enjoying them..
I like working more..
and I miss it so much..

I really hope 2015 will be better for me and my family.
Let's pray.

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Posted by AmiVieNeski

2015 is a bit early for me

12:37 AM | Labels:

Well first of all,
Happy New Year!!!
may you all have a very nice year!

second of all,
I think 2014 past by too fast,
for me that is...

I'm not ready for 2015 yet.
but as they all say,
Time Waits for No One

so let's just hope,
2015 will be a better year for me.
gonna start something new this year,
hopefully it will go well!
Happy 2015 everyone!

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Alina's Subs: Annabelle 2014 (Malay)

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Hard Work in the middle of the night...

Now my twin is officially a subber!!
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Congratulations dear and I wish you the best..
If anyone is interested in downloading subtitles for this movie,

in place of my sister,
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yoroshiku~~~

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Posted by AmiVieNeski

Yesterday...

9:30 AM | Labels: , , ,

24/11/2014

I have another super emotional sensitive moment.
It's bad since I cried all the way to bed...

This is not working for me..
Jobless I mean..
Everyone said,
if you don't like it then find a job.
I tried my best finding one.
Still no luck.

I am waiting but my emotional state
is really in the midst of collapsing.
Or maybe it already did..

I really hate this part of me..
The weak part of me..
and the negative part of me..

I pray that Allah give me strength..
and please give me good news..
I can't live like this..
I really cant..

 

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Posted by AmiVieNeski

Tawakal

1:05 AM | Labels: , , , ,

It was nerve-wrecking to wait.
I can't stand the nerve.
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but it already end.
It was one of the moment,
yang buat saya rasa,

WHY AM I SO STUPID!!!
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WHY?!!!
seriously.

after the interview,
I had that moment 
until my twin (she drive me there, thank you twin!)
got really angry and said
"I don't have mood so don't talk to me"
she also said
"don't put your negative energy into me"

well before she got that angry she was like totally nice
she said
"they will like you. you are being honest."
"it's not wrong just tawakal je"

and everyone else too,
my dad, my mom, my little sis, and maklong was telling me
if ade rezeki adela.
don't think too much.
insyaAllah.
takde cuba lagi.

but just so I will remember,
the question for tonight is

1-working experienced
why do you quit your job
if I send you to Johor how?
2-why do you want to work as a Penguasa Kastam
3-do you interested with Kastam
4-jika gst dikuatkuasakan tahun depan apakah harga barang akan naik
4-what is the mission for us
5-siapakah pengarah kastam

then they asked me if I have any question for them..
I asked them the GST question back.
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I don't want to put my stupidity in here.
but I know it will linger in me..

oh well,
better be honest than a total liar.
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rite rite?!

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