LiFe is HarD, so KeeP oN MovIng

Gash Bell Finish!!
[spoiler]

I overwhelmed both by the story and also because it is the End.

The feelings I get by reading this is beyond words.

Every scene that are sad end up with me bawling.

Every funny ones makes me laughing.

Every aww moments makes me go aww.

It was spot on and the ending is beautiful.

I really enjoyed reading this manga.

It is truly an amazing journey with you.

Thank you Gash.

Thank you Raiku Makoto.

Thank you everyone.

I give this 5* out of 5

Now maybe I should look for the anime.

p.s I ship these two.

***edit
I finished 2 more manga and I noticed 
that I put my favourite characters in it.
So it will not be fair if I didn't put it here.

[spoiler alert]

My favourite characters is Laila!!

Laila is 1000 years demon.
She was put to fight for Zofis and Koko because if she won't
she will be turn back into stones.

For me Laila is tough and knows very well what to do.
Eventhough the 1000 demons can't communicate with their book bearer
(they are under the spell),
still Laila always talk with Albert (her book bearer)
always make sure Albert save and will help Gash
to defeat Zofis so Albert can be save.

It is so heartwarming to watch these two at the end.
Albert actions shows me that he can hear Laila
and at the end he said 
This time I will save you.
That just makes me cry!!

Another character that I like it
ZEON!!

Of course the reason I like him is because he's strong. Hahahaha
But Zeon is not just strong.
There are lots of demons that are strong you know.
Zeon is strong and smart.
He knows well, what to do, when to do and how to do.
He's calm...... well not that calm when Gash is involve though. hehehe.
What makes I totally love him is,
at the end of the fight between him and Gash,
he realized that Gash is not at fault.
Calmly he admits his fault and begs for Gash to forgive him.

He's totally have a leader quality.
He admits his mistakes and when he know that they both are twins
he change totally into Gash brother.
Leaving notes on how to use their caps,
,about their background etc.

I enjoy the ending too and really looking forward
to the anime version.
\ (★ ∀ < ) / * ゚

I always use emotasia as my emoji.

They are always in my blog.

But just now when I went to the website.

It was gone.

Emotasia is gone?

emotasia

There is nothing there.

I wonder what happen.

The saddest part,

my blog will not have a square picture instead of the emoji.

Bummer.

Though all of it was a scam.

A fake invitation.

A conned.

Whatever people called them,

for me it is a HOPE.

The last time I heard the word 'invitation'

is 4 months ago.

This, for me is Good News.

Hurt but Happy at the same time.

I carried a mix feeling throughout this process.

I google about the company,

and the result does not came up good.

The Devil Inside Me

Inside Four :   Anger Lies behind the Smiles

Anger lies behind the Smiles


Anger is there no matter what you do.
Eventhough you are laughing, you are smiling or when you are praying.
They will always be there. I don't know if it will be gone and disappears,
I just know that anger needs to be control.
To be taught and to be tame.

Everyone needs to be angry.
You needs to express yourself.
But if anger doesn't be control or you lose the momentum of yourself,
anger will blows up and trust me, you are not the only person anger will blow.
Everything around you will eventually blows up.

You see, anger is a virus. It contagious.
If one person blows, the other people that involve will also gets the blows.
When that happens,
it depends solely on yourself.
How do you control your anger.
And how do you calm down and take charge over anger and make sure,
anger stays and won't blow you anymore than it already did.

I am yet to master the art of calmness.
How do you stay calm,
when everyone keep on feeding my anger.
My anger eventually will blows,
and the final hit is I'm afraid is really really near.

Everytime I tried my hardness to control anger,
I find myself tearing up,
my veins vexed up and I have to keep on repeating to myself
I am okay.
I do not need this.
I am okay.
I do not need this.
How in the world am I okay?
How did I know I am okay?
Obviously it was a lie I told myself so my anger can get calm
 and eventually it will rest and sleeps
until the next blows.

I really really want to kill my anger.
I can't live like this anymore.
Anger eventually it will kills me,
before it can kill anyone else.

Everyone knows the art.
The art to calm one anger.
Believe me,
if people don't know,
you will hear news about suicide and homicide
every seconds and every minutes.

One must know how to control one's anger.
Regardless who it belongs to.
If you know how,
you can live without the fear of anger caught on to you.

Anger will always be there.
Hiding behind the sweet little smiles,
Waiting patiently until the last blow.
If that happen,
run.
Run and never look back.

It's too late.

Syawal in Sendayan 2015

It's the time of the year again!!

After Ramadhan we have Syawal boys and girls!

And on this Sweet-Month we celebrate our winning against lust in

Ramadhan.

What's different this year is,

we decided to celebrate Eid in our new house,

in Sendayan!

Tara-rara~~ * insert drumrolls here

Bonda said that she wants to welcome

this new house and experience the celebration in this house.

So we did all the prep need to be done...

It is really rare to see this sight of the knights.

we are not the clean up girls type.

anyway,

lots and lots of image are going to turn up,

so beware of self-satisfying!! hahaha

I start with the prep for Syawal

1st of course, Kuih Raya!

And the cleaning begins!!

We change all the sheets,

all the curtains and I even moves the boxes 

from the breakfast table!

Then we splits.

Each person have their own task.

let me break it for you guys.

Bonda: Put the little thingy inside the curtain.

Of course she monitor us and instruct. hahaha

I can't say exactly what bonda did but she always in between works.

She gives us spirits and hope!

Little Sis : Mopping, Dusting and Vakum. 

She even dust the fan and the lights that are almost 10metres high. Of course using the stairs.

Baby Sis: Cleaning the toilet

She cleans all the toilets! I give her 8/10! It's spotless but always room for improvement!

Twin: Wiping windows

This new house has lots of windows and my twin cleans them all!!

The Lord: That's me btw.

I change the sheets and curtain for all the room except aniki rooms.

I don't know who did that room. hahaha

I know we splits up our works,

but when the time comes,

everyone was moving as one.

One minutes I was in the rooms, but when little sis needs me I was out with her,

the same with everyone else.

We work together and helps anyone that needs help.

It was easy this year.

I was almost having fun cleaning the house...

Okay, I did have fun!

So this is the final product!

After that we straightaway goes to cooking!

No pict,

since everyone doesn't wear hijab~

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Moving on.

The celebration of Syawal

I present to you